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Story Of My Life

The story of my life….

by bellarevo 4/29/2013

written by bellarevo

Hi,

My name is J. Â I was born in Portland, OR on January 22nd, 1988. Â My father’s name was Cris, my mother’s name is Laura. Â They were both 34 when they had me. Â To the outside world, they were practically the perfect couple (as I am told). Â My father played college football, was of genius level intelligence, tall and handsome, and loved by all. Â My mother was a petite 5 foot 5 brunette, who was a State champion swimmer in Highschool, and met my father while waitressing in Portland. Â However, despite all these stories I was told, I found it hard to believe any of it […]

4/29/2013 10 comments

anti-climactic Aristocrat

by Tormenting Dreams 2/10/2013

written by Tormenting Dreams

I manage to log into my second Facebook account every other day, in hopes that my mom wrote me back. She does sometimes. but most of the time i have to wait for days before she writes me.

i don’t know why i try so hard, she never wanted me in the first place. she used to tell me she wished she had gotten an abortion, and some how i always manage to over look that. but today im just so so so far down in the rut i started realizing that this is what my potential life will be like. i cant manage to do […]

2/10/2013 1 comment

I’m back

by xxxlonelyxxx 1/13/2013

written by xxxlonelyxxx

Not sure if thats necessarily a good thing.. I used to live on this forum a few months ago.. I don’t know what changed even. One day I just got confident. I thought I could finally live without these thoughts everyday. I don’t need this forum, I said to myself.

Well here I am again. Lower than I was months ago. I can’t handle this anymore. I have access to a gun now. That’s probably the one good thing about right now. Otherwise I’m completely broken. I just need him. why does god do this? ugh not even god why does MY HEART want him […]

1/13/2013 5 comments

Happy Holidays..

by Abselom 12/2/2012

written by Abselom

Happy Holidays.

Its that time of year.. I will probably cry every night..

last chirstmas i had EVERYTHING

this christmas i will have NOTHING

story of my life..

wish i wouldnt mind to have end..

12/2/2012 4 comments

my story and my plan to die

by lightwithinthedarkness 9/23/2012

written by lightwithinthedarkness

my name is heather im 22 years old and im tired of living. i smile and laugh in a crowd and secretly plan my demise. i dont have the normal reasons why people want to die (if there are normal reasons) im attractive people say. i am a college student and i have a bf. but im just so tired of existing. i fantasize about death almost everyday. im alone in a crowded room, and i cant handle the stress of my past anymore. I plan on overdosing in a forest its a nature center that has trails preston would be so proud lol. but […]

9/23/2012 7 comments

My Sappy Story

by GhostlyNinetyFive 7/31/2012

written by GhostlyNinetyFive

(Sorry for the sarcastic title; I use humor to cope.)

Hello, I’m Ghostly. That’s my username in place of my usual, more personal one. I feel like this may be the best place on the web to deal with suicide openly and honestly, so here I am supporting those who feel alone in this, and potentially talking people through some tough times, and I’m glad that’s what’s going on here. You are all very kind.

Maybe “helping people” is an overstatement, or a little premature. I’m just glad there is some forum to talk on that isn’t monitored to death or trashed by trolls and idiots. I’d […]

7/31/2012 10 comments

short story.

by Fallen87 7/28/2012

written by Fallen87

i recently found this website. i felt like writing something, cuz lately it’s so damn hard. i’m close to my limit.

i am nearly 25 yrs old. i deal with depression and anxiety since i can remember. 4 like 22yrs, i lived along with it not worring about it too much, i didn’t really know what i had anyway. since then it got worst. i’ve never been very social at all. i’m a shy person and very clumsy, or should i say fumbling? i dont know the right word to describe it in english… though i’ve always fought my personality. more than 3 yrs ago my […]

7/28/2012 1 comment

anybody want to talk?

by howtosurvive 6/22/2012

written by howtosurvive

We can kik we can text we can email… I just want some help..
I just feel alone again and want to cut.. Anybody want to distract me? Or just simply talk and help me feel less alone?

Its funny how you go from being just fine one second to feeling like shit he next.. Story of my life

6/22/2012 8 comments

story of my life

by dannygurl93x 6/9/2012

written by dannygurl93x

So many times i’ve felt like giving up on life, im only 14 and already i guess i’ve been through alot more then any other 14 year old.I was a victim of severe bullying and having that happen straight after i was cheated on was to much for me. Â Its the fact that anything sharp was the first thing i’d turn to scares me, i’ve atempted suicide twice now but everytime i try i just stop, i can’t do it knowing now that iÂ actually have friends that care about meÂ also my parents. What would they think? I have scars all up my arm and some […]

6/9/2012 2 comments

My Story help needed!!!!

by Raven 5/28/2012

written by Raven

I need help.
But you need to know my story first. My mom got married for the second time in 2007. Everything was fine he was really nice and he had his own daughter who was younger than me and my sister. After 2 years everything started getting worst I’m going to 9th grade and he starts acting werid he tryed to beat my sister and she went off on him and told my real dad and he had a gone crazy too. But after a couple months he started to coming inti my room at night and well, doing stuff to me. This happened […]

5/28/2012 3 comments

My Story

by Presured 5/27/2012

written by Presured

So I have a kinda long story of my life but here goes:
So when I was 1yrs old my mom went to the hospital for back surgery, the doctors forgot to clean their tools from the previous surgery they have done and my mom got an infection affecting her spinal cord causing her to go blind and have short term memory lost. And I only saw my dad on the weekends because my mom and dad split up as soon as I was born and my dad had 3 of my brothers to take care of. So I had to live with my […]

5/27/2012 3 comments

curious to see if others think they have it worse than me?

by idunno 3/29/2012

written by idunno

(SORRY THIS IS GUNNA BE REALLY UNorganized, I just keep editing it, and adding info..Hi I’m a physically healthy (not so much mentally) 18 y/o girl, with many issues including: Severe anxiety (social), I have been depressed before, suicidal, I’ve been recently diagnosed with ADD. I think I might have avoidant personality disorder, mild ocd? mild sexual abuse and I think I had selective mutism as a child up until gr.11 when I dropped out of highschool, because I cracked . and alienated/avoided virtually all my friends(due to depression, humiliation and I didn’t want to have anything to do with my school.) I spend most […]

3/29/2012 7 comments

Time to go

by jg1981 1/31/2012

written by jg1981

Hi, anybody who reads this

It’s time to end this. I perhaps just want to share with someone out there something of the story of my life so that I know that I’ve perhaps got it out to someone.

Born in 1981 to a couple who perhaps should never have been – one good-looking, intelligent but obviously mentally unhealthy, the other with a physical (skin) ‘deformity’ rendering her unattractive to most – but together they came, and through whom three other lives came into this world (one, the last one – my younger sister – apparently ‘not planned for’ (seems absurd that _I_ was actually ‘planned […]

1/31/2012 2 comments

maybe it’s the drugs

by tphg 1/5/2012

written by tphg

but I feel fucked up. I’m burnt out, I know it; I should stop. But why? Nothing gets better. Sober, enflamed.. the only difference is I have less control of my motor functions and my brain squeezes out more depression juice.

The juice is always flowing though, illicit drugs or no. I’m grateful for my brain, being so awake with such an open perspective, but it’s alienating. I felt apart from the general public before first doing drugs. The thing about them is that they just make you feel more of how you already feel.. at least for me they do.

My volume simply gets turned up; […]

1/5/2012 2 comments

Worn down

by Jason 7/6/2009

written by Jason

So, here I am, sharing my story with strangers. Maybe that’s the best way.

What can I say…I am not seeing the point in going on with this charade called life anymore. I am 37 years old, and feel that there is nothing to look forward to, except working jobs that I hate that I feel are beneath me for the rest of my life, and being alone.

The dreams I have been pursuing of doing photography for a living have not come to pass. There were a few times when it was starting to look pretty good, but things either came to a grinding halt, or […]

7/6/2009 7 comments

my life

by alexis 4/30/2009

written by alexis

im sorry but i really dnt have neone to talk to nemore. since 2001 ive had serious thoughts of suicide. My life really sucks… when i was three my grandfather decided to molest me and then when my elder brother hit puberty he decided to rape and molest me for almost 5 years. i accidentally told the cops and he was arrestted but no one in my family believed me except my mother. everyone else just called me a liar because they didn’t like me as much as they liked him. When i grew into my teenage years my cousins decided to try ‘sstuff’ on […]

4/30/2009 6 comments