I looked into everything and decided that I will end my life on my birthday forget moving to nyc and opening a gallery. That dream is dead like my soul and I am not going to waste anymore time…..however I am looking for things to do while I am alive might as well try to have some fun before a greet the gates of hell right…..Sadly my family does not know and the only person I told does not believe me… I decided to do the exit bag however to make sure it works I plan to load up on brooze and sleeping pills. I dont want to wake up period. I dont give a damn what people say, why stay were you are not wanted welcome or loved. 
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i heard that exit bags doesn’t really work. i wanna end my life bcos im a failure. what makes me a failure more is bcos i couldn’t even kill myself. goodluck and i hope you’ll find a better place
I hope is does I have a 6 month countdown. I would like to get the pill but it is hard to get in the states. So I will make a exit bag plan but I have been looking for a backup just in case. Thanks you I Hope God blesses one of us
i heard that ******** works but i still can’t. idk im scared but at the same time depressed and angry at the same time that i want everything to be over. i always say to my self that just one jump, everything will be over and painless. i just don’t know what happens after.. idk im such a failure
I feel the same about my life its a back and forward game of failure and waiting for a blessing. I am scared too thats why I did a six month plan. I will give it one more try I doubt anything changes but I said I would but I decided to write each day some days are random others I tell my story. But I guess it my way of closing the book on a life I sadly never wanted. But for me this has to work it has to be one thing I can do and so right. All I want is silence no pain money problems broken heart being alone its nothing and thats my final goal. I will look into the ******** as a back up. I decided that one would be in place just in case.
I’m sorry that you feel the way that you do and I hope that you can find the joy/peace that you have been searching for. But I have to say, I agree with whereisgod123 about hearing that exit bags not working since our body’s have a strong survival instinct. I’ll also give my 2 cents on pills and booze since I’ve tried that twice…it’s really hard to succeed with them. I woke up over a day later each time and was still alive, luckily no one bothered to look for me so I wasn’t hospitalized, but my point is just that they might not work like you want them to either.
Well I still have time to look up things…Hey if a lady was able to buy a peaceful pill offline who knows
maybe I can go that route…I am sorry no one looked for me sadly I know no one will notice me missing either