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Just a thought….. I seem to have those from time to time

by A Bridge Too Far 9/28/2014

written by A Bridge Too Far

Way back when, when I was young, people used to read. Not forum posts, not news headlines. This thing called books. Maybe some can remember them.

Now I had a pretty shitty childhood. But I loved reading. I read all kinds. It opens the mind, it creates ideas. It makes shitty reality go away for a while so you have time to recover.

It just seems to me that so many young people these days suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts. It is a result of modern society. I just wonder if a bit of old-fashioned reading won’t make things more manageable.

9/28/2014 14 comments

Reality / Real world / Real life

by niki 9/16/2014

written by niki

Reality is boring & LIMITED !!
Real life is boring & LIMITED !!
Real world is boring & LIMITED !!

I also hate this life, I hate people / humans (well.. MOST/90% of them), I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very BORING !! and especially nowadays become ONLY very materialistic, money / profits driven only, all about money, money, money, & image, image, image! ; it’s very superficial, shallow, and mundane boring!

Why movies, video games, comics, books, novels, anime/manga, creative Art, basically human’s IMAGINATION & fantasy is often/always a hundred times FAR much more interesting & better than this sad, mundane, boring, superficial, […]

9/16/2014 5 comments

fuck Reality ! Reality sucks ! Real world sucks ! Real life sucks ! Reality boring ! Real life boring ! Real world boring ! movies, novels books, comics, games, manga/anime are better than Reality !!

by niki 9/14/2014

written by niki

fuck Reality ! fuck real life ! fuck real world !
Reality sucks ! Real world sucks ! Real life sucks !
Reality boring ! Real life boring ! Real world boring !
movies, novels, comics, games, manga/anime are better than Reality !!
there is no MAGIC, no SUPERPOWER , no ‘cool, magical’ SUPERHERO / SUPERHEROES like in those movie , novel , comics , game / games , manga / anime , etc etc !
FUCKING BORING real world / real life / reality !!!

I also hate this life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very BORING […]

9/14/2014 3 comments

The End of the Line

by teardownthewall 9/14/2014

written by teardownthewall

I left for a while because I thought my life was getting better. I had my suicide planned but didn’t go through with it. My financial situation improved and things were almost looking up. Mom’s health has been returning and some of the people living with us moved out.

But then I received a dose of soul crushing reality today that just threw me right back to the end of the line. I made a post about this before but here’s a recap : I’ve never had luck with love. My love has mostly been unrequited. I’ve been in love for the past two years […]

9/14/2014 4 comments

This Hell

by camskari 9/12/2014

written by camskari

When I observe sites such as these, I can’t help but feel the pain worsen.

The pain consumes me on a daily basis. It controls my every move and creates ache throughout my empty frame. This hell to which I am trapped has become so familiar. And the bright future talked of every day, makes no sense to my clouded mind. I am most thankful of the smiles I fake throughout the day, misleading everyone who glances upon my face. This terrible reality to which I face is the most unbearable thing imaginable.

So when I am confronted with sites like […]

9/12/2014 0 comment

WE are all ROTTING. Stop pretending to be something you’re not.

by Holo44 9/12/2014

written by Holo44

Philosophically, I’m lower than the lowest low. My mind isn’t here anymore, I’m the most dangerous human being alive because even I don’t know what I’m going to do next. Every constructive, fruitful, positive outlook on life I have is crushed underneath the weight, the sheer gravity of our waking reality. This moment, is all there is. Time is meaningless, as is mathematics. These are nothing more than arbitrary measurements we use to quantify absolutely nothing, fleeting happiness in incoherent vortex of human brutality. Yeah, yeah get a goal, get motivated, work hard, work until your hands and calloused and bleeding, that’s the real treat, […]

9/12/2014 8 comments

Too Depressing

by depressednihilist95 9/4/2014

written by depressednihilist95

I’ve accepted that I’m too pessimistic or depressing for anyone to like or take seriously. I would have lost many friends if I were honest about how I feel. I remember being judged in therapy sessions for telling the truth, like how I was bored during a conversation.

Still, I don’t know what to do. I don’t really like humanity, nor do I really like existence at all. I try my best to ignore reality and daydream, or think of ideal, romanticised situations that have never happened in my life.

9/4/2014 6 comments

Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage

by yagharek 8/29/2014

written by yagharek

I really should have died then, Tsukuru often told himself. Then this world, the one in the here and now, wouldn’t exist. It was a captivating, bewitching thought. The present world wouldn’t exist, and reality would no longer be real. As far as this world was concerned, he would simply no longer exist—just as this world would no longer exist for him.

8/29/2014 0 comment

Superfluous Sunrise

by pondersaurus 8/29/2014

written by pondersaurus

You label me as high functioning. Apparently that is my anchor. The fact I can go to work and attend university. That I present a facade of normality that rivals that of any you have ever seen. I assume, in the way it is delivered, that it is meant to be a compliment. That it manifests in some super human strength to carry on living while I am already dead. The reality is much less glamorous. I spend my work days pretending to bother myself with their petty and inconsequential issues, generally a result of their own stupidity. Then I go to school, and expend […]

8/29/2014 0 comment

She wants to stay with me forever

by Scarlett Dawn 8/28/2014

written by Scarlett Dawn

Out of all my friends I am one of the most suicidal unfortunately.

When I admitted to The clinic, my closest friend had already been in here for a month prior due to an Eating Disorder.
When I’d get severely down she’d always say “we can do it together” I always said “no. I refuse to drag you down with me” and I meant it. Jess doesn’t actually want to die, she has an ED that wrecks her life but I can see hope for her. She’d been well once, she can be well again.
And then I met Britt. Both these girls were so much […]

8/28/2014 2 comments

Empty Within

by Scarlett Dawn 8/27/2014

written by Scarlett Dawn

I feel empty inside
There’s a void I cannot fill
I drink the emptiness away
I smoke the emptiness away
I roll to take the emptiness away

Though these temporary solutions
Hold no effect once I be sober
I miss the touch of a gentle human hand
I miss the warmth of another’s embrace
I miss the smile that follows the sweet words spoken
I miss being loved by another

I curl up and hold myself tight at night
My pillow squished in my comforting embrace
I close my eyes and dream of a paradise
One where a man adores me for me
Holds me and tells […]

8/27/2014 6 comments

I am an artist

by Scarlett Dawn 8/24/2014

written by Scarlett Dawn

I am an artist
Though I cannot paint
I cannot write a novel
I cannot act in a film

Yet I am an artist
My paintbrush is my razor
My story is told through my tears
My film is life and my smile is the main character

I am an artist
Whose painting is in cerise beads
Whose story is in each crystal stream
Whose persona hides a reality behind a perfected smile

I am an artist
An artist with a dark truth
A hidden story
And a made up happy ending

I am an artist
An artist that has ran out of space for […]

8/24/2014 2 comments

is superhero real exist ? are superheroes real exist ? is superpower or magic real exist ? (like in those cool movies, games, comics, novels, books, anime / manga, etc) ? fuck this boring reality / real world / real life !!

by niki 8/21/2014

written by niki

is superhero real exist ?
are superheroes real exist ?
is superpower or magic real exist ? (like in those cool movies, games, comics, novels, books, anime / manga, etc) ?
you know, like in those ‘cool’ superhero movies : X-Men (X Men), Superman, Thor, Spiderman, Iron man, Captain America, or in those ‘cool’ fantasy / sci-fi (sci fi, science fiction) movies : Harry Potter, Narnia, Lord of the Rings, Avatar, TRON, or games like Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, etc etc ..

otherwise, fuck this boring reality / real world / real life !!

I hate reality, I hate life , I hate this very *LIMITED* & […]

8/21/2014 5 comments

Permanent Scars

by KissOfDeath 8/20/2014

written by KissOfDeath

Our eyes met,

and for some reason I just couldn’t resist you,

I fell fast and so did you.

But then the sweet words you called me turned sour,

the touching wasn’t so gentle anymore,

you left bruises and scars,

but somehow it felt better to go through this pain with you,

than without.

I never believed in God,

but I started praying for death,

hoping some greater power could take me out of this misery.

Your mean words became my reality,

and my bruises you left on my body never healed,

they were permanent.

I left you, with swollen eyes and a heavy heart,

never knowing if I would find someone that would make me so miserably happy.

8/20/2014 4 comments

i’m not okay

by NotAloneButVeryLonely 8/18/2014

written by NotAloneButVeryLonely

I’m scared. Everything in my life is spiraling out of control.

I’m a failure. My family and friends are trying to support me, but all I can feel is their pity. And I hate it. I hate it so much. I just want to get away from everyone, and away from reality. I want to get drunk. Like so drunk that I don’t even know what’s happening, and just stay that way. And not have any worries.

I want to scream, and cry, and fucking hit something. I feel so angry and mad and.. I just don’t think I’m cut out for life. I paint a smile […]

8/18/2014 2 comments

by Bisban 8/16/2014

written by Bisban

Hyper beam, inspiration

The dying hell of Leech

Calypso

Are you the dead queen

Does this, have an end

The words

The lyrics

I don’t even exist

I see a wild Ratatat, smiles

I just want to breathe and be strong, Calypso

My … reality

Robin Williams, angel man

Would of saved me a million times

How I exist, nobody knows

I’m just Leech.

8/16/2014 8 comments

Poem

by apple21 8/15/2014

written by apple21

The darkness is death – we can speak, but we are not heard. We can scream but they turn their backs. We can run, but we cannot catch them. It is the dream where arms and legs won’t work they way they should, and the air is too thick to breathe. Loved ones walk a mile ahead, forgetting to stop as we fall behind. This is the reality of the darkness. We are buried alive inside ourselves. ”
– Dana-Christene Umanetz

8/15/2014 1 comment

Why movie , game , novel , comics , book , anime/manga , human’s IMAGINATION is FAR much better than this boring Reality / real world / real life ??

by niki 8/14/2014

written by niki

Why movies is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why video games is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why novels is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why comics is much better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?
Why anime/manga is better & more interesting than this boring Reality / real world / real life ?

in conclusion :
Why human’s IMAGINATION is better & more interesting than this boring […]

8/14/2014 6 comments

sleeping ugly

by sobsobs 8/14/2014

written by sobsobs

The only time when I am happy

Is when Im out of this reality

Its when I close my eyelids

And dissapear from everything

I wish I dont have to wake up

I wish I could be like sleeping beauty

Sleep till the true kiss wakes her up

And live happily ever after

But im no princess

Im just a slave to every person that I know

I’ll be suffering all day long

But not when im asleep

8/14/2014 0 comment

The answer to all life’s problems…

by Flintstone 8/13/2014

written by Flintstone

There is, what I believe to be a misguided therapeutic view of suicide by medical people, social workers, government types all chattering about the different aspects of this troubling and discordant reality, but they have accomplished almost nothing since the advent of modern medical and academic study, and may have even exacerbated the issue.

Scrupulously fact checked books, articles, medical, philosophical, academic discourses on suicide almost universally call for a psychiatric or therapeutic “cure” to stop suicides from occurring, and despite titles like “Reasons for Suicide” and topic headings to that affect, they really never address the real reasons for suicide and they refuse to lend any shred of credibility to the endless hours of […]

8/13/2014 6 comments

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