I really am stupid arnt I? After everything you’ve said and done… I’M still here praying you’ll see me… my heart filled with false hope as I stay up all night waiting for a single word from you. Only to be heart broken every night. You left me and ended our friendship because of something I didn’t even do. Just an excuse they say. It’s just a reason for you to walk away. I truly an stupid because Im still here waiting… praying that it’s not over… that you’ll keep your promises and what you’d said weren’t lies. But the longer time passes the thinner that hope gets. And the thinner that hope gets the deeper my wounds get. I’M just so ready to throw in the towel and end it all. I don’t know Why I’M still alive.I don’t know Why I still wait. I’M a lost cause who found love in her best friend. Only to end up friendless and loveless. Your the sole holder of my heart. I cry now because I know what comes next. I cry because I know I either move on or parish in a sorrow filled end. You left me. You broke me. Yet I’M still here waiting while your off with them. Finding love.
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I think you’re the way you are because you made this person “your everything.” You can be whole without them. No one should kill themselves over a guy or kills.
I think you’re the way you are because you made this person “your everything.” You can be whole without them. No one should kill themselves over a guy or girl.