Where should I start :/ I haven’t always been depressed and want kill myself. It all started once my family started have problems and lots of stress one parents shoulders. This stress was transferred to me and I took it in for awhile not knowing what would the outcome be. Then I found out my uncle has cancer and is very sick. This caused me to go into a depression stage while not knowing it yet. My parents yelled At me making me think this is ally fault so this led to smoking Weed, then I started having relationship problems with my girlfriend!! This where I start breaking down and crying every night because I feel like I’m not good enough or even deserve to live. My girlfriend wants me to go to anger management and therapy because I have really bad anger problems because she tells me that she’s scared one day I’m going to hurt her. I know that I don’t have the strength to hurt Someone I love this much. I don’t know what else to do anymore I’m losing hope because I feel like I’m sick of holding a knife to my body and not doing anything I’m sick of waking up and crying because I’m suck a fucken idiot and why couldn’t I be a better person.
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I dont think that there’s a better you than you. You’re a good person. None of that bullshit that happened to you is your fault. And I think that you should listen to your girlfriend. She obviously cares about you, which is why she suggested therapy. I’m on meds myself at the moment, but that’s nothing to be ashamed of. We need help sometimes. That’s okay. So drop the knife, give your girlfriend a nice hug, and start change. =)