It feels so good to cut so deep in your skin that it wont stop bleeding for hours.
I love the feeling afterwards. When the wounds are trying to heal but because youre wearing clothes it keeps on opening again.
I love the way it stings everywhere when I move to remind me what a disgusting piece of trash I am- as if I could forget that.
I love seeing the blood slide down my body.
When I only look at my blade alone I smile. I cant help but smile while I cut myself.
Why would I not smile? This is what I enjoy doing.
Fuck, its the only fucking thing I deserve to be doing.
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i just like the relief u feel when u see the cut appear.
accomplishment? idk…. just feels good.
The Fountain Of Blood – Flowers Of Evil ~ Charles Baudelaire
Sometimes it seems to me my blood gushes like a fountain, in rhythmic sobs. I hear it flowing with long murmurs, but i grope in vain to find the wound.
All across the city, as in a field of honor, it spills out, transforming paving stones to islands, quenching every creature’s thirst & painting all nature red.
Often i have asked strong wine to numb for a day the terror consuming me; wine only renders the eye still clearer & the ear more acute.
I have sought love in forgetful sleep; but love for me is nothing but a bed of razors, cumshaw for these cruel whores
i love how the pain distracts me. its like all i tend to do now is try to forget what really is bothering me and just stop the bleeding..
ikr, the pain just feels soo good, seeing the blood dripping, and it helps me forget everything i dont want to remember..
@ christina @I actually rarely really complain about things that matter.”
for awhile iv been thinking about it and all i want is the exact same thing. some one to hold me and give a fuck, and still give a fuck knowing how fukt i am
someone id happily let bury me