Life’s lies

It makes not since.. Back at one..
You told me I meant so much to you, yet when I try to do something to benefit you because I know if I didn’t do what I did, you’d be in serious trouble… you turn everything around and pin things on me, to make me seem like the bad guy.. I can’t say I don’t have any mistakes, we all do.. But I never do anything to hurt you, and if I have it’s not intentionally.. I have only ever cared for you, more than I think I actually know how to care for myself and my well being… I’m not really sure of much to say, accept that I will always care no matter what, or where we both are in life.. Be true to yourself, your feelings, friends, family, and everything you dream.. Never hide behind sorrow and fall as hard as you’ve seen me fall.. You can rise above it all and become more than you could possibly imagine. You’re intelligent and worthy of so much. I am like a disease.. To be around me has only proved time and time again that bad things occur when I’m around.. My presence brings no good to life or people around me it only destroys things.. I don’t know where life will lead me or where your life will take you.. But I do know that no matter where it is well always have some sort of connection and always hold onto all the memories created.. I apologize for being a disease and destroying you..