I need to try and sleep. I will return tomorrow evening. I look forward to messaging everyone again, new faces and old.
I hope everyone has a better night/morning than their last.
well were to start well having to get up for college at 6 am today and tomorrow and mayb Friday Which really dose suck because I hate college now but I’m one of them people that have to finish something They start OCD maybe who knows
but the worst part is no not having to get up and go to college which u hate or get up at 6 am
The problem is waking up at all I really didn’t plan on living this long I really didn’t I should really have died at 18 or 19 so I’m like a decade over due and still don’t […]
Well, it’s now Monday morning in the UK. Alarm is set to go off at 5am, and here I am typing this just after midnight. I’ll leave you with a couple of tunes which just about fit my mood at the moment…..
http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/03/B001N8AFE4_disc_1_31_-_Worse_Things_Happen_At_Sea_Truck_Sessio.mp3
http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/03/B001IQURW6_disc_1_08_-_Ghosts.mp3
Let’s see if I manage to get some sleep. Nighty night to everyone in SP land.
K
i really wouldn’t mind sleeping forever it would take a miracle for them pills to do the trick because let’s face it life isn’t going to get much better we r just giving our self faults hopes but tomorrow another day for the battle to continue I guess good night guys
isit just me I feel like I have no purpose being here on earth I feel alienated I’m just floating though life like a leaf in the wind no real goals just making a mess of things no real meaning to be a live I no life is what u make it but I really haven’t got the energy to keep fighting we all end up in the same place anyways rich poor Healthly etc isit because I’m depressed anxious and suicidal and il been researching it sounds like iv got depersonalisation is that why I’m floating not connected to my body or isit just […]
Depression Haiku:
Hi again, Doctor
Of COURSE I’m feeling better
You don’t mind lies, right?
Made of wet cement
With the strength of a kitten
I will stay in bed
Prescriptions galore
Which one is the time machine
Should I go back, or….?
A world of dark gray
Matches all of my outfits!
I look like I cared
Sleeping like zombies
Wide-eyed for hours again
On the same old slab
SP is one place
I do not have to […]
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And I think it’s working. I don’t feel as bad, as bad I already do. I’m sad ofcourse and thats really all but I’m doing things. Keeping up brushing my teeth and trying to eat better. That’s it SP.
Is the a group like SP but for Homicide? Like a homicide project? If so we should have a mixer. Kill 1 bird with 2 stones. Or something like that. In other words, someone please blow my fucking brains out, please….
IS there any way on SP to view your replies on other peoples’ posts?
Like, all the previous replies you’ve made for other posts, is there a way to find those?
It’s taken quite a while to get Login details sorted out, but finally here I am. I’ve read other people’s posts for a several months, but it is good to have a voice on SP at last. So hello to everyone.
What brought me here is probably the best place to start my tale. I was searching on the Web for methods, and SP was one of the results because of the word ‘suicide’. It’s good for people to have somewhere they can go and discuss freely what’s happening to them and not have to bottle things up inside.
Anyway, back […]
What do you think? If I kill myself, will that action earn me a one-way ticket to hell?
My quality of life is zero. I suffer from both mental and physical pain, and things are getting worse with each passing year 🙁
Thank you for reading and replying to my post. It means a lot.
There was a time i was an active user on this sight. tho it was a long ago, i doubt anyone on this sight recognises my user name, i first came here back around 2010/2011. so im old school SP, when i joined the sight was different, we didnt even have things beside our names, nevermind being able to put pictures in beside our names. I came here looking for a suicide partner, someone to go out with. i spent every waking moment reading of ways to die, and i found many easy ways out. but this place gave me the one thing i didnt […]
Hello,
I am gonna leave SP pretty soon. Somehow this site triggers my sadness.
If anyone wants to talk via email, id love to.
sui_rc@yahoo.com.
Be happy, to anyone and everyone who reads this. You will have realised by now that life moves pretty fast, and its to short to be sad over something. I use sad a s a generic word for anxiety, depression etc.
This site has provided me a lot of support when no one near and dear to me understood why i cut.
2016 Valentine’s Day coping mechanism:
Had insomnia the night before…. stayed awake until 7:00 in the morning on the 14th. Slept for a little bit, then woke up with migraine. Took migraine prescription and went back to bed, slept until 6:00 in the afternoon at which time my back and bone pain woke me up.
Took pain meds, sat in bed. Ate a snack.
Turned on the laptop, checked e-mail (nothing from anyone), and surfed around for a moment before visiting SP.
This may be the 5th of crown talking, but I have noticed a theme here. A trend if you will….
Seems like lots of men here (like myself) with broken hearts…..
And the woman here are just generally are tired of life and have significant others.
I am not sure quite what to make of this revelation….
Lately I’ve tried to respond to posts here on SP and for some reason they don’t show up. Wtf? Even SP is rejecting me. I am at the end of my rope. I’m unemployed and can’t find a job and I’m going to run out of money soon. I’m scared and alone and freaking out. I just want to sleep forever and not have to deal with this nightmare called life. I wish I could find the strength to over come my fear of failing at my suicide attempt. The method I have access to takes about 24 hours and I’m scared of getting found […]
Here’s a few of my daily persecutions from my spouse. Please, comment on your perspective of who’s correct, incorrect, or whatever.
#1 It’s “Emotional Cheating” if I talk feelings to anyone but her, relative or not. Also, if I’m “There for them” in any circumstance. So yes, SP would count as cheating, to her I’m trying to bed all of you.
#2 It’s “Immature” to walk away from situations too intense or confrontational for me. I should hash it out till a resolution is reached.
#3 It’s “Unfair” to expect alone time. Work is my away time, all the rest is her or kids, but mostly her.
#4 […]
I need to accept the reality; either through force or escape. I’m so cold, so numb, so apathetic that I can’t save anyone. Yet, I try for no other reason than boredom. I don’t want to help them, I just do it to make it seem like my life has meaning. In the end, I just make things worse… Because I just don’t care.
Screw it, I’ll just say it already! Anyone that dates/befriends me is asking for trouble, especially on SP. God forbid, someone on here does develop a crush on me… I don’t even want to imagine that horror show…
Tonight is going to be my last night.
Good bye SP.