No one understands how i feel insde. How much every piece of bad news i recieves absolutely kills me & pushes me further into depression. At school i keep my walls up, everyone thinks of me as the girl that’s always happy.. But on the inside i’m not. I’m young, but i’ve gone through a lot in my life. No one my age could understand my struggles, i wouldn’t want to bother anyone with all my problems anyways. Sometimes, (like right now), the bad in my life out weighs the good. & this makes me feel like I should just end my life. My mom tells me that I need God bc its un-christian to feel sad all the time. But they dont understand, that it was nothing God did to make me this way. It just happend. I have no one. I can’t tell any of my friends bc none of them know of my closet depression. I dont cut, but i have before. Most nights i just cry & cry, until i fall asleep. & when i fall asleep, I never want to wakeup. My depression is eating me alive & I don’t want to be here anymore.
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I know how you feel, I really do. I’m exactly the same way as you are, just perhaps the other gender but doesn’t matter here. You’d think no one understands, but when I posted my basically life story, I read other people’s and it just amazed me how other people have gone through almost the same things and just people understand.