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 I just want to fall asleep and never wake up again.  I’ve been feeling like this for a while now and I don’t want to be here anymore.  Is there such a thing as a peaceful way to go?

I always thought i wasn’t need in life. Like a disease devouring someone until they die. I felt like a disgrace to my family for years, but i don’t know why. My father always told my he will proud of me no matter. Yet i never accepted what he said that day. I wish i was never born to be able to feel this way.  I just want to end this suffering once and for all. If i do go many people will miss me. But if i don’t i I’m going to loss it. I need help… i need an answer. HELP… Should I Go Or No!?

About two months ago I was at my end. I was recently diagnosed with PTSD after seeking therapy for my thoughts of suicide. I’m 25 years old and I’ve been through so much. My therapist have almost cried when they hear my story. It’s terrible and I will not get into it too much.

I was in a horrible relationship and he kept pushing me till I was on my bathroom floor crying. I couldn’t take the pain anymore and I have been saying for years that I will commit suicide. Finally after two days of taking pills to numb […]

Damn it it thought I was done but guess what? I’m starting to cut AGAIN! God damn this shit after I was good for 8 months but I guess all that’s down the drain now. I’m mad,sad and frustrated with myself. The past 2 days I’ve been finding out that my closest friends also cut as well so we made like this support group for us and we don’t have a name so it’s ok but we all support each other in there and I like it but now,I have to go to school tomorrow and my best friend also cut today it was her […]

I’m worn out. I feel like the depression I’m in is different from what it’s ever been. It was easy to be depressed and sleep and smoke my problems away. I didn’t know how hard it would be to face my problems head on. I can’t throw myself into a mad depression like I used to. I go to school, work every single day I pretend I’m fine. I’m so worn out I catch myself repeating I hope I die over and over in my head. Sometimes I huff and I hope that maybe all these inhalants will stop by heart. I want my mom […]

I don’t really know what to say, except that I am seriously considering suicide for the first time in my life.

I’m probably older than a lot of the posters here. No offense meant to anyone, but I tend to think I’ve dealt maturely and wisely with many difficult life experiences over a number of years.

My late teenage and early twenties years were difficult and I had to overcome a number of problems, including panic disorder and severe depression. Since then, I’ve done a lot in my life. I would even suggest that one could be very envious of it, looking from the outside. But nothing […]

I don’t want to anymore. I keep getting pushed to keep going on. I get up and get some hope just to get pushed down again. I take one step forward and two back. Why live if you can’t be happy. When I go through daily life I think of scenarios. Like if im walking home, i think about throwing myself in front of a speeding car (everyone speeds on this road), etc.

instead of picking me up from school today my mom got drunk.

Hey all.

Well, I have been married for 4 years to a complete ass who treats me like hell.  I believe that I am sick- ok fine- but this man does everything in his power

to keep me from getting help. All he does is belittle me for feeling suicidal. I shaved my head twice because he likes long hair .. I wont be “cute” for him.

He does not let me out of the house to go anywhere without him. He wont let me drink with friends or be a real woman. he is so cheap that he takes all

the money I make and uses it for […]

I should be doing my Change Over Time Essay, and my spanish homework, and annotating something from Lord of the Flies, and a theme chart for Atonement, and studying for my polyatomic ion test tommorow, and my genre maps, and starting a rough draft for my personal project #3 catagory, and acting like a good big sister, and I definitly shouldn’t be making my friend feel sad and frustrated…and I shouldn’t be wasting time writing here when I should be doing all that. Oddly enough I feel like going into IKEA and just staying there, day after day, never getting smarter, no school, no parents, […]