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Please read, I know its long but I could use any help I can get… Two years ago I was in a relationship that ended with physical abuse.  I tried to kill myself then and went into therapy.. It help and I stopped going.. but always felt that depression try and come back but I always just fought it off. I have been in an on again off again fling for a year and we just started dating a few months ago.  I did the worst thing I could possibly do to him and I regret it fully. I took the violence that I have […]

i tried commiting suicide by taking pills 2 months back and my bf dumped me after tht saying tht m a psycho…today i dumped him and learned that life is very beautiful..we just have to throw away things/people who hurt us frm our lives…:-):-).dnt die yaar..its not worth it!!every problem has a solution.i was raped 3 years back whn i was 16yrs old by my 1st bf.i told everythng to my 2nd bf but he taunts me now abt my past.m a mbbs student n i dint write my exams 2 times.everythng sucks–my career,health,my personal life etc…but i dont care i want to live n […]

Hey its me im a 13 year old child before i commit suicide would someone please talk to me im begging you my email address is misnesha97@comcast.net or comment and leave yours i really hope i can talk to someone who cares

They act like i killed off everything n everybody they fucking know and own. i only went out last night. what the fuuck. i dont do my heroin no more i dont do shit. thats why thy hate me so miuch. they think im only good for partying and thats it. no, no thats all i no to do. u let me fly my whole life. dont no how i ended up here. you fucking *****, you fucking ***** u think u can just let me go pull me bak then tell me to jst go n die. i should kill you nstead of myself, […]

i would rather b in any1 elses shoes right now. real talk. blood drippin from the arms, bottle of pills a foot away from my hands. the gun already loaded just looking for a quite place to just enjoy ur fucking death n not be bothered. wanna no where im at?, no socks, no shoes, all u own is n a bucket in ur car. no money, no cigs, no bed to lay ur head on, n home to cuddle on the floor. the people that raised u n hav been taking care of u ur whole life, want u out of ur only home […]

Im probably one of the most fucked up people on here. i cannot tell you how much i think about suicide n death. so much that i here the toon from a cartoon do ta do do ta do. dont have a home i live with my parents n hide around the hose n i haave even ignored myself being here. i tryied commiting suicide 3 times. pills, heroin, coke, xannex. u got it i want it. but we all probably got the picture in our heads of going deep into the woods with a knife or a gone n picture the blood, or the […]

Hi everyone haven’t posted here before but have read almost every post on here. I don’t want to be here anymore. All my family hates me, my mum never speaks to me and cares more about her new boyfriend than me or my brother, I am failing college and am fed up of feeling angry and lonely. I cry all the time and just want out basically. Has anyone got any advice on how to go quickly without any pain? Have got loads of pills but it would need to be quick before my mum finds me like she did before. Thanks

My wife, lover, soulmate and carer walked out on me 6 months ago. I have tried suicide 4 times and been sectioned twice, just got out on thursday after drinking 1 1/2 litres of morphine and other tablets. I was revived three times in intensive care and still i want to die.

I have no job, my children wont talk to me, my youngest left my home last week and i live in physical pain daily. I am treat by everyone around me in my village with contempt, they all think i,m a nutter for trying to kill myself repeatedly. I have been home 4 days […]

hey its me again the 13 year old i have a bottle of pills right next to me ive already started cutting on my arms and wrists guess its time to take the pills writing my letter maybe someone can change my mind but i dont think so

I slipped last night and i dont regret it but i had been so good for the past month and then my aunt started saying hurtful things and my best friend who is almost my sister doesnt want me around her baby. The marks are visible and yet all i get is a glance a sigh and then they are gone. I know they are fed up with me and i try so hard to get better but they dont help. I wish my family would help an i love you or please talk to me anything would be better than suffering alone in a […]

Hey im only 13 and i want to commit suicide right now bullying is the problem i need someone too talk to please help im begging you.

I am everyone’s ground wire. I’m the person they bring their problems to. I’m the person with the steel spine and all the answers. But I’m so alone. I don’t have anyone. When I go to tell someone what’s going on with me, they instantly swing the conversation back around to them. Even my husband, when I tell him that there is something bothering me, he launches into a stupid irrelevant story, or starts pointing out meaningless things that are on tv, in the room, in the streets. Anything for me to shut my face.

The easy answer for everyone is, “Well, go find other […]

14, female, once suicidal, less so now, rape victim, post therapy.

I’ll try and make this quick. And please don’t comment saying life isn’t that bad and that I shouldn’t end it because my mind is made up. You’ll just be wasting my time and yours.
I’ve suffered from depression for 16, almost 17, years. I have tried therapy and psychiatry and while it might work for a month or so, it all of a sudden flips on me and I am worse than when I started. I am a cutter, have been since I was 10. I’ve tried commtting suicide before and obviously been unsuccessful. I’ve been trying for 12 years. My depression finally has […]

I fucked up with the only girl that I really loved. She was the only person that I felt comfortable with telling about my suicidal thoughts and know i’m pretty sure she hates me and it’s all my fault. It all started last Wednesday when I got high for the first time, I told her I wouldnt after she found that my friend that i was going to see that day had weed. She was looking out for me but then I got drunk and then I did it. She found out on friday two days later and felt really sad and hurt towards me […]

Away,
Away,
Don’t walk away,
Jealousy,
Rage,
Is only that can stay,
I will over react,
From it’s initial impact,
That is change,
That is history,
All in my mind,
Though I never act.

“Such is life”

My whole life, ive been picked on for my every flaw. For being to fat, then loosing weight and never eating always trying to confine to what the world sees as “perfect”. Ive tried cutting and im too *****, just another one of my damn flaws. Im only 15 and already resent the world in which im presented.

I wish someone would kill me. I wish I could turn back time and do things over again. Because of me, someone I loved is dead. Because of me, someone I love is hurting like he’s never hurt before. He’s ripping out his hair, his skin, he’s throwing up because of the pain he feels, the pain I caused. The person who never cries wants to cry now. Because of me. The only person I had left in the world, the only man I ever loved, the one person who means the most to me. I’m making him try to kill himself. I can’t undo […]

I am so tired of life. I’ve tried it, and I just don’t like it. I’ve tried drugs, I thought they were the key to happiness for a while. Then I realized how I was ignoring almost all other aspects of my life, and that I wanted something more. So I stopped getting high all the time, started concentrating more on holding down a job. Eventually I met a girl, fell in love, and moved in with her. We are quite happy together for the most part. I had this really good job, but it started to get to me, I was finding it so […]