so it’s my first time here…I struggle with depression quite a lot and since a lot of time…it doesn’t even matter whether everything is right or wrong…the episodes just come randomly…
I get into the self destruct mode…I will do anything to harm myself and my relationships with people.
I am tired! Right now I feel I do not deserve to live as I only bring in problems for everyone….
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I’ve never had any positive relations with people so it’s just been me harming myself. I don’t see value in the people you believe you are causing problems for, I think you are infinitely more important than them. Concentrate on making yourself happy over other people and if that doesn’t work, well then we have one more thing in common.
islandgirl,
Depression is quite common, i have it too, but i won’t let it hurt others, struggling everyday with it sucks, i have no good advice! except keep your mind on positive things and dreams that you can obtain, something that gives you hope and a reason to go on.