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People wonder why I feel suicidal, why I want to kill myself. There isn’t much I can reply except that enough is enough.
I posted on this site a few weeks back, then attempted suicide, before being caught in the act and rushed to hospital. Something else that I failed at.
The thing is, even though I’m an adult now, I’m still haunted by the things that happened to me as a child. Haunted by how the things that happened to me made me into the person I am today.
I didn’t have the best childhood, and from a very young age was abused in […]

This is all so ridiculous. I have registered. I append my suicide post. I make a bid for death. And lo, some do-gooder with a human instinct for life saving pops up to talk me out of it. And if anyone thinks that you are serious, then an authority MAY, PERHAPS trace my email address and have me sectioned. Dear God it makes me want to spit fire. Let me alone, and I will not cause you, any of you an iota of trouble. Why I am posting here? Because I want to tell you all how sick of the Human Race I am. My […]

whenever I’m in the car driving to location x, I always think about what would happen if I got into a car accident. Would I finally be relieved of this weight that is my body, or would I survive and have to deal with even more shit in my life? I get so tempted to just drive off of the bridge and plunge to my death, my freedom, but I never do. Mainly because the car is brand new and we haven’t paid it off yet. Why let all that money spent go to waste? But whenever I see cliffs I always think about jumping […]

We all know that overdosing on today’s medicines doesn’t work and cutting your wrists isn’t likely to kill you.
You could jump off a bridge or shoot yourself but that doesn’t sound pleasant does it?

Euthanasia is what we are all looking for to releive pain and suffering not induce more of it before we die.
Back in ancient Roman times people would usually use a concotion of herbs one to induce death and the other to null the pain before it.

So how do we go about finding that? Do i have the answer? I Have part of it.. but to come up with a […]

It’s terrable, and I know that… really I do, but I just don’t care any more I don’t want to be here. I hate this damn school. I’m 18 and I don’t even know myself anymore. I’m sleeping with a guy I can’t stand, lying to my best friend about it, while stringing two other guys along (one of which is my TA) all while the man I’m actually in love with is on the other side of the country with a new happy life… and I still don’t have to guts to tell him that I lost his child, the whole reason we broke […]

I believe that everyone has their chance at hope, and when you’ve tried several times to hope and pray someone or something would be good in your life it falls, it gets crushed, or taken from you. its hard to believe that someone like me, a well brought up bubbly happy good grade getting girl who has all her family their if she wants it would have these thoughts, what you call suicidal thoughts for the past few hours i’ve been picturing ways to end this life i so live. And my story isnt because of parent abuse, loss of people to […]

point blank things keep getting worse…and life aint worth livin….i wanna die cause im not worthy of love and im nothing but a burdin…and everythings my fault…im ugly stupid and its pointless to live…should i take pills? probly not

everyday gets worse! im tired of ppl sayin have you taken your medicine and its gonna get better when it never does! i have thought about suicide for a long time and i have been through theoropy, support groups, and even medicine! everything that is offered but nothing helps! it all gets worse! they tell me im afraid of abandonment! maybe i am, i am a 22 yr old female, who was in a lesbian relationship! she told me she didnt want me anymore cause the controlling was too much to handle! all i asked from her was to love me and she only ignored […]

in all reality when i try and think of the reason i am suicidal i can’t think of anything. im 19 years old, i still live with my parents, i dont have a job, and the love of my life is with someone else. to me none of this in context gives me any right to feel bad for myself or dare i say kill myself concidering the hardships majority of the people on here go though. i want to do it becasue i hurt her. i left her when she needed me and im never going to forgive myself for it. if it would take […]

My whole life has been a waste.  I have a lousy job, out of control debt, and a wife who doesn’t stop buying.  I have no future, no friends and no reason to live. I want my family to be better off and they will with me dead. But the only way that can happen is for me to die of natural causes or an accident so they can get my life insurance. I don’t want to live but can’t kill myself. I am in a loss-loss situation.

I was always the girl who was told how much potential she had. I feel like over the past year I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m 21 this should be the best times. not sitting at home wondering what the point in life is anymore the bad in my life is 2-1. it over powers any good iv had. I can’t even tell you the last time iv smiled. I’m so lost and hurt. iv told my family and friends but they brush it off like nothing. I know that physically I can’t do it anymore. I’m drained. I don’t see what’s […]

I say the word chicken but not meaning it at all because I know nothing about chickens! but what I do know about is pain not just any pain but full blown long term pain with very micro rays of light here and there but to far apart to create some type of long term happiness! So many ppl can’t talk and they run from what is eating away at them until it’s far too late for help some ask right away for help but the help comes at a super high price which the person can’t afford! I understand pain to the highest level […]

I’m young, but I’m not going to tell you just how young beause I’m ashamed of the thoughts I have been having. Ever since my father hit me I’ve had suicidal thoughts. I’ve even tried O.D with tylenol. Stupid right?
But I could’nt help it. I feel like no one knows I exist. I feel like I’m worthless and like I don’t have a place in this world. I never really fit in with anyone, I can’t say I’m an outsider but inside I feel like I am because no one knows the real me. They only know the side I let them see. No […]

why is the world the way it is? it makes you wonder how we really got here. I feel like im the only person with problems, in reality im not. my mind is my enemy, my worst enemy. everyday is a fucking struggle.im trapped inside my body, ive cut myslef off from my friends…family next. i hate this world, makes me wonder whats on the other side…but thats only when I actually give a shit about dying.

Dear Sir, do you see how tough I am?
I swallowed all these pills and was barely fazed.
Took a match to my skin and told myself it didn’t hurt.
I stopped being me, so I was wondering:
Do you love me yet?

Hello there, do you see how strong I am?
I’m strong like you now;
I learned to block out the cold.
I like to feel the freezing air on my bare arms.
I had no food today or yesterday or the day before,
Because I can be strong without it.
Are you proud?

Dear Sir, I always admired you.
I’m just like you now;