Hello guys am 20 years old am here cause I don’t have anyone else to talk to been with my girlfriend for 4 years i I can honestly say she was the best thing that’s ever happened to me and we been broke up the last week it was the most hardest thing that I ever experienced I drunk ever day since it happened just so I can sleep at night plus I’ve only eating twice since it I actually don’t want a life without her yous might just think am goin thought a breakup am not I’ve experienced them before but nothing like this she honestly is the most perfect thing I ever seen she was everything to me and it’s all took to an end now all I thought about was killin myself if I go though with it I want it to be the least sorest way all am thinking about is hanging by self wwitch is sore sorry for giving my life story here just I have no one else to talk to this is my last stand and would love some advice please no haters cause this is all I got 🙁 I can’t take this pain anymore can’t stand having a life without her we broke up before and it’s lead me to loads and loads of drugs but I know 100% this is it before 🙁 some help guys please
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Dude look at me. I am ugly, 5’6″ tall, dumb and autistic. I have never been able to get a gf. Girls mocked me because of my appearance and dumbness. You should be happy that you at least have been able to get a girl and spent 4 yrs with her. Don’t lose hope. There are a lot of girls that can be better than her and you might find one if you keep looking. If someone like me can keep on living then so can you. Sorry if I sounded rude here.
Wasn’t rude at all your only trying to help and I appreciate it a lot, everyone has has that special someone something in there life and yours will come I never thought I’d find that someone just when I give up hope it happened. At the minute like I am dealing with this the best I can but its when I’ll go on my facebook Twitter and all that and see a picture of her and her new man when that happens it’ll push me over the top and the way I’ll react to that scares me I blocked her on everything for my own well being, thank you for your input it’s nice to talk and get it all out of my system
Youve loved and been loved, now you know its possible. You will find someone else you will love at least as much if you look hard enough. Following her on Twitter and fb won’t help, get away from here and find your centre so you’re ready for your next partner. Don’t give up.
I’m sorry your hurting. Just try taking it day by day. It gets better. You’ll heal gradually with time. Meantime we are here to listen 🙂
Better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, as the saying goes. There will be other girls…in my case I’m over the hill now. Life passed me by in what seems like a flash…but the reality is that I never was attuned to it before as I am now. I was too focused on getting the ‘brass ring’…going further in live.
And in the old days, I just had to let my hair out, put on some nice jeans and I had no trouble getting girls interested. I took it all for granted, never imagined I’d get out of shape, lose my lustrous hair and so on. It’s crazy-I went from turning down hot girls to now wishing I could’ve just hung on to one of them.
Don’t get me wrong I did date girls but my head was really in the clouds. Rather than treat them as gold opportunities, I acted like there will always be another hot girl around the next corner. Another reason I just want to end my life…I squandered the gifts I had like a fool. I’m going to try to get back in shape and improve my life…but my heart’s not in it anymore…just want to give up on everything sometimes.
*golden
Thank you all for the help! Main problem is gettin her out of my head she’s in it every second of the day, last night was the first time I tried to sleep without drink to help and I didn’t sleep one bit but my head is proper fried right now:(