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by Noodle12 5/1/2012

written by Noodle12

It’s been a hell of a long time since I’ve posted. I doubt anyone’s been active here long enough to remember my story so I’m just going to start from the beginning. But uh, I need some advice, sp.

So basically I’ve had a female best friend (I’m a guy) for a while now and we’re really close, we talk about everything, and she means the world to me, but I like like her. We had a very short fling about a year and a half ago but it hasn’t been until now that we really connected on a deeper level, and she has a lot […]

5/1/2012 0 comment

Contemplation is the easy part

by APathNoOneCanFollow 5/1/2012

written by APathNoOneCanFollow

Where to begin is hard. Then again nothi ge come easy. I’m getting older and more mature obviously but to me, I think others see me as a child. I dont honestly think I’m suicidal. I couldn’t be. The outside looking in my life is complacently perfect. I would be viewed lucky by most. Friends, a loving girlfriend, well liked, two parents, grandparents, a job and not a lot but a reasonable amount of money. In reality though- my best friend is leaving me for a group off cocky self obsorbed pricks; we were close, always different but he was indeed my best friend. My […]

5/1/2012 0 comment

Saved by a lack of stocks

by 5w4y 4/30/2012

written by 5w4y

4 years ago due to a stress induced issue during a relationship which may sound cliche but there was a large variety of issues which had piled on top of me and caused it.

i made a break attempt at well…..ending it all……obviously i cant go into details of what i did but its Â a horrible thought that the only reason i woke up in hospital was because the bottle ran dry and i ran out things toÂ swallow and iÂ hadn’tÂ brokenÂ the skin far enough….

Now given i was heavilyÂ inebriated when this ventureÂ occurredÂ whichÂ didn’tÂ help at all, i only have twoÂ memory’sÂ from A&E firstly telling the nurse iÂ didn’tÂ want my family informed and […]

4/30/2012 0 comment

For The LGBTI

by EmoKitten 4/27/2012

written by EmoKitten

I know that it is hard being Gay, Lesbian, Bi-sexual, Transgender, or Intersex. I know because I am bi-sexual. My family and most of the people I know don’t understand how it is and don’t really accept me. They think that it is wrong and that I should be straight because it the the “right” thing. I don’t give a fuck if it you think it’s right or not. I am NOT changing who I am just for you. I like the way I am. I prefer girls more than boys because I have been hurt by mostly guys, but that’s not the same for […]

4/27/2012 10 comments

Dear mom

by drowningagain 4/22/2012

written by drowningagain

Dear mom

How can you be surprised? After everything that’s happened over the last few years how can you be even be shocked that I’m angry with you? After everything I’ve gone through and all you could think of you! I neededmy mom and my dad to support me and you could only see yourself. I needed someone to hug me and tell me it was going to get better that this was a rough patch. You couldn’t be there for me and help me through my two weeks of hospitalization after trying to kill myself because how dare I try […]

4/22/2012 1 comment

Can you change a controlling bf?

by ItGirl 4/22/2012

written by ItGirl

I looked up the signs of a controlling bf & he fits every sign it seems like. What can I do to try to fix our relationship. I’m depressed and suffering..

4/22/2012 12 comments

because i needed to say something..

by effortlessfrustration 4/22/2012

written by effortlessfrustration

After doing a lot of research trying to help myself, i came to the conclusion that maybe i just need to start talking to anyone. I came across this website and thought an unbiased opinion might help. I’m going to try to summarize everything that’s been weighing heavily on me so please bare with me because i could use a strangers ears to listen. I have never wanted to be an unhappy person, even writing this right now feels somewhat like a cop out to me because im unable to handle it all on my own. The very beginning of my life started out in […]

4/22/2012 6 comments

Help me…please…I can’t do this anymore…

by TearDropFantasy 4/16/2012

written by TearDropFantasy

I don’t really know how to tell anyone these things but I’m at breaking point, I can’t find comfort from the only two people who stick by me…

I’m fifteen years old and I get bullied every day at school for being ‘Emo’ I don’t understand why. They don’t know my past..

When I was younger my Mom and Dad would argue a lot, I’d end up crying myself to sleep wishing that they could just get along, That was until my Dad started hitting me, at first it would be on rare occasions then it was every night. I was so scared even now I’m scared […]

4/16/2012 8 comments

STD

by loserr 4/4/2012

written by loserr

..so my lovevlife is over ? ? i got the human p. virus.. i have no idea from who. though im pertty sure it was from my ex bf.. and now b/c of it i had to get surgery and now i need to get it again.. its been almost a year since i had the surgery and it sucks. i wont be able to be in a relationship or start seeing someone if I dont get rid of this again… and its gonna be the same routine for the rest of my life… so wtf.. i hate this.. and life. its like im not […]

4/4/2012 3 comments

Going to Gloria’s

by rainbowsh3rb3rt 4/4/2012

written by rainbowsh3rb3rt

Dear Gloria,

It’s your favorite niece writing. I’ve been thinking, and this summer I would really like to come visit you. I’m so sick of this fucking family with their fucking up tight opinions and suburb attitudes. Every single one of them just pisses me off. I’m serious, just looking at one of them makes me want to take a bullet to the head. Today your little sister and I got in a fight….again. I figured as much would happen, it always does when schoolwork becomes a requirement. Apparently “we don’t communicate like we used to” well how the fuck am I supposed to “communicate” when […]

4/4/2012 1 comment

you wont catch me around here

by hattie 4/3/2012

written by hattie

today marks the day i hope to change alot of things… my bad habits for starters.
im going to stop drinking vodka so much, and only smoke socially
fix my lack of skill in the saving money department…
hopefully end my current relationship history… find somthing good.
i dont know why. random day , random year, but i feel like its time for a fresh start.

i genuinly hope this happens..

4/3/2012 1 comment

Hurting

by FroggySmiles 4/3/2012

written by FroggySmiles

I made a fool of myself again. I belived someone who said they cared. That I understood him and was so nice. Then I was told that a relationship would nevet be in the cards. I’ve heard the same crap so many times, it’s sad. I must be an awesome friend because everyone of my ex’s wants to stay my friend. I’m hurting so bad. Each time this happens, I feel as if a little piece of me is torn away. I have chronic depression which means even at the best of times, I’m not in the greatest shape. I want to give in and […]

4/3/2012 3 comments

Rock bottom

by lostchild445 4/1/2012

written by lostchild445

I haven’t been on in a while. For those of you who care, yes I’m still alive. I hit a new low today. I found myself smoking out a window at 2 a.m. I was supposed to quit on march 1st. I didn’t. I can’t. It’s the only thing that calms me down anymore. My 1st family therapy session turned into a complain about how much of a problem I am session. I hate this. All of this. My girlfriend is unwilling to go any further in our relationship, my parents r suspicious of my habits, I went back to cutting after 5 days s.i. […]

4/1/2012 3 comments

its not bearable anymore

by i dont know if iwanna live anymore 3/25/2012

written by i dont know if iwanna live anymore

i don’t know how to continue on with my everyday life. in my family, among my friends, nobody knows how i feel.

i hate who i am, i hate how weak i am, i didn’t get abused by my family or anyone at all, i’ve got both my parents so i keep telling myself im not allowed to feel sorry for myself, so many people is worse off than me. but i still feel sorry, and that makes me hate me more.

i’ve been sad and hurting since i started noticing my mother wasn’t normal, she and my dadÂ are devorced. and my two older sisters never took […]

3/25/2012 0 comment

Empty wants?

by ty83 3/24/2012

written by ty83

I have the mentality of a six year old little girl.

The constant need to be reaffirmed, to be told that I matter, and the need to be validated and shown love and compassion overwhelms what little control I have of the way I act around those closest to me.

Is it wrong to crave affection, when you’ve been deprived of it for so long? Is it wrong to want to be wanted, when no one’s wanted you or anything to do with you for years? Is it wrong to love, be made to expect love in return, yet greeted only with remarks oozing of […]

3/24/2012 2 comments

Daily I Think About Suicide

by DepressedWithLife 3/22/2012

written by DepressedWithLife

Daily I think about suicide, but I don’t act on it. It’s just that, combined with school, discovering my sexuality, my appearance and family problems, I don’t know what else to do. Every time I think about this, I think I’m being irrational, but I still can’t help the urge to do it. One thing that really led me to this was discovering I was sexually attracted to girls. Being a girl myself, I find this very hard to understand, due to the fact that I’ve had crushes on guys in the past.

When I think back on it now, sometimes I wonder whether this was […]

3/22/2012 2 comments

Will things really get better?

by tryintostartanewlife 3/22/2012

written by tryintostartanewlife

I will be 15 in 3 weeks. My depression started when i was 13. I began to start cutting myself. Now i have scars left on my arms as a memory. The last time i cut was in December. I would cut whenever something would really upset me. Then when i was 13 my mom implied that i was fat so i developed an eating disorder and i lost 30 pounds from that so far. I have not recovered from either. I have a tendency of relapsing. When all of this began someone came into my life and he tried to help me. He was […]

3/22/2012 9 comments

Love, Obsession, and Friendship

by QuixoticNomad 3/21/2012

written by QuixoticNomad

There were many “signs” that pointed to the relationship with my ex meaning(to my understanding) that she was the one mean for me. However, there are many ways that the “signs” could have been interpreted. For instance, her name appearing as a suggested friend on a networking site alongside her old lawyer’s could have meant we were to be together or it could have meant stay away from both the lawyer and her; randomly going out and hearing a performance of a song she sang, “Forget You,” could mean forget her; or standing beside someone and having them grab my hand and tell me to […]

3/21/2012 0 comment

I have to first accept it…

by ezz 3/21/2012

written by ezz

You cheated on me for another guy, when I thought we were always happy.

You look at me with your cold eyes, and tell me i’m just a friend

2 years long our relationship, it means nothing to you.

You tell me it was because I didn’t treat you right, that’s why you left me.

Can’t you just take the blame? Can’t you see how much I’m hurting?

Can’t you tell me that you’re not a good girl? So my image of you can finally shatter?

I’m holding onto our good memories, you made me so happy

You were so beautiful and so cute, I considered myself lucky

Finally, I said someone to […]

3/21/2012 4 comments

Depression…

by you.are.loved. 3/20/2012

written by you.are.loved.

My name is Jessica. I am 13 years old and I’m a very sad person. I’ve hurt loved ones, been hurt, and been abandon by the only people I’ve trusted.

When I was 6, my parents split up. It was a very hard time for my brother and I. He was only 8. I don’t really remember much, just one day I came home from school and my father told me that if he and my mom got into one more fight, he was leaving us. The following day, he kept his word. They worked out custody and all that, and I lived with my mom […]

3/20/2012 7 comments

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