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Why they don’t notice it?

by closedworld 8/17/2016

written by closedworld

I hate it. I fucking hate it how everybody act like everything is just peachy!!! Everything is like fucking nightmare. They don’t notice it. They don’t notice how I am not eating my food. How I am dying. They don’t notice that the smile that I show is fake. Even my parents don’t notice that I am just acting like everything is perfect. I mean they are my parents right? They should know when I am lying they should know when I am putting act.

But they don’t. They don’t notice that I am acting. Every night when I go to my bed I don’t sleep. […]

8/17/2016 6 comments

Time to sleep.

by Cicada 6/27/2016

written by Cicada

I’m fine. Or actually I’m not. Well at least I’m here. Is it better to be here, alive and in pain, than being dead and in no pain?

I just woke up and the dreams I have are better than reality. That’s why I sleep for a long time. Sleep is my friend. I want to sleep all day. Just lie in my bed without needing to think about anything.

You’d think writing about it would make it feel a little bit better. Maybe it does for some people. Unfortunately I am not like some people.

Now you may be wondering what is causing this pain. Well it’s just that […]

6/27/2016 2 comments

Reality is boring , real life is boring , real world is boring , not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

by niki 5/22/2016

written by niki

Reality is boring
real-life is boring
real-world is boring
not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

also,
I hate Humans , Humans suck
I hate Human , Human suck
I hate Humanity, Humanity suck
I hate people , people suck

Most humans / people only think about Money ,
and this reality is boring !
reallife is boring !
realworld is boring !

people / humans are so shallow, superficial, stupid, ignorant
Humanity is hopeless

if there is God , then God is boring !
even Science is boring too !
Science fiction (Sci-fi) is much more interesting than real Science facts !

why […]

5/22/2016 3 comments

Life is shitty

by Foff 5/12/2016

written by Foff

Life is shitty. That’s how it is, and it won’t change. I’ve read many many posts on this website, and I can empathize deeply with many posters. Family problems, work problems, relationship problems, it’s all the fucking same. These problems make us feel SO shitty that some of us would rather commit suicide than suffer through another second of it.

Is this fair? Fair to feel shitty for most part of our days? Sleep is the only escape. I don’t feel shitty while in slumber, but it gets to me as soon as I wake. Sleep is great, however it is still a temporary fix and […]

5/12/2016 2 comments

Swollen eyes and blood stains

by Marissa 5/9/2016

written by Marissa

I thought I was getting better, but everything just seems to fall apart after a while. I met someone I’ve truly fallen in love with, and I’m afraid he will leave soon.

Who wouldn’t get tired of someone who cries every night and freaks out about everything? Who wants to lay in bed with someone with open wounds and stained pants or bedsheets? Sure you might say, “He loves you for who you are even on your bad days.” But what if my bad days are every day? I feel like he will get tired of saying everything will be okay and get annoyed with how […]

5/9/2016 2 comments

Sleep

by TodSchema 5/2/2016

written by TodSchema

“Sleep –

Those little slices of death –
How I loathe them”
~ Edgar Allen Poe ~

Passion and desire for life – depleting
Bloodshot eyes – Exhaustion – Eyelids sagging
A veil of crimson black – Consciousness fading
The Reaper’s vicious joke – Death only passing

Sleep –
Those little slices of death –
How I loathe them

Total blackness – Utter silence
No sense of time – of being – or feeling
No pain – No fearing – No hurting
A shame it’s only fleeting

Sleep –
Those little slices of death –
How I loathe them

The crimson black veil – Slowly lifting
Consciousness – The emotions – […]

5/2/2016 0 comment

In a couple of hours…

by bah 3/17/2016

written by bah

3/17/2016 2 comments

Sleep

by beaubri 3/17/2016

written by beaubri

I fell asleep for a few hours. It was amazing. Anyone else struggling with sleep?

3/17/2016 7 comments

Eh…

by bah 3/14/2016

written by bah

3/14/2016 8 comments

Sleep deprivation

by Bob40 3/8/2016

written by Bob40

Anyone else being targeted with directed ” projected ” audio that has given them mental disorders and psychological damage ? Everyday , even at night while I am trying to sleep I am mentally tortured with this technology. I wonder how many people have lost their sanity, freedom or life from their mental health being attacked like this. Watching those TV shows about ghosts makes me curious as to howe many of those people have been victims of these crimes. ( that violate international treaties ) .

This horrible , inhumane targeting of a human beings rights are being done with malice and intent. No way […]

3/8/2016 1 comment

Ending it tonight. Life doesn’t get better.

by N0Futur3 3/4/2016

written by N0Futur3

Wished I ended it that first night I joined. Life doesn’t get better, it’s just a lie. Funny how people say suicide is selfish, what is selfish is them expecting someone to continue living a life of pain because they want them to. You say family, friends, community get hurt… Fuck them they don’t give a shit about me. No matter how hard I try, it is not good enough in their eyes. We live in a fucked up society and world, fake people smiling…. They are the ones who need real help. I’m done….. I’m done living this fucked up life in this fucked […]

3/4/2016 37 comments

The one thing I truly enjoy

by blank-clutter 2/1/2016

written by blank-clutter

Is…

Drum roll…

Sleep, beautiful peaceful sleep. It’s the closest thing to not existing. I wish I could sleep for the rest of my life and never wake up again.

How couldn’t I be suicidal in a world where everything is go go go, accomplish as much as you can, be creative, be social… When all I want to do is pass out permanently.

Nighty night

2/1/2016 10 comments

A little about me.

by storminmormon89 1/13/2016

written by storminmormon89

I was deployed to Afghanistan in 2010 as a Lance Corporal in the U.S. Marines. L0ng story short I came back with PTSD and Depression. For me that meant nightmares, fear of public spaces, panic attacks, insomnia, hyper vigilance, anger and flashbacks along with everything that comes with depression. 2011 is when I started to get suicidal and went into the VA ( Veterans Affairs) the first time in September for a week and again in October for about a week. They didn’t fix anything they just gave me a nice cocktail of meds to keep in a zombie like state. Living like that sucks. […]

1/13/2016 13 comments

Sleep….

by Azure11 1/4/2016

written by Azure11

Fuck my nerves, I can’t do anything anymore for no real reason except them. I can’t even sleep anymore….

1/4/2016 2 comments

Hi?

by shams 1/3/2016

written by shams

Hello. Nice to meet you. This happens to be my first post here.

This justa lameass rant. It’s probably not worth your time. Okay, so I’ve been going through this website for a while. I made an account but I let it go though because things started looking up. I thought this year would have been great but … Shit happened. I have two amazing friends both have gone through tough spots and understand me.

One of them has gotten depressed recently. He’s about a month older then me but I think of him as a younger brother. He tried to commit suicide. He was asking about […]

1/3/2016 4 comments

Guilt?

by beaubri 12/6/2015

written by beaubri

https://youtu.be/J9hnNkx5rt4

12/6/2015 9 comments

Don’t know what to do

by Namjoon64 11/21/2015

written by Namjoon64

Recently I’ve been thinking about taking my own life. I just feel that I have no place in it and that doesn’t upset me at all, I’ve actually fully accepted this fate because I believe not everyone is cut out for living till the adult years. I’ve thought about suicide a few times in the past but now they’re so strong I don’t really have much control. I always had a feeling something was wrong with me since I was younger.
When I was a toddler my father was in and out of jail, he was alcoholic and was very violent. He […]

11/21/2015 6 comments

Dreams better than reality? Why Dream is better than reality? Why is Dreams better than reality?

by niki 11/19/2015

written by niki

Why Dreams is better than reality?
Why is Dream better than reality?
Why is dreams better than reality? Why dream is better than reality?

What puzzles me the most is human’s mind / human’s brains and imagination better than reality / human’s fantasy is better than reality.

for example:
just look at the movies, novels, comics, games, books, , animations (anime / manga), science fiction (sci-fi / sci fi), fantasy , like Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Swords Art Online, MMORPG , Interstellar , The Matrix , Avengers , X-Men , etc etc, they are much more interesting, full […]

11/19/2015 1 comment

I wish I wasn’t a failure.

by Zephyr 9/27/2015

written by Zephyr

I am, though. I can’t help it. I can’t help the fact that Im a failure. It’s not like I’ve not tried to put myself out there. I’ve done everything you wanted, Mom, Dad- I just… Nobody wants someone who’s nobody. And they don’t want any bullshit art that this shitty ass fucking 16 year old made. They don’t want dumbass masks I put my hard work into. They don’t even want my paintings! You tell me to put myself out there and then I’ll get people to buy my things. You tell me not to get a real job and just rely on art. […]

9/27/2015 9 comments

Come on….

by Jules 8/17/2015

written by Jules

Took an entire bottle of sleeping pills. I’ve been lying here for an hour and nothing is happening. I noticed that they were homeopathic(“natural”)…I wonder if that is why? This is what I get for being clueless about sleep aids. 0/10 stars, will not try again.

8/17/2015 6 comments

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