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Reincarnation

Reincarnation – What would you be?

by WanderingDreamer91 7/31/2018

written by WanderingDreamer91

What would you be if you could reincarnate into anything?

For me, if it’s an animal, I would be a predator at least, so I’d be eating other animals instead of getting eaten, and I wouldn’t have to be fixed as a pet so I couldn’t have sex and have children. :p

I’d totally have a family and keep them safe…

Maybe I could be like an eagle or something and be able to fly…

If I was another human though, idk, I haven’t thought that far…

Well, sometimes I wonder what it would be like to live a much more humbler and ancient life with nature, like a native […]

7/31/2018 9 comments

Death of a flower.

by DeathFlower 12/19/2016

written by DeathFlower

I have never found a place to belong.
This burden of existential nihilism.
The disconnectedness from others.
From the consensual reality.
Has created a sense of extreme isolation.
One that is gnawing at the seams of my humanity.
God abandoned me the day I became an object to man.
I was raised as a child to Lucifer.
My battle was over long before it had ever begun.
I no longer wish to walk this earth.
Alone, isolated and misunderstood.
On outcast of mainstream ideals.
I seek my final solace in the enigma of the afterlife.
I have no more purpose.
As my demons have eaten me […]

12/19/2016 0 comment

Do you believe in past lives?

by Diablo 8/3/2015

written by Diablo

I was brought up pagan and chose the pagan path for myself, one of the beliefs in paganism is resurrection. I strongly believe in past lives and that i have had multiple, i am an old soul. I don’t feel i am from this time, i think that plays a huge role in me not liking this life and all my hate of the new age. I always imagine how peaceful and nice it would be to just be in a village with my loved ones and friends, to be a mom and to clean and cook and welcome my husband back from his hunts. […]

8/3/2015 19 comments

Depression is my burden and punishment

by Jusadream 6/16/2014

written by Jusadream

I’ve been depressed for as long as I can remember. Looking back, I was a sad, quiet, depressed kid. Thought I was just lonely kid with little to no friends. But now that I know better I do think that I was just such a dark, gloomy, sad girl. Maybe I had sad aura that made people not wanting to get close to me.

I think it’s true nowadays too. It’s almost like I repel people. People won’t want to get to know you if you look sad or miserable. I used to just cry and felt sad everyday, every minute for being so depressed. I’m […]

6/16/2014 3 comments

Non Existence is the real suicide

by alluxi 6/2/2014

written by alluxi

Hello People

i was searching for the word suicide and bumped into this website, and it seems helpful to speak about my suicidal tendencies.

Ok, so i believe in reincarnation, so for me suicide will not get me what i want , which is total non existence , it is like living in an prison andÂ sentenced to live in it for eternity , if i die i reincarnate in that same prison over and over . And you beg for your ownÂ execution , but souls are eternal and can’t be destroyed with any weapon.

So, my aim is not the earthly suicide ( killing your body ) , […]

6/2/2014 3 comments

My Hello and Reincarnation

by justme- 5/6/2014

written by justme-

Sidenote: This will be cross posted on Reddit.

Like many of you, life has slowed from a run to a crawl. I’m 18 years old. For many reasons ranging from my intelligence(or lack thereof), my family and my looks, I’m warming to the possibility of killing myself sometime in the near future. The main reason I suppresses my suicidalÂ tendencies is because of, you guessed it, my parents. They’ve worked inconceivably hard to allow us to live as comfortably as we do, or as they do. I’m not going to lie to you all, I’d be considered upper-middle class in the American Northeast, with tuition fully payed […]

5/6/2014 6 comments

Why I am still alive – more than a rhetorical question

by abhi 5/2/2013

written by abhi

Am I just too coward to embrace the deathâ€¦ Am I still too much attached to people around me and care for their for feelings towards me â€¦ Or Is there still some materialistic/physical comfort that really excites me and is unconsciously asking me to hold on to it â€¦ or there is really a purpose that divinity had decided for us and we can’t go before fulfilling it …
I feel that the the answer is none of those…
Instead the only reason that I think that I am still alive now is sheer curiosity ….. there’s defn some thing really exciting after death […]

5/2/2013 1 comment

I hope reincarnation isn’t real

by tupacorbiggie 4/8/2013

written by tupacorbiggie

That’d suck if you killed yourself to end your suffering but ended up reincarnating into one of the death camps in North Korea or something. Â I think once you die though that’s it though.

4/8/2013 1 comment

Don’t Leave Me.. I Love You..

by TrumpetChick99 3/8/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

Garrett’s moving. I’m never going to see him again. It just makes me want to tell him how I feel… But I just can’t. I won’t be hurt again. I refuse. I deserve better. I fucking deserve better than what I’ve got. I deserve happiness. I deserve love. Â Or maybe I don’t. I mean, how much can be taken away before I have nothing? I feel like I’m completely gone already. I feel like my heart’s been cut out. Ripped out, more like. I just want Garrett… I really do. But he’s gone. Today was his last day. I should have told him. But I […]

3/8/2013 0 comment

The roof seems so inviting

by aero9 2/23/2013

written by aero9

It’s incredible to think that I have to stop here. But the pain is overwhelming. I am afraid of being alone. Too afraid. I have no family. I was abandoned by my parents when I was 6 and I never saw them again. Right now I have a GF who abuses me psychologically, she is a drug addict who cheats on me and I cannot leave her because I am too scared of being alone. Loneliness is my handicap and I can’t take it anymore. I have no self respect to say NO and way too much resentment towards her to be able to solve […]

2/23/2013 4 comments

Can you understand this?

by MissCMF 12/11/2012

written by MissCMF

Can someone tell me if you can understand this? Itâ€™s the way I think, the way I want to speak but I donâ€™t know if the school would understand thisâ€¦

Darkness and despair let me be, out of the corpses that rot, only the pure are safe, without the addition of imperfections to world, and how can the light succeed the dark when the dark is the beauty and ghostliness of the world.

The darkness is in the light, waiting to strike to save souls but also the light is in the dark waiting to ruin the times of the pure, turning them away from what they […]

12/11/2012 1 comment

i want to go like him

by pessimist 11/16/2012

written by pessimist

first off let me start by stating that i dont believe in any sort of afterlife. i dont belive in god or heaven or hell. i dont believe in reincarnation. i believe that once we die we are just simply…gone.
anyway my boyfriend died a little over a year ago from heroin od. we used together but we had a falling out & he started shooting up which we never did. at around the one year mark (august) i felt like i had finally recovered and moved on from his passing but lately ive started shooting up and i chase that feeling constantly… that rush. […]

11/16/2012 4 comments