I will be ending it once I get some affairs in order, I’ve said it before but I simply have nothing left and am exhausted to the core. Despite everything I’ve never been an evil person and was already suffering badly when you decided to start tormenting me and forming coalitions by deception and hacking tricks to do your best to ruin my life any way you could. I’m tired of living like this, I’m sure after I’m gone you will celebrate that you caused the death of another human being. I may have no accomplishments in my life but that is one I’m glad I will never have.
I’ve suffered terribly throughout my life having a mental disorder being unable to live a normal life so I guess I made the perfect target to torment. I guess it’s mission accomplished for you people despite what you may think of me I was never what you thought I was. After being tormented for so long I simply broke down and lost it. It is what it is I had hoped to accomplish something worthwhile and good in my life, I tried nursing school and failed I’ve tried many things and failed because of this curse of mental illness. I don’t even seek vengeance I just want you to know you have the blood of another human being on your hands one who despite being so messed up never harmed a soul in their lives and had no plans on doing so. To torment someone for so long is truly evil. Well this will be my last post on here. I hope everyone else suffering finds the peace they are seeking preferably in this life, goodbye.
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If you’re being tormented by hackers, the obvious thing to do is go to the authorities. You do realize there are laws against internet harassment. While personally I find your claim to be dubious, it’s still not a reason to want to end one’s life because of ‘hackers.’ Similarly for bullies in real life, they can be dealt with through police and through other means.
I was told I was hit listed sucka, and they would find any way to fuck me including planting illegal porn in my computer or edited my rants. I was manic and said a bunch of gibberish on youtube and got trolled real hard by a youtube troll but in the midst of my mania i assumed it was the nsa or some government or some super hacker entity and broke down further. I ranted a lot via search engines but due to my system being compromised they had a front row seat to a manic dude pounding away on a keyboard. I typed out stuff I never told anyone or expressed and everything pent up for 28 years. Since this is such a rare thing it went viral in certain communities, I’ve had a very fucked up life.
Then it escalated and they got more people involved. I’ve had 3 systems hacked now. Now everyone is telling me I am fucked and I’m going to jail for a long time ect. I’ve lived in terror for over a year and have no idea what is coming. I’ve lived like a condemned man for over a year. I know I did piss a lot of people off something fierce.
I think at the time of my rants I wanted to die and wanted someone to kill me I was sick of it all. My issues have issues but I’m not some violent evil criminal. Doubt my claims or not, I got involved in something straight out of a bad B movie. I pissed some very bad people off this is fact not a delusion. I went to a tech site and was told if they are good enough they really could plant stuff on my comp. I’m a wreck now. They may very well have images of me too. I’ve been made into an internet celeb in a bad way. I’m exhausted mentally emotionally and spiritually. I know there is a group of people out there trying to destroy my life.
yes. ending your life over hackers is not a good reason.. don’t fall into the trap of letting strangers destroy your life. you can deal with them or just stay away from youtube or wherever they torment you completely, and you can start a new life
My life is already destroyed. Thanks to being fucked in the head I reacted in a really bad way to their hacking/trolling and I broke down mentally while online and still typing. From the way it sounds they already destroyed it.
DC001, I wrote you an email
Don’t let the hackers win. Don’t kill yourself because of them.
I don’t see the point of staying around. All kinds of people who I have never met nor spoken a word to now want to crush me utterly and without mercy. Some of these people are not the kinds of people a broke ass dude with mental issues wants to make an enemy of. What’s worse they hate me because of some clever hacking trick and me being fooled by it. I’ve always been alone but being so alone surrounded by so many people who hate you and want whats worst for you is too much for me.