The effects of suicide on family and friends.
Maybe is more than a month sice i posted something here. Maybe anyone remember me, i dont care actually. I dont think anyone goes when i die. I ll just explain the title for now. I dont really feel anything anymore. Wrath, angryness, happiness or love, oh i almost forgot the most important one, pain. There was a week since i feel some pain in my heart what is bad. Bcs i dont feel anything, so there is nothing that i wll like…. right?
When i m with my gf i have some joy and im a bit happy. But is just for a moment. After i leave there it goes again. Dont feel a fuckin shit of emotion
I think thats pain is the best emotion bcs thats was the truly and strongest that i feel
I hope my heart stop or i die somehow.
But living in this way sucks
(Really sorry for my english, im brasilian and dont write in english too much)