i thought you would be there for me
you promised me that you would
but now you broke that promise
and you may have broken me
but do i let you know about my shattered heart
about the tears running down my face
about the urge to cut because i need you
do i let you know about the sadness dwelling inside of me
of course not because that would break you
and if i broke you i would be indirectly breaking myself
its sad how i know that you dont need me
as much as i need you in my life
but yet i still cling on to you hoping
checking my phone every minute
to see if i have a new text from you
five minutes pass and i still wait
hopes up so very high
ten minutes pass and i still wait
my hopes have gone down just a little
fifteen minutes pass and yet i still wait
my hopes slowly declining
twenty minutes, thirty minutes
its all the same to you isn’t it
time doesn’t matter to you when it comes to me
it doesn’t matter that i have to wait five minutes
or three hours for a reply from you
its quite sad
knowing
i need you more than you need me
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I used to have this exact same problem soo…badly…but y’know what? I got over it, simply by distracting myself or otherwise “being occupied”. A general rule of thumb for the young person struggling with depression is to never place more emphasis on another person which far exceeds that which you place on yourself – you were, you are, and you always will be Number One.
LetItGo…LetItGo…LetItGo (instead of “let it snow”.) Hell, if were in the same country as you I’d give you my number instead (if you were okay with that of course). You’ve intrigued me all the while, but I’d still be happy talking with you. A very good evening to you, Miss. 🙂
That familiar feeling.