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I’ve got a helium tank with valve and tubing running to an airtight mask.  I open the valve just a crack and see if I can close it before unconciousness…….so far so good…

Random rant. I’m inferior I feel. Worthless useless, pitiful. I feel that I don’t even deserve to live. I hate being human sometimes, worried about things I won’t mention here. I just want to enjoy life and I feel my friends and even family are preventing that from happening. I don’t care what there stupid thoughts of. Life is such a burden. If my gf reads this, I’m sorry but I am feeling suicidal now and no it’s not your fault.

🙁 can I just sleep forever, have nice awesome dreams. and be out of this nightmare. Theres only 3 good things I like about […]

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why do i continue trying… what “just surrender”… that what everyone tells me… surrender to the life you have and start living it instead of living in denial… well the life i have fucking suck shit out of my asshole… every fucking day of this shit thing called life puts me closer to my grave… why live a life of agony… this shit sucks… i did not ask for life so why cant i take it away… fuck this fuck you fuck me and fuck this thing called life

My boyfriend plans on killing himself w/ a gun tonight and I’m sitting here trying to play games with him, and doing things with him to make him happy and keep his mind away from it but I feel as though I’m losing him slowly and by the end of the night, it will all be over. It’s kind of like being on the bedside of a cancer patient… Also, by the end of this, I feel as though life will revert back to it’s blandness as before I met him and I’ll feel like an empty drone again. I’ll have very little incentive to […]

I’m 26, single, and the mother of a four year old. I’m stuck, lonely, scared, and was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I have little support, even though I have shared with the people in my life what is going on, they fail to understand or help. I don’t want to leave my son without a mother, but right now I’m destroying him as well with my constant mood swings, angry outbursts, and depressive episodes. He is so confused, and so am I. At times I think he would be better off without me. I’m also in school full time and just started a new […]

I often wish I could go back to the days of My childhood,cliched as that is.Not because I desire some lost sense of innocence but because I had so much potential laying before Me.I was a good student.I was thoughtful and considerate.My family was proud of Me.Now at the age of twenty,I feel like I’ve completely failed at Life.I was a lousy student in secondary school and fucked up a lot in exams.I am only just scraping by in College in a course I hate but took to make people happy.I only have a few friends and I can tell They don’t like Me.Anytime I […]

I’m 52 and running out of reasons to keep going. Right now the only one I have is my cat. Once she is gone I will follow not far behind.
From what I have read the helium hood method seems to be the best. It seems like the most fool proof.
Is this the easy way out? Yes. But I don’t see the point of putting myself through more pain. I won’t be missed. I proved that to myself. I don’t want to live to the point that I have to have others taking care of me. So while I can I will take control […]

i’m 26, attractive , some people see my life and think i have it all together but on the inside i am crying cuz i feel as if my life has no pint..useless…live alone in a city i moved to from my homeland…no real frenz or family to go out with or do things with …so all i do is work and stay hitched up under my bf..who i found text messages in his phone to other girls…dont want to stay in a relationship just to say i am in one…dont want to nag him with all of my emotional baggage and daddy issues….feel so […]

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Suicide is not a personal choice because suicide opens the door to others in your family to follow you. After my grandmother choose to suicide, my cousin tried three times only to become disabled from it, my husband committed suicide, my brother committed suicide, and then his brother-in-law.

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Two years ago August, I lost my job. Having two children and a wife to support, it is very difficult to face life everyday. Each day, I begin with looking through the want ads…then callling to see if I can schedule some informational interviews.

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