Fun & Interesting

For non-suicidal topics that are fun, entertaining or informative.

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What song or songs or band can help lift you out of your depression?

  March 6th, 2015 by mick9999

I have a few, they change as much as my moods. I listen to such a broad range of music from the Doors to Gomez and beyond.

Through high school I would hide my interests because my music wasn’t cool. I had a few NWA and Eazy-E cassettes, but would always go back to my favourites.

The Beatles-Anything Revolver and beyond, Here comes the sun because I always wait for the sun to come up when I’m feeling suicidal. The sun lights the world and exposes what the moonlight and darkness of night hides. She said she said, tomorrow never knows, something, Lucy in the sky with …

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Not Turning Back

  February 28th, 2015 by apathyismine

The last train comes in a few. I’m outside, my hands are turning blue. The blistering wind in my hair. So many voices in my head. None of them are telling me to stop anymore. I don’t care anymore. I’m comfortable with all of turmoil in my head. I’ve accomplished so much in my short life. Did everything I knew I could, though I had no help. Everything alone. I’m so so lonely. Maybe I should’ve did this sooner. Definitely. I guess I’ve finally succumbed to my loneliness. A symptom of loneliness is death, right? Is this going to hurt, those fleeting moments when death …

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So here we are…

  February 24th, 2015 by serenityseeker

…back at home. And tonight for what I believe is the third time in four daysI have had to call rhe local police department to aks them to check the area for this female that continues to come to our bedroom window at night and call out to my man. She calls him by name, taps on the window, flashes a light into our room and just pesters the fuck out of me if I’m in the room or does whatever it is she does with/to my man when I am not in the room. The difference between the last two times I have called …

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It’s a funny question. I question myself if I am suicidal …  I’m diagnosed with major depression impulse control disorder and anxiety. But when I got discharged from the hospital again my second time I was okay…  But after a couple of weeks so many people weren’t there for me.. I feel no need to […]

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I’m a loser , I am a loser in this cruel boring LIMITED real world , reality , real life

  February 23rd, 2015 by niki

I’m a loser , I am a loser in this cruel boring LIMITED real world , reality , real life .. !

I am a 33 years old Asian guy, who used to have so many beautiful hope & dreams ,
and many people have told me that I’m a smart, multi talent , very creative, & wise person
but now the more I see this cursed world, people, humans beings, and this reality, the more I lose hope in humanity , losing hope in human beings, and also lose hope in myself & my future

you see ,.. Reality / real world / real life …

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What made your day?

  February 22nd, 2015 by Silverbird

If not today, the last day something ‘made your day’?

What was it?

(a positive post from me, for once…)

I had my day made today, just now, and it wasn’t even ‘today’ because today’s already over, whatever…but…it was finding a ‘pink lemonade’ flavoured jolly-rancher-lollipop in the cheap bag of valentines candy I got for half off a couple days ago…fuckin best flavor ever!

I will legit mail these fuckin things out if they’d make anyone else’s day, so you’d better say if you want one! lol

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so i didnt sleep last night and i feel kinda energized manic again i guess talked to my friend online from egypt all morning she’s fine she said just a agruement with her guy i heard sounded more like fighting to me but whatever. i’m sure whenever i lay down and be still i’ll go […]

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my theme song for this month

  February 16th, 2015 by Khaliladivine28

by: seasons after

cry little sister cover

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BONES

BONES

  February 16th, 2015 by Khaliladivine28

BONES

BY Khalila Divinity

ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT

MY MIND AND I FIGHT
OVER THINGS THAT SHOULD BE OTHERWISE UNIMPORTANT.
“SHE” CROSSES MY MIND AND I DONT KNOW WHY
I ARGUE, BUT THE VISONS MY MIND SPEAKS ARE HAUNTING.
REPETATIVE. MY STOMACH CHURNS AND I TURN AGAIN TO ONE SIDE.
I LAY ON MY BACK NOW, ON MY COUCH.
BECAUSE THE BED GIVES ME NIGHTMARES.
NOW WISHING I LAID IN, I’D WELCOME THOSE DARK DREAMS, AS LONG AS I GOT SOME SLEEP.
TOO LATE NOW,LESS THAN 30 MINUTES BEFORE THE ALARM SCREAMS.
WHY DO I FEEL SO DIRTY NO, I WANT TO SAY DISTURBED…UNEASY.
I WANT

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fuck reality , fuck real life , fuck real world , because reality / real-world / real-life is boring ! Imagination /dreams / fantasy is better than reality / real-world / real-life !

  February 5th, 2015 by niki

I think (some) people would agree that our everyday’s reality / real life / real world life is boring, mundane, repetitive routines, jobs, to make money, and even the ‘fun’ stuff like party, sex, dance, etc in the end still can’t beat our wildest dreams / imagination / fantasy .

Movies , video games , comics , books , novels , anime , manga often are a HUNDRED times much more interesting than this mundane, dull, LIMITED / LIMITING, boring reality / boring reallife / boring realworld !
eg: Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Avatar, X-Men, Marvel heroes / comics , Star Wars, Star Trek, TRON, …

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mnahtasma (stuck in the 7th circle of hell)

  February 4th, 2015 by youwillneverknowme

my suicide date is tuesday, february seventeenth. there’s no way out of the situation i’m in.

previously:
someone in school found out who i loved and started telling her random fake shit, things like, i have a folder on my pc full of pictures of her, etc. . . my friend (or at least i thought he was) found out as well and told everyone including her, a bunch of fucking shit. now everyone in my school is on the bandwagon of telling her shit that i apparently told them.
it was going good, we hadn’t talked in forever, but she started texting me two days prior …

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Virtual Reality is escape from boring reality sucks , Virtual Reality is escape from boring real world sucks , Virtual Reality is escape from boring real life suck !

  January 30th, 2015 by niki

Virtual Reality is escape from boring reality suck ,
Virtual Reality is escape from boring real world suck ,
Virtual Reality is escape from boring real life sucks !

We all know that this Reality / Real-world / Real-life is very LIMITED / LIMITING !
everyday we do the same routines , chores , go make money , make money / profits , go to boring shitty jobs because of money , and then we go have fun, party, sex, entertainment etc etc , and then it repeats again !
What’s so interesting about that ??
I’ve observed that most people who actually LOVE all those boring things …

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  January 29th, 2015 by Pretend Girl

I was encouraged by impefertluck to write tonight.

There are so many people hurting and so much pain. Know you can get through your personal struggle and hurts. It can often seem like you can’t. Feelings lie. Maybe that sounds pretentious. Feelings lead us to conclude things we never would have if the feelings hadn’t been so strong.

I have dealt with my depression for over 20 years. I had counseling but no one listened to me when I talked about the pain of my family life so many years before. So, instead of understanding that the depression came from a situation I had no control over, …

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Think everyone here can relate to this song… The Bravery – “Believe”

  January 25th, 2015 by B

Not only is this a great song, but I’d imagine that these lyrics can be interpreted by everyone here on a much deeper level than even intended.

 

B

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Stress and School Projects

  January 21st, 2015 by piercetheflower

Hi there.

Today I am going to be talking about one of the most stressful things in my life, Expressions. I go to an arts school and to emphasize different types of arts they make it mandatory that we do something. My art is singing. There are several different categories of arts, including, but not limited to; music, visual, drama and creative writing.

Expressions is like a big talent show where the whole school, of almost 300 students, participates in a couple months of work. We showcase our talents and present them to the school. If we are good enough, we make it into Best of Expressions.

I …

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Meet my counsellor…

  January 10th, 2015 by theWhispersOfMySins

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…Charlie Chow Mein. His fees are reasonable…some daily catnip and treats. And food. Lots of food. Fresh water. Belly rubs. Ear rubs. Toys. A $300 cat post(ikr! It was on sale for half price) that reaches the ceiling and takes up most my living room. Attention whenever he wants it. And I have to share my food. He likes deli meat, vegetable crackers and coconut flavoured yogurt. So worth it though. He keeps all my secrets, lets me cry all over him, he feels nice to hug, I feel like he judges me but still loves …

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New Years Resolutions….

  December 31st, 2014 by theWhispersOfMySins

I told my cat Charlie Chow Mein that one of my resolutions was to put him on a diet. This was his reaction…

hahaha

bet ya didn’t know cats could laugh did you?

What is your resolution this year?

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Illusions

  December 28th, 2014 by quaero

I… What do i want? What exactly is it that would like to do or pursue? I had the full complete chance of running away, but i stayed. I stayed because i knew what i wanted to seek can be sought anywhere and my running away, in that regard, is a hypocritical move. But now that i’ve stayed, even my seeking seems to have stopped. I couldn’t imagine my life without seeking, and now I’m living it. Or am i? I think deep down i still do crave for seeking. How to get fulfillment? What is it that will fulfill me? There must be something, …

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Life is empty & meaningless, without any/no purpose, Life is boring, empty! There is no meaning of life! fuck life, fuck reality !

  December 28th, 2014 by niki

Life is empty & meaningless, without any/no purpose, Life is boring, empty! There is no meaning of life! fuck life, fuck reality !

The more I grow up & learn after all these 32 years of my life, sadly, the more I feel hopeless especially for humanity / our humans species!
MAJORITY of people / humans beings / humanity are so damn shallow, superficial, vain, ignorant, stupid, fake, dirty, liars, etc etc.
I used to have so much HOPE for humanity , but now the hope is dwindling until it’s almost none !!
MOST people are sadly only concerned with vain, shallow, mundane “daily-life” & little things like …

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Alone on the holiday?

  December 23rd, 2014 by three.moons

If you’re going to be alone on Xmas, whether you celebrate that particular holiday or not, if you feel lonely and empty, come say Hi on this post.  I’ll be alone.  Hoping to make it good day somehow and not feel lonely.  It’s really just another day on the calendar, but w/ everything going on around, it can be rough.

Hope everyone will be surrounded by love, but sadly I know a lot of us won’t be.  So come say howdy and we’ll have some SP Xmas cheer.

love

TM