My Suicide Note

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What do you do when you can’t feel anything? Just emptiness, numbness… I can’t do anything.  I’m suicidal. Ive tried so many times. I tried to get better. I stopped taking antidepressants for 2 months now. I didn’t want to depend on it anymore.

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Suicide

  July 14th, 2018 by careforme

I wrote my suicide not last night because everything is fallen apart so here’s what I say

Dear Family, Friends, and my Boyfriend,

So sorry to do this but if your reading this by now I must be dead there’s so many reason why I’ve decided to end my life here they are

  1. Ever since I was born I was placed in so many fosters homes with so many schools and all the bullies I had dealt with
  2. Dad it was just the two of us before she came in the picture you let her control you and me and I hated it I learned to love her but she still thinks she

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Tell me about your best qualities.

  July 14th, 2018 by morado123

Having been hating myself for a long time, I’ve decided that now is a good time to reflect on my good sides.

I’ll start first.

  1. I have a high pain threshold.
  2. I’m witty enough to minimize leaving scars when cutting.
  3. I can’t tolerate hating anybody except mine.

Leave yours in the comment section.

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life is a nightmare

  July 14th, 2018 by michaelatky

I’m 30 and just wish I had never been born! People who say oh it gets better are just lying or on some powerful drugs. Most of my problems are self inflicted but some aren’t. I’ve tried sucide 3 times and each one failed I’m definitely going to complete it next time fuck life.   […]

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Can a suicide note stand in place of a notarized will?

  July 10th, 2018 by hyperballad

I’m trapped. I desperately want to die but doing so would leave my partner in a terrible position financially and as such could lose her daughter and her dog. My mother recently passed and has left me her entire estate in her will. I have been struggling against these feelings for so long and do not want to live another day. I have massive amounts of Seroquel and other rx drugs for the taking and I just want to take a walk to the woods tonight with a case of beer and down as many of them as I can. If I provided a written …

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My Wish

  July 9th, 2018 by LFC1995

It’s hard for me to know 

Where everything went wrong

Nothing’s getting better

I’ve felt bad for so long.

 

I’ve fought my inner demons,

But now it’s time for me,

To end this life I hate

And finally be free.

 

I don’t want to be mourned,

I don’t want you to cry,

I just don’t want this life,

Please; let me die.

 

Mum, don’t be upset,

I don’t know when I’ll go.

It might be this year,

I honestly don’t know.

 

I’ve got a guilty conscience,

For what you’ll go through.

Don’t blame yourself, or anyone

It’s what I want to do. 

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My note

  July 9th, 2018 by egp

Im someone that you can talk to, I’m someone who you can trust, I may not be the most confident or the most positive but I’ll always try to give the best of me, I struggle to be myself because no one likes a girl who sits all day, I used to be actively social somewhat but I wasn’t happy, I enjoy being home; I enjoy sleeping all day; I enjoy eating out time to time; I enjoy munchies and being lazy, I am not a emotionally stable person never have been never will be, I am the most mood changing person and it’s not …

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I’m leaving soon

  July 8th, 2018 by LFC1995

I don’t want to live. I’m going to pick a time that will upset my family the least, then I’m done.

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I love my son but can’t fight anymore

  July 8th, 2018 by Singlemom

I’ve been keeping myself alive for so long. Failed suicide attempts in the past but none since the birth of my son, who is 6 years old. I love him. Oh how I love him. But I can’t fight anymore.

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I started to have suicidal thoughts.

  July 5th, 2018 by camilleandrea

I was a bit problematic ever since I was in elementary, my dad had another family and left us although he supported our family financially, I still need a dad and I was just around 11 when that happened. When I entered middle school, I had new friends and I was really happy, I started to change and forget the problem/s I encountered. I even thought of studying Psychology and help people overcome their fears, issues and problems. But then recently, I found out I’m suffering Borderline Personality Disorder, I’m impulsive, have low self-esteem and do self-deprecating. I think of myself pathetic. My friend showed …

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I hanged myself but I could’t pass out

  July 4th, 2018 by keyzen97

Fuckshitshitfuck

first of all im not a native english speaker so this post might look terrible

I tried partially suspension

I thought Ive done more than enough research

so I tried it and tried it for like 3 hours

I just can’t fucking black out. I mean I felt the pain

my head felt like gonna explode

everytime I ‘fine lets do this properly this time’ and then I’m just trying to bear the pressure to my jaw and skull for like 1 min

WTF am I doing wrong

I even ordered a rope on the Internet??????

I’m even starting to think ‘is it my neck too thick?’ sth

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Should I?

  July 1st, 2018 by imsosorry2468

I feel like my time is getting close. It’s as if I am ready to go now. I know how I will leave. Just have to put a few things in place…

I am just not sure if I should leave a note behind. What do you think about it? would It help those left behind or do you think it would just make it worse?

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SCREAM

  June 30th, 2018 by flip the switch

ALL LIVING THINGS DIE

THE PHRASE RINGS IN MY HEAD

LIKE A PERSISTENT HEADACHE

THE PAIN, THE AGONY

THE COLD DEAD

ALL THINGS IRRITATING

SCRATCHING ABOVE THE SURFACE OF MY SANITY

ALMOST PENETRATING THE CEILING THAT WHICH IS MY INNOCENT HUMANITY

I AM FOREVER BELITTLED

BY MY COUNTLESS MENTAL ILLNESSES

TOO WEAK TO STAND ON MY FEET

FEELING LIKE BEING CRUSHED UNDER A HEAVY ROCK

IT THEREBY ARRIVES

LOOKING DOWN ON ME FROM ABOVE THE DARK

DEATH ITSELF STARES INTENTLY

BECAUSE OF COURSE ANOTHER SOUL WILL BE …

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want to leave this world!!!

  June 28th, 2018 by leo6000

I was happy. I had a young soul. A boy with full of dreams. A god loving boy. A innocent one.

A boy who used to think that this world is so beautiful and it has no injustice.

I was curious about everything. i wanted to know more and more.

i used to love my life. my world of life was beautiful.

and yes this life can’t even tolerate the injustice a little bit.

and cares everything around him and lifeless

but as curious mind have started to learn more about the world it also started to become more frustrated..

NOW this life is become a stone.

it can’t find way to go …

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i dont know anymore

  June 27th, 2018 by beaxer

I want to peel the skin from my bones,
I don’t want to be here anymore.
I simply, want to kill myself.
Nothing makes me happy anymore, pills arnt working and theyre just making it worse. I feel so alone. How is it my own mind can turn against me and attack me on a daily basis, how is it to have a mind that has given up on you. Iam a shell, I have taken personalities of humbling individuals and pushed them down inside of myself to be what I think people want me to be. I don’t see a point in existing. People can be so …

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My Last Wish

  June 26th, 2018 by Itscolourlife

A wish thay I always wish to come true
A wish that will make my life better
A wish that can end my suffering
Is a wish to die

Im always wrong
Im still here why …?

No more reason to life
No more smile
Every breath is painful
I wish to die

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Death’s Sweet Embrace

  June 26th, 2018 by EnslavedByShadows

Gimme a reason to stay
Gimme a reason to fight
Gimme a reason to drive out the Darkness with light…
You can’t do it, can you?
So just let me go.
While you’re flying high
I’m drowning below.
So give me your blessings
And Bid me farewell
So I can escape
From my internal Hell
I know this is madness
But I wish you could see:
Only Death’s sweet embrace
Has the power to set me free.

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I Don’t Know Anymore

  June 24th, 2018 by Jabadamazo

I didn’t really know where else to turn at this point. I’ve attempted suicide in the past but haven’t succeeded.

I do have a small will to live but so many things just bring me down. I’m sure many on here already know that feeling when your life is static and you just aren’t happy with your present situation. No boyfriend, no friends, everyone seems to be repelled by me even though I try to be respectful and optimistic. I feel as if I’m just disliked and unwanted. Everything I do is unappreciated. My life is going no where.

I’m a 26 year old still living at …

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Ring ring

  June 21st, 2018 by A.win

As I wait here patiently…

I hear death calling me.

Ring… Ring..

I ignore it while I let it sing

I sit at this park from hour to hour

God, I’m so scared… I feel like a coward.

So Death… Please stop calling me.

I’ll have your answer in three days

Just let me be

How I pray, I pray

I know I’m not alone, I know I have so many friends and love ones. I’m blessed, but yet, why do I feel so alone?

I was contempt with death long ago until I met someone. Cliche right? But it happens. I fell in love three times and the first two knew that I craved the …

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I’m fine. Leave it.

  June 20th, 2018 by ariusversea

So if you see me walk down the hallway and you want to ask me if I’m okay…

While you refuse to believe me when I whisper yes…

Just know that I’m thinking about how you’d react if I told you I wanted to die.

You wouldn’t want to help me then.

That’s a promise.