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I’m here <3

by LovelyDaze 5/22/2014

written by LovelyDaze

Hello all,

I’ve never posted on this site before, but I felt the need to make an account and make one. Â To all that is reading this; to all that feels like no one is there; to all that has contemplated life over and over again and feels the need to end things; to anyone that just needs to share their feelings to… I’m here. Â I have felt what rock bottom feels like and I have been in and out of depression, contemplating suicide a few times in my life. Â I will keep this short and sweet: Â the pain may seem never-ending, but it eventually DOES […]

5/22/2014 2 comments

Reality suck , Real Life suck , Real World suck . why human’s Imagination is much better & interesting than this everyday’s boring reality ??

by niki 5/9/2014

written by niki

I hate life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, I hate this world.
its very boring, and especially nowadays become only very materialistic, money / profits driven only, all about money, superficial, shallow, and mundane boring!

Why movies, video games, comics, books, novels, anime/manga, creative Art, basically human’s IMAGINATION & fantasy is often/always a hundred times FAR much more interesting & better than this sad, mundane, boring, superficial, & very LIMITING life / world / reality ??…

does God (if there is indeed one…!) play such a cruel sick joke for especially creating human’s IMAGINATION inside our heads?? .. especially often the very creative, artistic, […]

5/9/2014 10 comments

Poems from the past…

by InvisibleGirl 5/6/2014

written by InvisibleGirl

I found these well going through the documents on my Ipad… Â I know they probably aren’t any good so I just decided to post them on here, at least then I’ll be using them for something. Â Again, sorry if they are total crap I wrote them when I was really upset and struggling and yeah…

When I’m Alone

When your around, my face is empty of emotion

When they surround me, I only show the lies that they want to hear

When I’m alone?

When I’m alone is when the truth comes out

When I’m alone the tears last forever

When I’m alone the darkness never ends

When I’m alone I’m weak

When I’m […]

5/6/2014 1 comment

I hate life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, boring & mundane, nothing that interesting!

by niki 5/1/2014

written by niki

I hate life. I hate people. I hate this world. I hate reality / real world / real life, they are all too boring/mundane for me, and I’ve found almost nothing that is interesting in this reality/real-life/real-world anymore, also in MOST people/humans!

the majority or MOST of human beings/people in this world I’ve found to be either a bunch of stupid, shallow, superficial, ignorant, selfish, rigid, stoic, lifeless, uninteresting, uncreative, and/or boring / mundane ones.

maybe that’s why this “reality” (or “real world” / “real life”) or our society currently is sooo f*cked up now almost beyond help!

with only VERY FEW exceptions of: real-GOOD, honest humans/people, real […]

5/1/2014 7 comments

Doomed

by wanderlustnebula 4/28/2014

written by wanderlustnebula

There is peace all over this earth, but never will I find peace. I don’t belong anywhere, and everywhere I go, all I see is disapointment and isolation. I love this planet, and I love humanity. Thing is, humans with no respect are destroying it and I can’t stand it. It hurts me to see all these animals being mistreated and chopped into food, it hurts to see all this oil and trash in our beautiful seas, all these people starving, these nuclear stations, this poison in our food, the polluted air, wars, fluoride in the water…. I’m just a witness of all this desolation […]

4/28/2014 3 comments

Thoughts of a 16 year old girl

by rql 4/24/2014

written by rql

I might kill myself. I think I am going to use the “exit” bag method with helium as my choice of gas. I can’t take the constant pain, guilt, worry, and sadness anymore. My parents are so disappointed in me. I am everything they never wanted. Unlike my younger sister, my grades are poor, I’m a drug addict, an overall failure. My dad constantly reminds me about how he refuses to pay for my college expenses since I am such a bad student. Constantly asking me, “Which college do you think you will be accepted into?”, in a rude tone. My dad always makes snarky […]

4/24/2014 6 comments

What Should I Do?

by Kelly_Kaulitz 4/23/2014

written by Kelly_Kaulitz

Dear SP friends,

I’m sick and tired of being the good girl. I’m sick and tired of pretending to be perfect. Everyone expects from me good grades, nice dicipline, appropriate language and hopeful thoughts..

But that’s not me. I’m losing myself there. Nobody feels how I feel. It’s so hard to go through the teenage years nowadays. Social anxiety overwhelms me.

What should I do finally?

4/23/2014 6 comments

Want to be happy.

by lonelygirl0225 4/21/2014

written by lonelygirl0225

I want to cut myself constantly. I wish I was dead. The only thing stopping me, is because if I failed at attempting suicide, I couldn’t stand how disappointed my family would be. Why can’t I just be happy?

4/21/2014 2 comments

I hate this boring, bored reality / real life / real world, I hate this life, this LIMITED world, and I hate people/humans ..!!

by niki 4/17/2014

written by niki

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world!

and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, superficial, mundane/boring, money and profits and image driven only, ignorant,.. mostly human beings especially today these days are much more bad & hopeless ..!!
(there are -thankfully/luckily?- only FEW humans/people that I like, eg: the very creative/imaginative & ‘other-worldly’ artists who created/made all those awesome fantasy, sci-fi stories, novels, books, […]

4/17/2014 7 comments

Nobody Sees, Nobody Knows

by wontstoptosurrender 4/1/2014

written by wontstoptosurrender

I’ve always been the strong one. The one who held others up when they couldn’t take it. I never wanted to burden others with my problems, so I tend to fake a smile and say I’m okay. I hate to be viewed as weak. It started when I was little — I was born to teenage parents who had a taste for methanphetamines. They did try to get clean when I was born, as well as three years later when my little brother came into the world. But their lifestyle caused me to take care of myself at an early age. A funny story I’ve […]

4/1/2014 4 comments

My suicide note.

by kansaswasalive 3/30/2014

written by kansaswasalive

I dont know what to do anymore. I feel as if walls are caving in on me. People hate me. And you know what? I hate me too. People that are around me think I have the perfect life. Im a cheerleader. I make good grades. I make everyone happy. Nothing can be wrong with me! But there is something wrong with me. I feel as if everyone around me hates me. Im not mad at them for that. I dont know what to do anymore. Im just done.

3/30/2014 1 comment

Closer Than Ever

by midnightsilences 3/30/2014

written by midnightsilences

I think the root of the problem is that I haven’t got a reason to live.

Everybody else does, for everybody’s got that one special someone, special hobby, or special band. Sure, I listen to some bands and I have a few friends and hobbies,Â but it’s never enough.

Let me tell you something; being depressed, it’s obvious. There is a kid in my math class, and he often asked if I was depressed and suicidal and gave me hugs all of the time. Keep in mind that this kid is rather odd and dramatic. Most people just think him annoying, but I was fairly decent friends with […]

3/30/2014 2 comments

useless

by i dont even know 3/29/2014

written by i dont even know

I’m here, they’re here.
Where am I?

Invisible, alone.
Not heard, not seen, I don’t excist.

Quiet, all by myself.
Useless, can’t be heard.

Sad, angry, unimportant.
That’s what I am.

Lonely, can’t breathe.
Alone, without help.

Lost, never to be found.
In a place that never excisted.

3/29/2014 0 comment

I Need Help. Really.

by Someone 3/26/2014

written by Someone

I’ve never really seen the point of self harm, but a few days ago, I started biting my hand to take my mind off things. I could concentrate on the pain instead of worrying. It just occurred to me today that what I was doing was self harm. I never bite hard enough to draw blood, but hard enough to leave a red mark by the end of the day, and I can’t seem to stop. I know I should stop, but I don’t know how. I don’t want to be a burden on my friend anymore. He helped me when I was recovering from […]

3/26/2014 0 comment

Lonely

by lonelygirl0225 3/23/2014

written by lonelygirl0225

I feel so alone. It’s like IÂ have the perfect boyfriend, friends and family. So why do I consistently feel this urge to harm myself. It’s been 6 months since I’ve cut and smoked. So why do I still feel this way. Why can’t the thoughts disappear. I want it all to end. I don’t always want to cut myself. I want to stop being so tired and sad all the time. I hate it. I hate myself. I’m not skinny enough or pretty enough. I just want to feel okay again.

3/23/2014 4 comments

Idk Anymore

by imonlyhuman 3/16/2014

written by imonlyhuman

So basically this is my first post and itâ€™s going to be shitty sorry.

â€¦buuut yeah, my name is Brianna and honestly, I donâ€™t want to be living here on this bullshit planet any longer. Iâ€™m tired of getting judged by the music IÂ listento, the clothes I wear, what I look like the next day, and so forth. My life to me is honestly completely useless. I wake up everyday feeling like a mistake, and that I shouldâ€™ve never been born. Iâ€™ve been called names like slut, emo, ****, *****, and been told that no one likes me, Iâ€™m depressed all the time, I […]

3/16/2014 4 comments

I despise myself for being so complicated …

by 143FC 3/16/2014

written by 143FC

I’ve been fighting with my lover often lately and today he said that it might be best for us if he pulled the plug. The reason why I’ve been fighting with him is because I’m a complicated stupid *****. I don’t know what to do anymore. I wish I could change and I’m trying so hard, but it doesn’t work. The idea of killing myself came across my mind a few times and now it’s here more than ever. I need him right now, but he’s not here. I’ve been drinking and hurting myself … I wish I had the strength to stab myself … […]

3/16/2014 12 comments

I think I’m insane…

by songbird29 3/12/2014

written by songbird29

1. So recently a girl who I saw at school for five months was killed… We hadn’t spoken in eight months…. I don’t know what to do. She was so bright and when ever I was around her I felt like it was okay to be myself because she was so accepting of me. Unlike other people in my past. But now she’s gone and I don’t know what to do. She was so beautiful and so amazing. I miss her so much and all I can say is heaven gained a beautiful angel that will be missed dearly.

2. I FREAKING RELAPSED! I hate […]

3/12/2014 1 comment

Can’t Let Go.

by meredithr 3/3/2014

written by meredithr

Im ready to be done, with constant hurting and sadness. Ive been broken for years and I cant be fixed. I want to end this. But i cant hurt people. I cant hurt my family and friends. Im so miserable. I cant do this anymore, but i can let go.

3/3/2014 5 comments

my story

by reemswagg 2/28/2014

written by reemswagg

I fell in love with this guy I met online. This all started in the summer of 2013. We would talk for days on end, and he made me feel so happy. We are 1,200 miles apart but that never stopped me. Well, in September I get my phone taken away and I don’t get to talk to him. In January Â I get my phone back and I try to talk to him, but he ignores me. So I gave up. Its been hurting so bad. On top of that my parents, ooh don’t even start. Last week I attempted with 15 prescribed pills (idk […]

2/28/2014 1 comment

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