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The town I live in isn’t that small, in fact it’s one of the biggest towns around where I live and when I first moved here there was absolutely nothing around. No buildings, no houses, no schools, just a giant water tank with the towns all appropriate name: NOWHERE.

I’m not kidding you, that’s really my towns name. Nowhere, Arizona.

It’s a nice town, at first I didn’t like it very much. I thought my mother was just using that town as an excuse to drag me out into the middle of the desert and get rid of my body after she had done away with me. I […]

im 13 and wanna commit suicide i just wanna talk could someone pleaze talk to me my email is misnesha97@comcast.net you are greatly appreciated.

GOING UP2 DOWN IS A FREAK (NUT) AND NOT SUICDAL JUST GET’S OFF ON THIS AND IS WHAT HE SAY’S IS BULLSHIT. FREAK.

it all started when my cousin ruined my rep in grade 8. everyone turned against me and took atvantage of me that i was nice. on graduation day not even a single person talked me and said that they will miss me n stuff. i didn’t take it to seriously. my family moved up north, and alot further from where i used to live. in grade nine it was a rough patch for me because i didn’t know any one. i almost became goth. then in grade 10, to express my feelings to let go of some stress, i wrote in a diary. i wrote […]

I lost my Dear wife just over two years ago at the age of 54. We had planned everything together for our later life but this is not to be. I have come to the end and cannot go any further. I see no point on my own, I want no one else apart from my Dear wife.

mhm … don’t read this if your a dumb shitfuck and don’t bother asking why …

my life is a shitfuck … my dad kicked me out a few days ago and iam at a cafe at the moment …

my mom is a whore so i can’t move with her i guess .. i don’t have any real friends ..

no1 would sit down and just listen to what i have to say about my life .. i lost my sister .. she died ,

she was the only person that would actually listen to me . mhmm … no money no job no family

no friends .. i lost my […]

Many people can’t give enough excuse superficially for themselves to leave someone, and while they don’t have the heart or capability to mend the relationship, in order not to be blamed as the cruel one to propose a break-up, they choose to open themselves to chances (or to flirt, or to end, or to die).
If any new fish got reeled in, then the excuse would be, not me initiating just me being approached.
And it’s just YOU letting me to fall in those openings of opportunities.

So who’s to blame ?
Everyone. And also not anyone.
It’s a relationship not handling well by both parties […]

I have the helium party tanks and the hood. My question which I have asked before is what happens when the helium runs out. For example. I bought a tank and turned it on full. The helium came out pretty quick and I was firstly unsure if the helium would blow off the hood which I had read in another site?  However I was also wondering because the gas ran out within minutes. So I was wondering if it would be equally effective if the gas was released more slowly? i.e dont turn the nozzle all the way round.  Would this still keep the required […]

My girlfriend told me she cheated on me yesterday, and that was the worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I went up to her job to talk to her about it as soon as she told me, but that didn’t help at all. All I could do was wait for her to get off so I spent that time wandering around town aimlessly and sitting behind BJ’s slicing my arm to ribbons. I told myself I wouldn’t fall back into those old habits, but it’s like when you have nowhere else to turn to all you can do is that, and i […]

I do not think I will kill myself, at least not until I am much older, or perhaps death-sentenced to a concentration camp. Simply, I do not wish to die. I do, however often wish I was never born. These two wishes are not at all the same. First, suicide seems rude somehow. A former schoolmate of mine once asked, “What could be more selfish than killing yourself?” I remember thinking to myself, “Well, nothing, I suppose.” In a way, he was right. Sure, I was rather cynical by nature, and I believed that most human acts – if not all – preserved or otherwise […]

Tonight is another lonely night for me. Ma Sleeping on Couch. Me Disgusted with myself and feeling sick all over again. Sick of myself, the way I continue to live my life.  I’m sick of My  appearance, My attitude, My feeling of overwhelming stress and the feeling of what path to walk down. I am stuck at a crossroad, Of who I want to be and who I’m meant to be.  I am Not feeling suicidal at the moment, like many other moments, but Is life worth living if you aren’t happy or feeling  fulfillment? Why am I not happy? I want to be normal. Normal seems like a word […]

I’m a newbie. Take me as I am.

the man who told me he would there to support me and love me forever and help me get through what I am going through just told me that he will be here for me but cant be with me until i get better and that he is going to be seeing other people until then. how is that helping me get better?? how am i supposed to get over being depressed and suicidal when the man i love is out living his life. how am i supposed to get better? i understand i completely fucked up and i hurt him but if you say […]

I’m not sure to say what i have to say, but here goes nothing….I have never had any friends, ever. I’m pretty lonely. I work many hours just so I can at least be around others. I’m sitting here crying as I type…I feel so pathetic. I’ve cut myself a lot in the past and thankfully I haven’t done it again in months. I was raped A LOT when I was a child, my mother knew that my father was raping me, but she did nothing. I feel worthless.

i have to go to therapy on the 22nd of this month. my parents know i’m upset. they just don’t really know how upset i am. i’m slowly slipping away from my boyfriend. it seems better this way. he doesnt know i’m still gonna kill myself. he doesnt know a lot about me. i’m glad nobody really knows me. except my best friend. he knows me better than anyone. i’m not telling him anything. i always get these stupid fucking lectures about how suicide is bad, but it’s probably a hell of a lot better than where i’m at now. if anyone knows, tel me […]

Can I just say that I think it’s absolutely hilarious that they have the suicide prevention hotline right on the homepage for the SUICIDE project.  Can you say counterproductive? But what really is the goal of this site? to let all of us worthless and useless individuals commingle to the point where our overwhelming self-pity literally chokes us to death? What is the point of this site? SoMeBoDy, plEASe tell me!?! To tell eachother about the horrible things that have happened to us, that have made us depressed and crazy, what’s the point?
I will ask you this; as a depressed person, (now look into the […]

my grandma died 2 minutes after I left the room. If only I stayed those couple of minutes, then maybe she would still be here a little longer. Her birthday is in 4 days. we were hoping she was going to stay until then. I even had her birthday present. But now I can’t wish on 11:11 anymore because my wish didn’t come true.

I don’t know whether I should be concerned or not when it comes to me being comforted by this site. I found this site the other night and did my first post…I’ve visited it at least ten times at the least since. I’m glad to know I’m not alone in this battle. I love to hear your stories..and i feel compassion for you all. Everyone has a story..your ending is what you make it.