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If i try again tomorrow, it will be attempt number 7 on my life. i live with minor brain damage and ADD and am fucking depressed, none of my “friends” talk to me and when i try and talk to them they dont pick up the phone or reply, im only 18 and moved out of home, i cant get into uni and missed out on tafe no one will hire me so im fucked, i contemplate suicide everyday and research methods online, i see other people talking about prevention, how to get help, how they can relate to shit, i think its all […]
I really don’t know if I thinking is correct on this-but I know for a fact that I will try and kill myself in the next couple months. But I have two choices. I went through my mother’s medicine cabinet (she was in a car accident, never really recovered = lots of pills), and I could use those, but when I researched it, they fatality rates of overdose attempt is around 2%. Not the best statistics, if you ask me.
Or, if I wanted to, I could walk/bike/run the 4-ish miles to the railroad tracks and wait for the train and lay down on the tracks. […]
 So, I currently just turned 17 years old last Saturday (The 13th, bad sign eh?) I’ve always been a fairly short male, which is fine by me, I love being short. I’m underweight at an amazing 93 pounds. When I was too young to remember, my parents got divorced. I had to live with my father. I’ve always been a person to be extremely shy..and I have VERY few interests. My only interests are video games, and very very slightly poker. I spent most of the time playing video games. At about the age of 10 or so, I began to understand the kind of […]
I’m too old to be young and too young to be old. I just feel lost. Even though I am teaching college, my students hate me. I’m a terrible teacher. I have no friends. I go from work to home and then back to work and then, I have to take care of my daughter. I feel so awful about everything. The only reason I don’t kill myself is that I have a kid, and she would never get over that.
I haven’t dated anyone in 3 years, and the first boyfriend I’ve had is breaking up with me
My career is going nowhere
Everyday I constantly feel like everyone is out to get me, everyone is so mean
I don’t know what the point is
I’m asking my family for money every month, which is just weighing on my conscience
I’m so sad all the time
I moved to New York to pursue my dreams of becoming an actress/writer. I’ve made some progress, but every day it’s just a battle to keep going. Every day I ask why am I here? Why did I leave my family and friends […]
There is no future for me. I had grand hopes of being a philosopher and filmmaker and poet, but now I have hopes to make it to my 21st birthday alive. Even though there is so much I haven’t done yet, I am ready to die. I don’t see any point in continuing to live. I am a bad person. I am very sorry it had to end like this.
These thoughts are running through my head:
you will never be anything worthwhile
you are foolish to delude yourself otherwise
you will be alone forever
you are ugly
things will never get better
other people’s lives are worse because of you
you are […]
I’m not particularly sure why I’m writing this because it’s all so redundant to me but I can’t express myself in any other way at the moment… so prepare yourself or avert your eyes. I parked my car by 30 today and walked but couldn’t get to the tracks because a creek was in the way and the highway was on the other side. I drove around for two hours just looking for an appropriate place to park. I became bored after so long which is hilariously ironic. Suicide is much like executing someone except the condemned is yourself. Often I am two people . Sometimes […]
I’m sure I don’t have it nearly as bad as so many people on here: I really have a perfect life, pretty much, it’s just I do I decent job of screwing things up. I know this sounds really emo, and I totally hate that, but I feel like I’m not allowed to be real with anybody, so I’m pretty much falling with nothing to hang on to. I don’t want to whine, but I guess this is kind of what this thing is about, so here it goes: I think about killing myself every day, and I can’t get to sleep every night because […]
I have three choices.
1. I tell my therapist how depressed I am and she sends me to a psyche ward. I have a severe phobia of hospitals so there is NO CHANCE that I will do this willingly and on my own. After that I’ll drop out of college, working a dead end job for the rest of my life. My love of art died along with my will to live. Other than art, I have no purpose and no worth.
2. I take all of my prescriptions right now. All of them together would be more than enough to kill a small group of people. […]
I’ve been through alot in my life and I still have struggles but I’ve learned how to deal with them. It breaks my heart to see such sad people. Especially young ones. I’m a mother of 11 and 13 year old boys. It would break my heart if they felt the way of you do and it would kill me to lose them. Please try talking to your parents or a counselor at school or church. Seek help! I promise it will get better. Someday you won’t have to endure the harsh words that other teens say. One day you will be adults with children […]
Hey guys my name is Phil I’m 22 yrs old and live in Chicago. Just want to say that I’ve been through periods of my life to where I was severly depressed and suicidal. I tried killing myself multiple time and stayed in the hospital and the whole nine. But I’m proud to say it’s been a couple years since then and now I’m better and couldn’t feel any more happy with life. Look if anybody needs someone to talk to I think I could help. Life doesn’t have to be so fucked up and depressing. Get at me and we could talk. phillybone88@yahoo.com
I broke up with my girlfriend because we were living together for a year, and she never did anything. She didn’t have a job, she sat on the couch all day smoking weed and playing video games. I worked so hard to keep us above water, but we were sinking. She’s the love of my life, and I pushed her away. To try and get over her, I fell for whoever came first. a woman with a husband and daughter, but I didn’t care. Now I am alone again. I feel nothing. I’m 24 years old, and I havent cried since i was 9 […]
I really don’t want to sound like a sob story on here, but I need to say something, and I don’t have anyone I trust enough to say anything to. I won’t say my exact age, but I will say I’m a young teenage girl. My grades are good, and it seems like I have friends to my parents, which to them is all that matters. I feel as though I wear a mask all day long, pretending to be the person my parents want me to be, because whenever I show them the person I want be, they disapprove of it.
It really doesn’t make […]
All I ever wanted was family. I have four sisters and one brother. Only one sister, and my brother talk to me. My family sort of forgot I was alive after I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. I have had several failed marriages. I can really pick them. Drunks, drug addicts, only I didn’t figure that out for a while. I don’t drink or do drugs. My longest marriage lasted 14 years. We had two kids. He cheated on me multiple times. I can’t live with cheating. My mother wasn’t a good mother in some ways. She constantly told me, and my siblings, that she […]
What the hell… I’m so tired of this. Everybody says they care.. everybody says oh Amanda.. I love you, I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you… and yet.. go and talk shit.. GO AND SAY SHIT ABOUT ME TO RUIN ME.. and they know they can do it SO easily. Take away the people who care.. and just turn them against me. I once had a person in my life.. who.. I could go to with anything in the whole entire world.. the person I could trust with my absolute life.. we talked for so long.. and about EVERYTHING.. and I… I loved him […]
the world would be a little less miserable if you just did the deed… go for it quit feeling sorry for yourself
Fuck anyone who says shit like…I know how you feel…I know what you’re going through….NO ONE KNOWS HOW I PERSONALLY FEEL!!!!! I am 52 years old and I’m DONE!!!!! I’ve fucking had it….The only absolute solace is death…..We all will go through it. I just don’t want to wait any more. I won’t commit suicide, but I am resolute in my ultimate goal….willing my life to end…a lot of innocent people die before their time. I am not innocent. I am a sinner just like the majority of people in this world. This is just my opinion and I am stating this as a fact […]
i am just 23 and already feel tired everyday don’t know what to do also don’t want to talk with everyone i don’t call back to my friend also mostly. feel like dying every minute now and don’t feel like coming home also but i stay mostly at home . so i can stop fight between mom and dad
we never had a single day without a fight for past years it has increased so much the fighting is everyday goes on . when ever my dad is home i feel like they we fight any second . i can’t concentrate on my studies at all […]
There was a time in my life when I wasn’t such a pathetic loser… a point in time where I was happy and had no real worries about anything. I was blissfully oblivious of the fact that other kids were making fun of me because of my immense weight. I have always struggled with my weight, and right now I’m about 185 lbs, give or take.
I want to commit suicide because I can’t stand being here anymore. Nobody loves me. Nobody cares about me, besides my family, but they don’t count. They’ve known me for all 19 years of my miserable existence, and sure they […]