I met her on SS (no link). She was beautiful, adorable and kind. I have never really dealt with grief earlier. When my mother died when I was 10, I didnt really feel grief tbh, just some sadness but overall ok.
I have however dealt with horrible grief since Lillie’s suicide on March 6th 2021. Like really, just the thought of it and I burst into tears. I really, really, fucking miss her…
How can grief be so strong? How is it that everytime I see her portrait on my desk I start crying like a baby? I wasnt very emotional before but now everything that makes […]