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It’s really bad to say, but I’m starting to wish someone would murder me or something, because suicide seems so hard, but I really don’t want to be alive…
For example, someone could stab me, but my survival instinct would stop me doing the same to myself. Â Someone could shoot me, but I don’t know how I’d get hold of a gun in this country.
I don’t really know what to do, I just want to die. Â A failed suicide attempt would be awful – being left a vegetable with no way out is my worst nightmare.