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Take a walk in my footsteps.

by NotAttentionSeeking 7/11/2015

written by NotAttentionSeeking

Imagine falling head over heels in love with someone. You have been in love with this person, thinking about them, obsessing over them 24/7 for 3 years and it’s still going on. You find out that the intend to propose to you and you couldn’t be happier. You are in a state of ecstasy. In a state of unbelief, that you have to pinch yourself to make sure that everything is real and you are not dreaming.

You really arn’t dreaming but it’s not real. The unconditional love you felt from that someone – it’s not real. The plans that you would be together for ever […]

7/11/2015 0 comment

Giving up

by sadman77 7/9/2015

written by sadman77

This feel like giving up I am in my late 30’s no wife or kid’s no career . I gave up on love then I fond the girl of my dreams every thing I always wanted . It was like finding a female me . Tells me she never going anywhere and were going to have a life together then she dumps me because of a mistake form past and a dream that I would hurt her. Tells me she had to many issues to be in a relationship . Then only to find out she started dating a buddy . That put me in […]

7/9/2015 7 comments

I wish I could write again

by majesticwalrus 7/6/2015

written by majesticwalrus

I was just going over some old stories I wrote (or wrote most of, at least) and I can’t figure out what changed. I used to be able to sit down and write a story that, I was told, was well written and intriguing. I don’t know what changed, but I can’t even sit down to write the final three chapters of a book I know the ending to. Well, it’s technically a graphic novel, one of two that I almost finished, and only because they were my only fantasy stories and sometimes painting the world works better than trying to describe it with words. […]

7/6/2015 2 comments

Damn

by One Million Masks 7/5/2015

written by One Million Masks

I’d actually managed to forget what hollow meant, but hello– again– emptiness.

It’s not just that, of course; when it rains it pours.

Empty and useless and harmful.
Stupid and weak and obnoxious.

Yes, hi there–

Tired and wired and failing.

Well, it can’t all be smooth sailing I suppose–

Painful and wasteful and clumsy.
Willful and pitiful and stumbling.

Okay, sure, yes, but–

Just look how fast you’re crumbling.

Hey wait a minute, I’m–

Don’t you ever get tired of denying it? You’re wasting your time, just give in and start crying again.

But–

From your head to the tips of your toes, from your blood to your brain to your bones, you are empty.

No, no, […]

7/5/2015 6 comments

Hanging myself

by death412 7/2/2015

written by death412

I went down to the basement with a chair and some cloth (couldn’t find rope) I tied the cloth to a metal bar on the ceiling, and got on the chair. I then put the cloth around my neck and tied my hands together (wasn’t easy). Then after 2 minutes hesitating, I kicked the chair and hung there choking to death. I blacked out after 45 seconds. I woke up about 4.5 hours later with a really sore neck as headache. I saw the cloth had broken. So now, this time I got some rope, leaned how t make a noose, and am attempting again […]

7/2/2015 5 comments

Hmm…

by Rotted_Flesh 6/30/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

Well I’m currently struggling with alcoholism, I love it so much and hate it at the same time. I’m trying to think of a way to regulate or cease consumption of it all together. I know from experience I just can’t have a “couple of drinks”, I’m an alcoholic, it’s never just a couple. Can’t drink only on weekend because it just starts to extend into the weekdays. I have to stop. But how am I going to stop? I guess I’m gonna have to wean myself off, my current concoction that I usually drink is about 12 ounces of whiskey/gin/ or vodka, and about […]

6/30/2015 8 comments

I lost her

by sydsilvey 6/28/2015

written by sydsilvey

I knew my best friend since the 1st grade, I instantlly knew we were going to be best friends. We’ve done everything together up intill middle school, we got put on different teams and we kinda just lost our bond, i tried to make is work but it felt like she didn’t want to be friends anymore so I started hanging out with other people and I asked her why she doesn’t want to be friends anymore and she said because I hang out with other people more than her. Around the begining of the year I started getting depressed and suicidal thoughts and she […]

6/28/2015 3 comments

13 poem

by alonelybird 6/28/2015

written by alonelybird

In the sky
I see a man
He’s smiling but his eyes
Oh, to gaze into his eyes
They cry down sallow cheeks
The creases fill with salt
And drop into the ocean
Each night it slowly fills up
When I was small
Looking out onto the grassed terrace
Seeing his tears flow
I cried too
And realised
He was like me
Me and the Moon
We’re never alone
We cry together

6/28/2015 6 comments

Together We Stand

by Ashley 6/25/2015

written by Ashley

I think that the thing with this site is we all stand together. Personally I rarely see a post where someone doesn’t reply. All of us go through shit, and yet we always reply. And that I believe helps us. Responding to someone else helps us help oursleves. I don’t know if that makes any sense to anyone else…

6/25/2015 5 comments

A Wanderer, of Hope, Despair and Pain

by ZenEye 6/25/2015

written by ZenEye

I have not always been the best person. My family seems to resent my very existence, my many false starts which ended in failure, the shame and despair that consume much of my life. But, there’s always been some hope that has allowed me to crawl onward, a bent and broken person held together by force of will.

Recently, I met someone like me. Similar story. Someone who was resented, not loved. Someone who could love the human-shaped monster that was me. She has been my saviour. But she too battles despair and pain. I hope… together, we have enough hope between us to always go […]

6/25/2015 0 comment

Peace

by M00n 6/20/2015

written by M00n

Lights seeps in

Darkness fades away

Darkness seeps in

Light fades away

In between is a balance

A balance for neutral peace

Peace cannot be destroyed only pushed away

We all go through darkness

We all go through light

In between is a balance that’s just right

so sit tight dear kite

for you will fly in such great height

for you are the light

so that the dark will sit right in tight

for peace of flight that is just right

~M00n – how was it? I just wanted to express my feelings on total peace and how the dark needs to come together with the light to work together and sort out what they are feeling when they […]

6/20/2015 2 comments

It’s over

by gerios 6/17/2015

written by gerios

Hi, I’m not an english native speaker, so sorry in advance for misspells or grammars errors.
I have a Borderline personality disorder.
I’m 28 years old and my life is a pain since when I was 10 or so.
I have huge social issues, I find hard to stay with people around without feeling really uncomfortable. I always felt really alone in my life.
Three years ago I knew this girl, let’s call her Giulia. She’s a very smart person which studies physics.
She is like a dream for me. She was not my first girlfriend, but I could feel that she was special. We […]

6/17/2015 5 comments

My Confession

by IcantContainTheseFeelings 6/13/2015

written by IcantContainTheseFeelings

Latly I’ve been having these feelings that suicide is the way to go. It started out with depression and has since moved into these bad moments of me just feeling so horibble I just go straight to suicide. Its hard for me to open up, I’m Marine so to all my friends and familyni am su pposed to be the big strong one. The one who has it together. When its far from the truth. I recently took some leave to see my friends and family and while I had some good times, it wss hard to enjoy others since I was in a trap […]

6/13/2015 2 comments

how I’m dealing with it..

by RealTalk30 6/13/2015

written by RealTalk30

Sometimes it may look like I have enough answers to improve my own life but truth is I’m barely holding myself together..
In a year I’ve lost my girl, my career is over, I lost my place and my will to make progress has run dry.
There are parts of my own sanity that create conflict in myself and between others..that now, I find myself giving into accepting the fact that I need medical help and councilors to guide me in even the most simplest of ways. I have the motivation but i still find myself in the same situation.
I want to live but […]

6/13/2015 2 comments

I love her I need her

by onesadman1101 6/12/2015

written by onesadman1101

I love her I need her so much she’s my everything and she left. I can’t get her back and I now I have no purpose. She stitched this broken man back together and then tore out the staples leaving me more broken than before but I need her so badly

6/12/2015 5 comments

Any Suggestions?

by thelost 6/12/2015

written by thelost

I could really use some help. Lately I’ve been unable to sleep normally and I can’t stop freaking out over the littlest things in my life. I have to go outside and do something constantly or I get really anxious and want to scream. I can’t sleep at night because it feels like I have enough adrenaline in my body to kill a bull. I also feel lonely constantly because my two best friend (who are dating one another) are either busy, together, or in another state like my female best friend will be for a bit. So I’m going to be alone for the […]

6/12/2015 6 comments

Living On A Grain of Sand

by Sammi6xoxo 6/11/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

I haven’t been posting much lately because I have too much to rant about and nobody needs to hear that shit. So.. have some ramblings.

im living on a grain of sand. If i make the wrong move, I’ll fall off. It’s so desolate and dry. I just want to turn it into a pearl. I need to break. I need to collapse and break things. I need to scream and put my fist through a wall. On the inside, i’m losing control, but they still seem to think i have my life together. In their eyes, im confident. In their eyes, I’m strong and focused. […]

6/11/2015 11 comments

I used to be scared of abandonment.

by unliebsam 6/10/2015

written by unliebsam

Now I’m the one who wants to do the abandoning. Partly because this way, I’ll have nothing that keeps me from ending it all anymore. Seems counterproductive, doesn’t it? After all, when we’re at our worst, we benefit from remembering the things that motivate us to stay alive. It’s not like that for me. My relationship with my girlfriend, the few friendships I entertain, the big projects I have organized for the second half of this year… They don’t seem like reasons to wake up in the morning, but like handcuffs that keep me tied to this life I don’t want.

I don’t know if it’s […]

6/10/2015 0 comment

RAGE might HELP

by NoBuddy 6/5/2015

written by NoBuddy

Come take my hand. We’ll walk this road together, through the storm. Whatever weather, cold or warm. Just letting you know that you aren’t Alone.

6/5/2015 2 comments

I don’t matter much I know

by nobodysperfecttt 6/4/2015

written by nobodysperfecttt

I tried to save myself from me I tried to find ways to find peace I try to find happy bcuz happy won’t find me.
Every reason why I shouldn’t be here has arisen.
Depression has crashed down like icicles.
I will continue to cut all over my body as a signature of All the pain I have and can endure.
In the meantime I promise not to hurt those that hurt me in a way that they would hate themselves to face this too.. I just want peace for myself.
Waking up and Breathing is the hardest. It takes that peace away from me. […]

6/4/2015 0 comment

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