I Hate People

*WARNING LONGEST STORY + RANT EVER ABOUT FIGHT WITH FAKE FRIENDS*
So once again I am taken advantage of and treated like shit for it. I try to be a good person and this is what I get. So I was friends with four girls, their initials are S,M,ME, and E, because i don’t want to use their real names. I was friends with them for almost a year and I noticed that even at lunch, M stopped talking to me. And a few days later, E told me M said “I need to talk to you about Tara, I am so done with her she needs to go.” So I texted her exactly “Are you mad at me?” and M just said “What?”. So i just continued “If there’s a problem we need to talk about it.” Then she says “There’s nothing to talk about?” and I told her “Yes there is, you can’t just ignore a problem like this you need to talk to me.” Then she calls me and is screaming how I’m such a worthless ***** and she hopes I kill myself. She told me none of my friends actually liked me to begin with and to never sit with them. Apparently, she said she hates me because I’m a liar, yet she doesn’t even say what I lied about. So then ME texted me what happened and I told her what M had said and I was feeling very alone. But then ME stopped answering me and then S started texting me I told her I didn’t want to talk right now. And she was mad that I didn’t tell her right away but I didn’t want more people to get involved. So then she writes me a book about how I am the worst person she knows, how I never helped her with anything, and that their “group” accepted me with open arms and I took it for granted. First, she NEVER helped me either. Second, when she had a problem at home she told everyone BUT ME and LIED to me about it and then she gets mad at me for not helping her. Third, their so called “group” did not accept me with “open arms”. I sat there for three weeks and they all ignored me and didn’t even acknowledge i was there. So i called her and she just asked “are you sorry?” and I said yes i am sorry. Then she continues “for what?” and I said “i actually don’t know you’re all mad at me and you don’t even say why.” Then she said “for lying” and I just continued because I wanted this over with. “okay I’m sorry for lying” and she is STILL going on “about?” and then i was silent so she continues saying how I’m pathetic and that I have no friends etc. So I hung up and just went to bed. the next day I was sitting at lunch alone when two of my friends, L and LA came to talk to me. They told me that my ex-friends said not to trust me and that i’m nothing but a stupid *****. I was so frustrated. Then M and S started posting things about me on Instagram. and the next day two people I know came to me and told me that M said she was going to get somebody to push me down the two flights of stairs. I was just so annoyed, because I did not talk to them, i didn’t post anything on social media, and I didn’t make any threats. So a week goes by and they are still talking about me, and i sit next to S in homeroom. So we were getting out the door and S knocks right into my left side and almost knocked over the podium. So all I said was “excuse you”. And she just goes on saying ”Are you serious?” and I said yes. Then she starts yelling ”It’s not all about you” Then i said to her, ”Then why are you posting shit on Instagram about me?” And she said ”They aren’t about you!” Then I said ”Oh sure, then what are they about?” And she said with a question ”Myself?” And I just looked at her. She just yelled fuck you. And I told her she was full of shit. So then they were even more angry. So M and S went to MY guidance counselor together JUST to talk about me, and ever since then, my counselor has not spoken to me. And during lunch S and M called L over like she was a dog, talked to her, and left. They told L to tell me that I need to stop harassing them, meanwhile i didn’t knock into anyone or threaten anyone. At this point, S and M absolutely hated me, S and M also hated E, and ME just ignored me. So at lunch, S used her finger to tell E to come sit with them, and after that day, E blocked me on instagram, and never spoke to me again. So two days later, I got called to the dean’s office. They wanted to talk to me. So I told them what had happened, and we focused most on the whole pushing down the stairs situation. And they told me they would take care of it, 2 weeks later, nothing has changed. I still have to deal with this everyday. Now they are mean to my other friends as well. At this point they seem like psychos, like they NEED to stop me from having any friends. I’ve been trying to ignore this for over a month and it keeps getting worse. And I’m sorry this is SO LONG. I appreciate if you read this, this was mainly to just get it off my back. Because things like music, drawing, and writing makes me feel better. If anybody has any ideas as to what I should do, please share.