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I Will Survive

I did this, you can too.

Emotionally unstable.

by DanniScreamSuicide 12/16/2012

written by DanniScreamSuicide

Itâ€™s becoming worst as the days painfully past by, remember when I could fake a smile? When I could act happy? When I could be near people I donâ€™t feel comfortable near or I could be in big crowds and deal with it? I canâ€™t even do that anymore.Â I’veÂ isolated myself to the point where I wonâ€™t talk to anyone unless they talk to me first, to where if I donâ€™t know you all Iâ€™ll say is hi. Itâ€™s gotten to the point where I canâ€™t even be near people, Iâ€™m too emotionally unstable; Iâ€™ll either get annoyed and really pissed of at every little thing […]

12/16/2012 8 comments

xx.

by sofragile 12/15/2012

written by sofragile

12/15/2012 2 comments

How people can live so…

by Lilly 12/14/2012

written by Lilly

Tired of life. Â I see many people who don’t want to live, but they somehow look strong. They are moving Â around and trying to Â find something attractive. Maybe I should try to find the way which may help me to Â understand Â that life isn’t so bad as it looks. Maybe I will be able to forget how lonely I am… that feeling sucks. Especially Â when there are Â so many people around me..

12/14/2012 1 comment

Hope

by MusicMatters 12/14/2012

written by MusicMatters

There was a time years ago when I was so depressed, I cried myself to sleep every night but everyday, I smiled. I was a clown whoÂ couldn’tÂ wash off her make-up. I didnt really know myself, a girl I was “in love” with broke my heart, lied to me and led me on. And yes, it sent me further into depression. I did some drugs, pills. I drank some, vodka. But really, what depressed me the most is everyone thought I was fine and looking back now, I know thats what really bothered me. My family thought I was fine, hell, everyone thought I was fine. […]

12/14/2012 2 comments

That Night

by rawr4 12/13/2012

written by rawr4

As I sit in a room by myself I cant help but think of what happened that night. Begging for you not to over and over again. but you insisted. I was scared all along but suddenly my fear became reality. I was trying not to scream Â so your family wouldn’t wake up. It hurt. you knew it. I cried and cried laying there feeling like trashy. I still do. I feel gross and am still scared. I wish it didn’t happen, but it did.

12/13/2012 0 comment

Self-Hatred

by Miss.Mayhem 12/13/2012

written by Miss.Mayhem

It’s been so long since I’ve written. So glad to be back with my family. Have you ever just sought comfort from a stranger? I know I have.

A lot had happened.

Me and Brice (love of my life) went out…once again. He ended up not talking to me for 2 whole weeks. Then he said he never wanted to talk to me again. I once again wrote my suicide letter, thinking I had nothing more to live for. I think it was the 6th time. But anyways he eventually ended up talking to me again. We still talk. Everything is not solved and I’ve promised so […]

12/13/2012 2 comments

Self Harm Lullaby

by BrooklynBoxx 12/13/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

For those who’ve kept up with my post. I almost cut last night but chose to make this video about self harm. The pictures are of my self harm they are graphic so if your easily triggered please dont watch.

Leave your comments on the video do you like it?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KH0xxe3Kra0&feature=youtu.be

12/13/2012 14 comments

12/12/12. The beginning of the middle?

by hollywood1919 12/12/2012

written by hollywood1919

12/12/12.

I just got out of a psych ward today.

I’ve been depressed and suicidal for 6 years now. I had no intent on killing myself, but somebody thought I did, and they called the cops on me and threw me in the loony bin. This is the 2nd time I’ve been hospitalized like this. Last time I actually did try to hang myself, a few years ago. I never got the help I needed for being abused for years and years.
I hate hospitals and doctors with a passion, but I managed to figure out some things while I was in there. I’m glad to be going […]

12/12/2012 3 comments

i have no hope

by iwanttodie138 12/12/2012

written by iwanttodie138

i am starting not to see a reason to go on. i lost my family. my car,my friends,Â my job, my house, and my girl friend for the past 9 years doesn’t know if she want to be with me in her new live 500 miles away.i was so happy just 3 months ago when i had all those things and now i want to give up. every day i say to my self “i want to go home ” but the place and girl i called home is gone and will never come back. how do i find hope when my dreams and goals […]

12/12/2012 2 comments

the universe

by kaizen 12/11/2012

written by kaizen

needs all of you.

12/11/2012 1 comment

Maybe it’s time to forget….

by amberhope 12/11/2012

written by amberhope

12/11/2012 0 comment

Tired

by sorairo 12/10/2012

written by sorairo

All the ups and downs I keep going through is exhausting…

I am heading that direction again because I just want it all to be done and over with.

Do I really have to live like this for the rest of my life?

I HATE THIS LIFE!!!!!

staying positive is getting harder and harder.

I am not normal anymore, I am half a person and people will look at me like I am half a person.

I’m tired. Really tired.

How many years has it been… how many more years will it be?

You all have no idea what you have until you loose it!

I have to live with this. There will be […]

12/10/2012 2 comments

wishes

by FallenGrace 12/10/2012

written by FallenGrace

I wish life wasn’t getting harder for anyone. I wish I could make strength from pain for everyone to endure. I wish there was someone who decided to take these problems into huge consideration. As life continues more and more people who need this site haven’t heard of it and problems get worse. I want a cure for these painful endurances. Not medication.not suicide. Not just speaking or in this case typing but something different. If we can show the world how bad it sucks to be in our shoes will things change? I want me wish to be a dream… then it will […]

12/10/2012 0 comment

Stuck in Quick-sand and cant get out !

by Zombie 12/10/2012

written by Zombie

I have always seen life as a quest. It works like a game plan. Every level gets tougher and the monsters and hurdles get more and more dangerous and difficult to cross. I don’t regret having my life but all I wish is to have someone who I can share it with. I did fall in love and then ended up with a crushed heart when the relationship ended. Occupying yourself definitely helps but the loneliness remains. I have plenty of friends but I miss the existence of the special one. Work can substitute thoughts but not feelings. I don’t know what I feel about […]

12/10/2012 6 comments

The Cliff…

by RogueShadow1281 12/10/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

The SP House

Chapter 1: Paradise Lost

Looking out into the horizon, the sun slowly disappeared, it’s warm embrace being replaced by the cool, quiet moon. The sky, once blue and vast, changed to orange, red and purple and then to black, then allowing the stars to shine through. Looking down, she saw the foggy depths of the abyss, but the familiar sound of waves crashing could be heard. Down there, one could fall and die after splattering among jagged rocks, or even survive and end up in the water, just to wash up on shore and try to get back home tired and groggy. And disappointed…

Those […]

12/10/2012 3 comments

Please let me end it

by no one knows 12/10/2012

written by no one knows

And by the light by which she had been reading the book of life,

blazed up suddenly,

illuminating those pages that had been dark,

then flickered grew dim

and went out forever

Â Â Why am I here? There is no point to my heart beating except to just waste away time. Â Nothing I ever do is right. No matter what I’m doing or who I’m trying to do it for, I never seem to do anything right. Â Things would be so much easier for everyone if I was able to just […]

12/10/2012 1 comment

My Voice

by BrooklynBoxx 12/9/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

The truth I hold, took years to unfold, locked up andÂ never told. Now I speak, for I am done being weak. A story I will tell,Â awakening the pits of my hell.
Â Pinned against the wall, being six a littleÂ small. Tongue against my chest, you can imagine the rest. Touching,Â feeling, my eyes rolling to the ceiling. I push away, forced down, screaming, but i was never found.
Â Day and night, always full of fright kissing, sucking,Â nonstop fucking. Crying, weeping and always pleading.
Was I that bad […]

12/9/2012 20 comments

Tomorrow

by Naturally_UnNatural 12/9/2012

written by Naturally_UnNatural

“Where you gonna be tomorrow? How’re you gonna face the sorrow? Where are you gonna be when you die?” -Tomorrow, Nikki Sixx

I was letting music play while I cut and this song came on.Â I know the song by heart, as well as the other songs on the album.Â Nikki Sixx is my hero.Â He’s helped me see that I’m beautiful, scars and all.Â I feel strong, even though I’ve been cutting.Â I fell to the ground and slammed my head on the floor.Â There’s a huge bump and bruise, but that’s my own fault.Â I shouldn’t have been standing and cutting at the same […]

12/9/2012 1 comment

I Deserve Better Finally Kicks In!

by plain jane 12/9/2012

written by plain jane

Strangest thing…. today when I was brushing my teeth it just sunk in. This thought…. I said it aloud then. I DESERVE BETTER! Then I said it again and again. I think I finally believe it. The thing with me is that, sometimes my feel good revelations are short lived. Until someone knocks my pack of cards by a light flick. I can’t say this too will stick. But get it!

Yesterday I googled a camp song I once heard… No body loves me, everybody hates me, I think I’ll go eat worms…. and so on… It made me laugh, because I was indulging in self-pity. […]

12/9/2012 4 comments

The Fallen Grace

by FallenGrace 12/9/2012

written by FallenGrace

I’m the broken one who fixed it. 3 years of restraint. 12 years of battleing depression. 16 years of living. Physically and mentally I struggle but refuse to stay down. Life is ment to end yes but what will you make of it. Will you be another suicide story in the news? Or will you be the success story that is the broken one able to fix it? That’s a story id like to read. So tell me. Will you fight or fail? Fail like the others that slipped from my finger tips? Or will you fight to be better then what monster […]

12/9/2012 1 comment

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