Why I’m Who i Am.

first i want born. Then i started to grow. My parents spilt up before i was born. But my mother got remarried so i had always thought this man was my father until i was about 8 yrs old. Then i finally got to meet my real father. Little did i know my mother had gotten into some pretty hardcore drugs with the man i used to call my father. Finally they got dovorced that’s her 2nd divorce btw and she went completely crazy and shaved her head. me and my 2 sisters stayed with my grandmother while my mother went crazy i can still hear my mother screamin… finally my mother did go to rehab for 2years. DO you know how bad it hurts to have your mother tooken away from you for 2yrs? Not having her at Christmas or your birthday or to talk about girl things? That hurts so bad. She did come home and with a nother new husband her turned out to be a physco so yet again ANOTHER divorce. And then she was going out with this other guy named Ray and they broke up and he broke into her house and beat her. No she didn’t die but i was so worried because my father had died 2weeks earlier. He was drinkin one night passed out and drowned in his own throw up. But my Mother is fine and i think hes in Jail but his friends are out to get my mama. idk whhy i’m even telling this i just feel like writing out things. I guess i’m the way i am because of my parents. but i don’t want to be like them! I’m so much then that. even though i LOVE my parents! like i would be nothing without them but i can’t help the mistakes they’ve made.