An argument for leaving

herewith the top 3 reasons why people say you shouldnt “leave”…

1.) think of what it would do to those who love you
2.) Your depression is only temporary
3.) Maybe things will be worse “when you are on the other side”…

Herewith my responses:

1.) Why is it that we are made to feel so indebted to others to remain here in our suffering? Are we here to serve as buoyancy devices for those who cant stay afloat without us? Why do people feel a sense of ownership towards others? We ALL (with NO exception) are targeted for an eventual demise, why think that there is any reason to prolong the inevitable? People are inherently selfish and caught up in their own egos. Life seems to be an existence that is perpetuated by material gain and prestige and one’s genetic coding to copulate to succeed the human race. Would it make ANY difference to my loved ones if i told them that i have NO desire to pursue ANY of those things? I want to sacrifice my life in the hope that I will be made rid of mine own self. That which they seek to hold onto of me, they do so for their own selfish needs. If they had any love for me they would HELP me go and celebrate my release from the tethers of a life so without need, or want or purpose. I have no intention of hurting anyone and cannot be held liable for the hurt people WANT to feel for my absence. I never asked to be here and I loathe my presence being a part of a so called god’s mockery of the concept of compassion.

2.) I have felt suicidal since the age of 10 and I can tell you now that I am well educated, have travelled the world, have achieved financial success and status and STILL feel as void of a desire to celebrate the concept of life as i did when I was 10. Do i WANT to get BETTER? If better is defined by falling in line with the happy crowd who just LOVE to tap themselves on the back for each day’s achievements? NO!!!! I am not a prisoner of my own ego. I want to move into the ether and be void of a history of ever having even been here.

3. Maybe things will be worse on the so called other side… Well if you are a drone who subscribes to popular dogma in the theistic sense, then you are obviously incapable of appreciating that there are some people who have sought to take of their blind folds and see the cold hard reality for what it is. That is to say that we aint so effing special. And that if you are delusional to think that there is a god that will give you an eternal seat in his kingdom then you are even a sadder sight than me. I am sickened by the farce of doctrine and the self righteous ones who stand on soap boxes and declare the threat of their (all loving all compassionate) god will see to it that if you dont see things their way, that you will burn in eternal fires of damnation… What if i were to quote a clever man who said: ““I contend that we are both atheists. I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours.” But i fear that those who are entrenched (trapped more like it) in their “faith” are simply unable to even entertain the idea of a godless universe.

i will soon depart this temporary madness we call life. And I will not be swayed by any man or woman. I have already given away all that I own. And I am beginning to revel in the anticipation of being free of the yoke of consciousness, of the ego and the manifestation of this life’s madness.