I’m about to give up. I don’t understand why this world hates me so much. Nothing I do is right. Nothing I do is good enough. I do everything for everyone and what I get in return is abuse and lies and manipulation. I cry myself to sleep every night. If I make the smallest mistake I get my food taken away for a whole week. I honestly don’t see why I even bother because no one wants me on this Earth so I might as well go someplace happy. Not like anyone would care anyways.
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The world is such a manipulative, deceiving place, I can tell you one thing, if you’re looking for your happiness in the world, it will never fulfill you. But I can tell you something else too, I want you on this Earth, as much as I want myself. Ending your life and ending what a caring person you are as I can tell isn’t the right choice. I know it’s hard, I know it’s so frwaking tough, but there is hope, you might not see it now, but you will. Trust me.
who the fuck is taking away your food? What sick fucker does that to you
Yeah how are you in a position to not have food? Thank fuck I have money to buy something coz my fat ass will be on the warpath without food.
my foster mom takes away my food when i dont do something right
That’s fucking sick. But the world doesn’t hate you. Maybe certain people in your life are abusing you, but the world doesn’t hate you. Don’t blame yourself for the depravity of other people. There’s nothing a child could do that would warrant a week of forced starvation.
The sickest, most insidious part of abuse is how people convince their victim that they’re at fault. I don’t know you, but what could you have done to deserve that? Don’t let your abusers control you. Maybe you haven’t met them yet, but there are people in this world who would care about you. The world doesn’t hate you…
I want you here on this earth, that’s for sure.
your foster mum is horrible, seriously who does stuff like that?
she kicked me out this morning and now i have no where to live i have to stay in a shelter until a bed opens up for me in a house im so scared of being alone