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Let me go

by candice smith 3/11/2016

written by candice smith

Dear soon to be Ex

… or perhaps you’re already an ex, perhaps it ended a long time ago but I’m too oblivious to see it. but congratulations you acted like an ex now I’ll make you one.

Why?…

Because I’m DONE, I’m done accepting any of the scrap of attention you deem worthy to throw my way. I’m done hope you’ll text me first just so I know you were thinking about me. I accept I’m the one who screwed up by changing the rules by falling in love with you, but you should have realised I could never not love with the very essence of me.

But […]

3/11/2016 15 comments

Loneliness Is A Long Road

by thehusk 11/24/2015

written by thehusk

Right now all I want is to be held, and told that I’m ok. I’m not ok. It doesn’t feel like I ever will be. Maybe at some distant point down the road, I’ll find that I’ve somehow become worthy of love, and worthy of life. But right now I am alone. I see no way through. Why go on, when you don’t really believe the destination exists? Because the hope of it is all you have left.

11/24/2015 3 comments

Three Cheers for Another Wasted Year

by TheRoadSoFar 11/13/2015

written by TheRoadSoFar

I’m almost 17 now. Yay for me, I guess. The only thing I can possibly feel proud about is the fact that I’ve made it this far, because honestly I didn’t think I would reach 17. Or maybe I did, but I didn’t want to; I’m too coward to let go off everything.

Hooray for another year in which I accomplished absolutely nothing worthy.
Hooray for another year of constant failures and hollow feelings.
Hooray for another year in which I lost more people whom I loved.

Hooray for me…

11/13/2015 3 comments

Good Enough

by Take a Deep Breath 10/3/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Im sorry. I’m not the son my father wishes I could be, or the daughter my mother deserves. I have been, and always will be the second choice because I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I’m not kind enough, not smart enough for my boyfriend, not strong enough for every one and their hardships, not popular enough, not worth enough. I’m not worthy of you guys- all of you are so courageous and talented and intelligent and thoughtful. I don’t deserve you- and besides, you all have each other. You don’t need me- You all have each other. No one ever has, and I just need […]

10/3/2015 13 comments

I am a Failure

by TF 8/13/2015

written by TF

i let everybody down.
my arrogance is to blame.
my over confidence,
as well as the disillusion of actually being able to excell at anything that would be useful.
what am i now?
nothing.
i have done nothing worthy of note
and yet i have managed to convince all who know me into thinking otherwise.
i am not intelligent
i am not good at sport
neither am i good looking or funny
i am the definition of a disappointment.
i will probably achieve nothing with my life.
I have come to terms with my lack of real importance
as well as all who i have […]

8/13/2015 2 comments

what makes one worthy?

by stormfall 7/12/2015

written by stormfall

What is it that makes some people worth loving or caring for or forgiving and others not? What makes some people entitled to happiness peace joy love and others not? Why do some good people find only pain and others less good find contentment? Is there no logic in this world? Is logic the answer? Is there justice? Where is the line between justice and vengence? Without such a line there can be no redemption. Is there redemption? Do people change? Is hope a real thing or just a way of framing denial of ones fate. Sorry to ramble but as i wrestle with my […]

7/12/2015 2 comments

It’s the beginning of the end and I don’t know where I lost control…

by amzibabi_666 7/8/2015

written by amzibabi_666

That’s a bit of a lie actually, I suppose i can pinpoint where, I just don’t know how…

First off, thank you to those who are reading this craptacular piece of…well crap.

I have read many of the posts on here, and have become completely immersed in other’s stories. Each of you are so important. It’s just a shame I am a spectacular hypocrite. There is no way I could say the same about myself.

I care for others, I seriously do. I care for others so much that I distance myself away. I don’t feel worthy anymore. It is incredibly frustrating and difficult to explain, even in […]

7/8/2015 3 comments

Too Young To Feel This Way

by Terrible 5/27/2015

written by Terrible

At the age of 14, in my first year of highschool, I tried to take my life. I hid under a bridge, without anyone knowing in the morning on October 27th, and I swallowed 60+ pills. The pills were pills that I was prescribed to from my doctor. Before all this, I was clinically diagnosed with depression and anxiety, I had thought that I would get better, but seemingly, I did not. So, that morning, I took pills, and waited. My legs were numb, and I was freezing cold. My whole body was slowly shutting down, and I could feel every little part of it […]

5/27/2015 2 comments

I wish I could believe in God

by ackerman 5/4/2015

written by ackerman

I wish I could believe in God. I wish I could convince myself that there was some omniscient, all loving being with the power to guide me and influence my circumstances for the better. I wish I could believe that there was a perennial force looking out for me and giving ubiquitous company. I wish I could believe that everything concludes with justice, that those who commit significant transgressions receive a punishment proportional to their crime. I wish I could believe that there is meaning in suffering, that the pain endured produced a reward to make it worth it.

I wish I could believe that life […]

5/4/2015 7 comments

Feeling a little down

by brokengirll 4/10/2015

written by brokengirll

“Sometimes I feel like people dont understand me.

But maybe its me who doesn’t understand myself

I struggle day by day,looking for a reason to keep living

By the end of every night, I never find anything

Worthy of a life in this world

So,why am I still alive and havent killed myself yet

The answer is I dont know

My mom, I am sure would be fine if I took my life

She still has my brother, who unlike me is perfect

He isnt a broken down car, waiting for the smallest of things to break down

My brother is smart,good-looking,successful and is very worthy of life

And I have no friends or talents to […]

4/10/2015 2 comments

by leapfrog 3/28/2015

written by leapfrog

i know he was kidding but I thought about it and, would i enjoy it if he choked me? stabbed me? I don’t know. I mean, I do want to die.

i wouldn’t mind if it was you

i hope maybe, in a weird way, i could get you angry enough for you to actually maybe scare me away or get rid of me. I don’t know. I’m weird. I’m sorry Elu, I love you, really. sort of. I’m not worth being friends with you. I’m not worthy of you’re kindness or anything.

Maybe one day I can find the courage to leave you alone.

3/28/2015 2 comments

I am, I am, I am……going to commit suicide.

by Boris123 2/19/2015

written by Boris123

I am a coward. I am weak. I am a dick. I am an asshole. I am a nobody. I am a wanna be. I am a disappointment. I am hopeless. I am useless. I am alone. I am not worthy of this life. I am nothing. I am just a person who tries to do good and become better and no one even notices it. Nobody cares and nobody has cared. I don’t belong. And lastly, I am going to commit suicide soon. I know I keep saying this but each post I make signifies how close I am to commiting suicide.

2/19/2015 4 comments

tonight is the night I float away

by cjnothing85 2/10/2015

written by cjnothing85

Well its official im the biggest loser in Houston! In a matter of 3days ive lost everything I love in this world! I lost my job, my gf and my son bc I couldnt find a stable living arrangement! And not bc I couldn’t afford it but bc of my record! So after blowing money for a cpl mos on hotels my family got fed up and left me alone, broke, homeless and miserable! Im so heartbroken right now! The pain I feel inside is unbearable! Im so worthless! How pathetic must I be to not be able to house my family! This has shown […]

2/10/2015 6 comments

psycho’s .. impossible for fairy tales

by psychoticbip 10/22/2014

written by psychoticbip

Cinderella , Sleeping beauty , Little mermaid , Snow White.. these are the princesses who get a happily ever after. What about my story? Can someone tell me about the evil psychotic bi polar disoriented Witch who still finds a prince charming who finds her worthy?

10/22/2014 4 comments

You Are (Slam Poem)

by AngelWarrior16 7/2/2014

written by AngelWarrior16

You are strong and couragous

No matter what life throws at you

Always have courage and strength

You think that you don’t have a reason

to live

A purpose

Think again.

You say that you’re weak

not worthy

You are worthy

Have faith

Adversity may be at your door

Be ready to fight like hell.

Your life is a flower quickly fading here today gone tomorrow. If you need to talk add me on kik my username is AngelWarrrior16

7/2/2014 0 comment

Indecision on Suicide

by Disenchanted7 6/16/2014

written by Disenchanted7

It’s tearing me apart deciding whether I should commit suicide. I have an effective method and I’m extremely atheist, but I can’t decide whether to it. My life is shit and I doubt I’ll ever be capable of anything worthwhile or worthy of love, but I still cling to life. Why? It’s over. Why can’t I just do it? I feel I’m better off dead but I’m too scared to kill myself. What should I do?

6/16/2014 3 comments

I Care

by ashley68@q.com 4/18/2014

written by ashley68@q.com

I have been sitting here reading your posts and I want to break down and weep for all of you. I wish I could give each of you a hug and tell you how much I care and how my heart breaks over the pain you feel. I don’t know you, but I love you. You are worthy of love and you are worthy of life. You are worth it. I understand how difficult life can be, I have attempted suicide, but I have learned to love myself, so can you. It seems like no one is there to listen, but I am here. If […]

4/18/2014 9 comments

No place for me

by blacktears 4/15/2014

written by blacktears

I use to think of myself being better than anyone else.But it aint worth it if uÂ don’tÂ prove it to the society, i realized it recently thatÂ I amÂ the biggest failure and not a trust worthy person. in these past few weeks i have done so manyÂ regrettableÂ things.1) i took money without asking my parents 2)I have failed my classes and coursework which my father went through a lot to get a seat in that college 3) i failed my group in completing the coursework, which ruined the relation between my best friend and me. so i had to talk with my father about this the first […]

4/15/2014 1 comment

Am I stupid?

by TheRoadSoFar 3/25/2014

written by TheRoadSoFar

I ask this because, maybe I do have friends, but I feel more and more alone each day. I separate myself from them. I try to be somebody for everyone in my classroom, but they just ignore me. I try to do something to impress anyone and feel like I exist, but I fear failure. I have never been able to do anything worthy. I’m so useless.

Please don’t judge me, it’s just that I can’t talk to anyone about this because they will only say I’m an attention seeker. I’m sorry 🙁

3/25/2014 3 comments

i feel horrible

by awfully_doubtful 2/18/2014

written by awfully_doubtful

I’ve read all the posts here and i can’t help but feel horrible. I feel stupid that i’m feeling this way when my life is actually okay.

i want the feeling to go away so bad because i’m not worthy of feeling depressed

2/18/2014 5 comments

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