I have had a horrible day. I’m laying in bed with my method beside me. Today a guy sent me a message asking for nudes. When I wouldn’t send I was sent a message saying “alright fatty, whatever you need Jesus”. People are so cruel and I can barley keep my head above water on a good day and on a bad day I want it to end and tonight I am trying to list every reason I shouldn’t end it. I will never just be a good enough person for anyone.
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I am so sorry he was such a douchebag.
Your method beside you I am thinking is? I say give yourself another day. Take your method and put it under the sink in the bathroom in your hallway.
There are so many here that have been where you are and are here tonight. Give it a day.
A guy kept pressing me for nudes. I told him I don’t send anyone those types of pictures. Then he started with the name calling and saying I’m “fat”. I told him off and called him a “****”. Before all of that, he was sweet and charming. When he showed his true colors, it made me glad I didn’t meet him. Don’t take it personally. Move on to the next guy and forget about that scumbag.
Don’t end it- not tonight, not under the influence of this a-hole. I’m glad that you didn’t get stuck with a person like him; you don’t deserve to be treated like a piece of meat, love. Keep your head above water, at least just for one more day. I send hugs and love and floaties your way. Keep going my dear 🙂
That how everyone treats me in my life. Once I am of no use to them then that’s it. I have never been good enough for anyone on any level. My family, friends, and men. I’m not good enough for my kids. I am so tired of trying to be good enough for people and it’s never good enough. My choice is not because of this guy but more just using it as an example of what my daily life is like.
I’m sorry that people treat you this way 🙁 It seems that the best people are always put in the worst situations… Why? Maybe to make us stronger? Well it doesn’t feel that way. All we can do is pick up one foot and put it in front of the other until we walk out of this moment and into the next. Try to stop judging yourself on wether or not you are good enough by the words form other people around you. You sound like a woman who is going through one hell of a time, and you are doing the best you can. To me, you sound like an exemplary soul- a warrior. Keep fighting, love- for your kids, for yourself, and for the life that you deserve to have.
That is disgusting how that guy treated you. Don’t let him get the better of you.
A guy who asked you for nude photos, and then call you fatty does not deserve no even one of your tears. He is not worthy the pain. Be glad he showed his true colors, be glad he is not part of your life.
It is not that you are not a good person, it is that you are so good that you deserve better than that. Cheer up. And if you are a little overweight, it is not the end of the world either, wait for the one that appreciate you for the person you are and no for how you look. Being over weight is not a problem, the problem is not to have a soul and feelings. A problem is to hurt people on purpose, and those who do that do not deserve your pain.
Ugh… People can be real assholes. I’m sorry. Try to hang in there.
Be good enough for yourself not anybody else…. Love yourself reguard less of what ignorant people say. It shows how much a creep that guy was to ask for nudes.. Disgusting. Be good to yourself you were born now live. Change your mindset and think of the positive .
I am still here. I don’t know how because every minute has been a battle. It’s this time of year too. I am going to try and make a new post and list some of the things that happened in my life. This time of year just sucks and maybe if I write it out I will feel better or something.