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I close my eyes just to see your face, remembering the sound of your laugh/Such a beautiful life, brought to such a terrible end/There’s no use trying to pretend, I know now what has to be done/Can you ever forgive me? I try to speak to you in my dreams/But you can’t hear my voice, above your scream/I can’t escape these feelings of remorse,/I can’t heed their advice, to stay the course/My sense of direction always pointing to self rejection/It all gets better with time, oh it’s such a lie/I can’t hide the pain streaming out of my eyes/I try to take a step in […]

Im trying to be a good person.

Im trying not to do something that will ease my pain.

Im trying to be patient.

Im trying to ignor.

Im trying.

Can you believe that? I sat in a police station at 26 years old in front of my 51 year old mother and shared all the dirty details of what he did to me. In the end – I was cast aside. I was called a liar, a trouble maker, ect. I had no motive to lie about any of this. I had lived out 15 years of my life like NOTHING happened. And when I finally told them – I was a liar. My mom who I thought was my best friend told my Aunt & Uncle I had “Exagerated”. She betrayed me too […]

Each time I would leave there feeling as though I had conquered the problem and could lead a normal life. And each time I was wrong.

I left public school after the stay my junior year. I started at an alternative school, and things seemed to be getting better. For the first time, I met a guy that I really fell in love with. I had dated men before when I was younger and going through my “experimental” stage, but I always knew that in my heart it wasn’t right for me. But this guy was different, which in reality only caused more depressions for me […]

Ten days till  a year since my first attempt.

Overdosing is shit.

I wish I was braver. I would really like to jump in front of a train. Or off of a building.

All I ever research is the helium hood method and other painless ways to die. I wish I had the courage to face the pain of death. How can I expect to die when I can’t even work up the nerve to jump or cut or hang myself?

I pray to God everyday, asking Him to take my life.

My greatest wish is to fall asleep and never wake up.

If only death was that easy.

There’s no doubt […]

my dad was my biggest insperation. he killed himself when i was 9 to suicide. my life hasn’t been easy since then i cut all over my body and now ridden with scars that just remind me of him and what he must have went through. i tried to kill myself but have failed; but tbh’ i think i failed because it’s not 100% the way i want to go and have my family remember me. i want to be at peace and my family to be happy.

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does the subject font appear this way to everyone?

Today is a day like all the others. There is just absolutely no point left in living. What is the point.. if i’m going to die anyway what difference does it matter when it happens. Everybody thinks I’m well and too pretty so I should appreciate how well my life is going.

I was sexually abused for years by family members. He constantly broke me until I now am stuck doing it to myself. I cut and cut and cut but the pain doesn’t go away. My family is abusive in every way possible and it’s getting to me. I’m 23 years old with the emotional […]

hai im shan a loner from Asia im looking for some one….im depressed ans suicidal hoping to hang very soon.. if there is anyone from asia please mail me  s.tck40@yahoo.com

I don’t want to be here. I stay because I don’t want to hurt my family. I hate my life, it has no point. I hate myself; I’m ugly inside and out. I’m depressed, but I’m too depressed to do anything about it. I hurt myself when instead I should help myself. I don’t have motivation to do anything, but I need to do something to help my depression. ALL I THINK ABOUT IS DEATH; MY DEATH.

For those of you who have pondered through this and have gone through careful consideration, what method have you come up with? Which is easiest or least painful in your opinion?

I’m kinda new on here and would really like to have someone to talk to about this kinda stuff..  Today wasnt the worst day ever. I always try to stay possitive but somedays i just cant.

People give me your opinions on the meaning of life and what is our purpose of living?

Is this is what life is. To face the challenges the world throws at you. Well i face it. I face it big time. Im dying and weeping on the inside. Being a stubborn as can be and look at me. I push two people away whom try to help me. I didnt need it. I didnt want it. Thewy were just wasting their time. I even told them that but insted of listening i get yell at. And see… they left they are done with me like everyone else. They are doing putting up with me. They deicide to do something now? But its […]

Im having trouble staying happy. I go from happy to sad in just hours. nothing really happens. I just see something or hear something and Im sad. the medication isnt even working anymore

each day is getting harder. i dont know how much more i can take. i am left with nothing but a broken heart and im miserable with no one to talk to.

Two feet on the ground…Pain
Two feet dangling in the air…I don’t care
Six feet under… I’ll go there…