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by JiminyCrispies 4/16/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

Today, surprisingly, I wasn’t as hyperactive for a few hours. I still wasn’t anywhere near the ‘normal calm’, but I wasn’t talking constantly and I didn’t rush around everywhere as much.

Although, it’s gotten bad again as time has got on. It’s now 2AM, and I’m somewhat “calmer” again – but I can feel the hyperness coming back.

My mum found out I’ve done no work for college over the holiday – which ultimately means I’ll fail this year and be kicked off the course – and she yelled at me non-stop for a good half hour.

I’ve tried to tell her I’ve had more important things to […]

4/16/2016 2 comments

Stuff.

by Silverbird 4/15/2015

written by Silverbird

I’d like to take a moment to explain why those who share their suicidal intent with others will be unable to kill themselves, if they’re unable to kill themselves. That’s not really saying anything put like that, but what is given is advice to what i believe could be the majority of those who get themselves stuck in a hole, unwanting to live, unable to kill themselves, there are always outliers though, -real- psychopaths and what have you…
Anyways, as the saying goes: “those who share their suicidal intent with others are REALLY just crying out in a desperate plea for help, even if they […]

4/15/2015 1 comment

im really tired of the world’s shit

by tia 11/10/2013

written by tia

my head is pounding, my vision is blurring, and my thoughts are skewed, i am on hour 20 of my fast, boycotting water and food. i read that old people restrict themselves of food and water, as a way of suicide, and the process often lasts around 5-10 days, so i guess that is how long i have left. i am grateful for this kind of suicide because my family and friends might not be aware that my death was volentary, hopefully the will see it as a crude accident, and feel no responsibility. fingers crossed.

11/10/2013 2 comments

What now

by dj47 8/21/2013

written by dj47

So now stuff was going amazing was working out found the right people and now.. I’m not living at home a few hours away living in a basement parents don’t want me back stuff was pretty shit befor I was arrested in my bedroom about 2 weeks now going to be going in to foster care if I’m not accepted in to some program and I would be there for a year then idk were I think back home but my bestfriend it feels like he s replacing me. I’ve been failing school and this was suppose to be the turn around year and none […]

8/21/2013 1 comment

I’m Broken

by clevername 8/10/2013

written by clevername

SP could use a little (relevant) Pantera…

“Getcha Pull”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjMDDN6MsPQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWiEqMAaMTM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IgjCyNKimFU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDoNQTxxjP8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yKtqjkZpdA

(note: all of these have “lyrics in description” on the yt page, and i /recommend/ reading them)

(note-2: you may notice most of these are from the same channel; i just discovered this person’s channel, and it seems rather good, for this type of stuff)

I suppose i could/should have just made a playlist… oh well.

8/10/2013 2 comments

i just dont know how to feel

by greenparksgirl 7/31/2013

written by greenparksgirl

Hi. My name is Ashley.

I’ve been struggling with depression since I was 9 years old. I’m 19 now.

I recently got the diagnosis of Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder with a behavioural disorder due to drug and alcohol use at a young age.

Just over a month ago I gave up. I tried to commit suicide in the past but I never did it right, so naturally nobody took me seriously when I told them how I was feeling. This time was different. My lungs gave out, they had to do my breathing manually. When I woke up they sectioned me. I was put into my local mental […]

7/31/2013 6 comments

Methadone Overdose – Anyone tried/failed or Anyone else thought of this?

by hastapasadas 7/15/2013

written by hastapasadas

Just wondering how affective this is. Obviously fatality is the key here. Apparently when used with alcohol, effects are heightened. Never taken this before but can probably obtain it. Thinking of taking a concoction of a medley of sleeping tablets, alcohol, painkillers and this stuff. Bam.

7/15/2013 6 comments

I’m new… this site is so congested… all I wanted to do was ask for help, but I can’t figure this stuff out (signed, not a techy…)

by kbt18 7/8/2013

written by kbt18

I’m in the exact same boat! Â How can I help you?

7/8/2013 7 comments

I Feel Bad For My Counselor

by thinkimready 6/17/2013

written by thinkimready

I have a great, great counselor. We’ve been through a lot together but things took a turn for the worse in my life about a year and a half ago and then I became physically injured on top of that. I had a list of phrases he helped come up with that used to help but now they no longer help. Like “I’m bigger than this” but I’m not, what I’m dealing with is bigger than me. I have fought and fought fought and almost made it, almost won but then I got smacked down and I can’t seem to beat my physical problems. I’m […]

6/17/2013 2 comments

I’m a survivor

by MichelleJ 6/13/2013

written by MichelleJ

I’m a survivor.

A few people in this world, supported a few med pros who taught me how to survive. Last wweek I wanted a dr to put a bullet through my head, over something stupid. I was having a hard time getting through some proocedures. So the dr had to spend an extra five minutes which seemed eternal for me, making certain that I wouldn’t go home and die. A family member, one of about five or six who I trust and stuff the rest of ’em, was understanding, but also disagreed with me at the same time. At least she cared and wanted to […]

6/13/2013 1 comment

My Love

by Jlup@ 6/10/2013

written by Jlup@

Im New So I was Thinking Of Killing My Self But I Did Not Cuz Of My Girlfriend That Starts With The S She Was Going to Brake Up With Me cuz Im Jelly All time cuz of what Happen To Me on My Other Relation Ship I was Being Cheat On And So I thought i Might Get Cheat On Agen And I dont Want That So My Girlfriend Gave Me One Last Chance So I Must Not Make A Error On This Cuz i might Lose Her She Means A Lot to me Cuz We Did Some Stuff and She Made me a […]

6/10/2013 1 comment

I just want to end it all.

by diamond1473 6/10/2013

written by diamond1473

all my life , I’ve been that fat girl, the ugly girl. The girl noone wants to be around. Okay . I’ve had my fights and stuff but I just still don’t get why nooone has ever liked me. I’ve had ftoends and boufroends but I always find out what they really think of me.. its always my personality .. Im numb.. all I do sometimes is cry. My dad used to be an alcoholic now my mom is an abusive alcoholic.. my first love is now gay.. Im 17 years old.. I weigh 200 pounds. I have acne all over my face and body […]

6/10/2013 4 comments

I’ve made my choice

by almp 6/2/2013

written by almp

I’m nearing my end and I have so few words to say. After all these years of dealing with PTSD from my first suicide attempt,borderline personality disorder and various other illnesses that have earned me the humiliating title of “insane”. After years of humiliation and abuse for being the gay goth chick, being turned down for every job, and being shat upon at every turn. After relapsing over and over again and after losing most of the quality of my life, I’ve decided to take my own life and put an end to the misery that probably won’t get better. It’s taken a lot of […]

6/2/2013 2 comments

i hope death is just like sleeping forever

by meaty14 5/22/2013

written by meaty14

that would be so nice, i’m just so tired of being bored and stressed, i have friends and stuff i just don’t like the ups and downs of living. i’m actually thinking about doing it, i’m not religious, so im not worried about hell or anything, i just really hope its like sleeping forever.that would be so nice

5/22/2013 2 comments

Stuff Stops Mattering, Kind Of

by Dashed 5/11/2013

written by Dashed

Even though I’ve been on anti depressants for almost a year now, and I have had my dosage upped twice, the depression persists. It figures because it’s chronic. But where I used to feel that at least something better was around the bend, now I feel like each passing year worsens me as both a person and a functional human being.

I can’t bring myself to meet goals or requirements. I’m always tired and I rarely feel good. I’m lonely, but I can’t make strong connections with anyone. I try to reach out but it’s never the kind of fulfillment I need socially. I haven’t had […]

5/11/2013 7 comments

What’s death like?

by just a guy 5/2/2013

written by just a guy

I’ve been pondering this question since my time is near.Â Of course no one knows for certain, but I think a certain blogger had the most likely description.

Time existed before you were born, other people lived and died before you were born, and other people will be born after you are dead.Â One has no memory of anything before they were born (of course folks will claim to be someone in a past life, but people imagine all sorts of stuff).Â Before you were born will be like it is after you die.Â You won’t have any memories or consciousness that goes on.Â In other […]

5/2/2013 1 comment

I’m not worth it

by EverythingIsALie 4/28/2013

written by EverythingIsALie

I don’t know how to say this but here it goes:

“Useless, Ugly, Hated, Misunderstood, Piece of crap” are words to describe myself. I’ve never been help to anyone, all I’ve ever been was a bother. A bother to my parents, my friends, my relatives, my family and all. No wonder I get screamed at alot of times. I’m useless. No matter how hard I try, things always turn out wrong and dissapointing. I’ve never known a happy ending, other than those in the fairytales. But fairytales are not real, never will be. Some people will just say “Life’s what you make it”. But that doesn’t […]

4/28/2013 4 comments

It’s Only A Matter Of Time. (part 3, I tried again)

by mortuarychic 4/20/2013

written by mortuarychic

I realize that I got ahead of myself in the last post, left out some key points…. left out reasons why. At this point I sat down in class, this stuff I have not shared….I had enough of being a freak show for one day.Â I go to school with about 100 students…. I am the youngest there…. only a baby…. only 18. I moved away from my family to go to school. I wanted to be happy, I was free of the shadows and pressures that suffocated me day after day. I wasn’t happy, I never was. I didn’t know anyone, so I didn’t […]

4/20/2013 1 comment

Please tell me my friend won’t hate me forever

by neverenough26 4/19/2013

written by neverenough26

Yesterday in a particularly bad time I decided I was finally going to end it. At that time (when I was clearly not thinking rationally), I was determined and committed. I have been depressed for a while but when this all happened something really horrible happened and I had no way to work through it on my own. I know everyone says that and I don’t want to say the entire story, but basically a person who had sexually, physically, and emotionally abused me for several years somehow got my contact information and called me just to fuck with my mind, and it set off […]

4/19/2013 2 comments

I’m Back.

by Makenna.Anna 3/30/2013

written by Makenna.Anna

Hey. Makenna here. Yes my real name. I have no shame being on here. I have had this for awhile. Some may know me as demissio. But I forgot the stuff on here. So I made a new one. If you don’t know me or don’t remember me Im here to help. 🙂 <3

3/30/2013 3 comments

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