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Oh Sir, dear Sir
Can I take this mask off?
Will you go running off as well
Along with the other strangers

Oh Sir, dear Sir
It’s awfully hot in these clothes
Long pants and shirts
That hide my body
Would you mind if I didn’t wear them?

Oh Sir Stranger, dear Stranger
Could you yield me some freedom?
Some air for these lungs?
My wounds need healing
My scars yearn for time time
My soul craves rest.

Oh Sir dear Sir
This pain is too great
Im resigned to my fate
You just stood by and watched
But at least you never left.

Oh Sir, dear Sir
give […]

Theres a lot of drama at my school. I used to have 2 best friends but ones of them back stabbed me and i just wanted to get rid of the bad friends. So now i only have one friend. She recently stole my clothes. How i know okay… She spent the night one night and she got mad at me and went to sleep and when i woke up she was gone (her mom picked her up) So the next day i was looking for my fave shirt but couldnt find it so i jst wore something else. At school i come and shes […]

I was wondering if any one has heard from Maeliin? Sorry if i spelt that wrong. She was understandably very upset in her last post but it was deleted and i’m very worried. If you read this please post just so i know your ok.

I allowed my first suicidal thought to take shape when I was in the fifth grade. That was 22 years ago. Suicidal thoughts have never left me since. There are days when I feel like I cannot live another second of this life and other days are somewhat easier. I hope I am not one of those that will live to be a hundred. How does one explain to someone this feeling that never goes away? When you try, they seem to brush you off because they are frightened and can’t deal with it or they get upset and […]

This is all going to sound stupid, but I need to vent or something.. Me and my boyfriend have been broken up for almost 2 months now. We dated for 8 months before he ended things. I didn’t see it coming. But anyways, I just don’t want to feel like this anymore. He was the very first person in my life to push me into believening myself, or believing that I was actually worth something. When I was with him, I felt beautiful, I didn’t have to impress him, he didn’t care if I wore makeup, or sexy clothes. I felt smart when I was […]

I’m sorry if I cause drama or something on here. But I feel like I’m safe to pour my heart out on here. Because the name of it is” suicideproject.org”.

I’ve been dealing with depression for the last like 7 months. It’s gotten worse over the past months I’ve been trying to forget about it. It went away for awhile but it came back after a while. I’m to the point where I hate myself and my life so much that I just want to end it all and then the pain will cease. I’ve been thinking about the most painful ways to kill yourself, and […]

When I read the comments on here about people promising to stay alive for as long as possibly from the help of you guys, it really makes me smile, I mean this website can be truly depressing sometimes but then there’s always that little bit of hope that somewhere on here someone has helped another person live for at least another week, that’s true friendship right there.. even if you’ve never met!
You guys are absoloutely amazing and I wish everyone the best in whatever they decide, I can honestly say I’ve never found such a supportive community ever before, you guys should be proud […]

http://www.postsecret.com/
This has saved me a few times.

when i was about ten years old i realized that i had a problem.
the littlest things in life never seemed to pass by, which just made it even more of a problem when my parents fought every night saying the worst things to each other. how can they love each other? they don’t thats why the got a divorce. YEARS later and i still cant get over it. but neither can they. since then my dad has been remarried and my mom still has the same boyfriend that ended there marriage. but about the small things…. on a summer day i let my younger […]

The last time the dreams felt this vivid, this real, it was before I attempted suicide three nights in a row, now I know what I am supposed to do. I failed my friends. It’s time I take the blade to my heart. I’m sorry it had to come down to this. I’m sorry I never got to know any of you…It’s my time. Farewell my brethren, I’ll see you on the other side…

I’m a 19-year-old man from England and was wondering if anyone would like to chat who lives in the UK?!

I don’t know what is best for me anymore, i want to die but i just can’t do it there’s something stopping me. Why can’t the pain fade away, i’m scared of what the future might hold. That’s why i don’t want to be there