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My Suicide Note

This is goodbye.

by beaubri 4/3/2016

written by beaubri

What happened to suicide?

What happened to everyone?

It’s like I’m in Jr. High.

Where did the heart go?

Diversity?

This place isn’t home.

My family gone.

I’m tired of watching as everyone focuses on juvenile topics.

When there are people like me, and others that need more attention than others.

Yet everyone doesn’t care.

They say they do.

If they really did, then I don’t see it I haven’t for several weeks.

See, people like me are left in the shadows as everyone parties.

When that one heart felt, blunt comments could save one of us from falling off the edge.

You say you miss someone when they trun up missing, but do you really?

If they come back […]

4/3/2016 21 comments

My boyfriend showed me attention…

by sugarfreeheartless 4/1/2016

written by sugarfreeheartless

… and I felt elated. I felt like maybe we had a chance, maybe I had a chance to get out of this hell that is bipolar and somehow make it work. I felt like my old self. I actually laughed. A two week anger/mania streak just lifted. But I have to remember all that I went through, and put him through for weeks. Funny how bipolar makes you focus on the current thing and feel like it was forever. but I know that time-wise, I have been miserable or way more than I have been happy. It does not add up. I know the […]

4/1/2016 1 comment

Hi

by iwanttodieslowly 3/30/2016

written by iwanttodieslowly

I don’t want advice. I don’t want to talk. i just want ideas on how to die slowly, memorably, and painfully.

3/30/2016 7 comments

Enough is Enough

by RITALIN Rx 3/30/2016

written by RITALIN Rx

I have searched everything about this suicide method and it’s driving me insane. What are the last words to say to a world trying to bring you down all the time? Not only shredding your wish to live, but invalidating you as a human. We live the times of modern slavery and global brainwashing. You either accept all their bullshit or you end being killed. Or at least wanting to die to escape from this grotesque hallucination called life. I’m out of this massacre. I’m on my way to finally get rid of all this nonsense. Even if it hurts so much. Freedom comes with […]

3/30/2016 20 comments

by K.J 3/29/2016

written by K.J

Ever since I could remember I have been bullied and made a social out cast not only at school but at home as well. My father is a bad man and he has since been put in jail. My older two brothers aren’t exactly model siblings, and my mum takes all her anger and frustration out on me, even though I’m not a defiant child.

So as far back as I can remember I have felt these depressing feelings and have suffered from many mental illnesses. My mother, whom does not believe in that kind of thing, has been emotionally and physicaly abusing me since I […]

3/29/2016 2 comments

My love/goodbye letter

by CatchTh3Bus 3/26/2016

written by CatchTh3Bus

Dear Anon( u kno who u are),

I hope you still get a spark in your eye when you think of me. I’ve went through all my journals and there was a lot of things that I wasn’t proud of writing so I ripped out the entries I’d written that were penned in anger and I’m summing up the rest here. The things that still stick in my mind had the longest entries. Like the time we first met and the time we first made love; those two moments bring tears to my eyes and make me forget any bad stuff for awhile. I also have […]

3/26/2016 1 comment

Just another misfit lost soul

by nuclearbackpack 3/26/2016

written by nuclearbackpack

Got no talents, got no friends, got no job, can’t talk to people, look like I been dragged through hell, find life terrifying and hideously painful, really this planet is a hellish mistake and the sooner we wipe ourselves out as a species, the better. I’m in my 40s now and the end seems near. God please kill me.

3/26/2016 4 comments

The everlasting vicious cycle

by RITALIN Rx 3/24/2016

written by RITALIN Rx

What are the final words best suiting a suicide note? It`s not that you don`t have the courage to say them while being still alive, but being sure they won`t listen. Yes, we can store huge amounts of negative emotions which serve as background for the suicidal ideation: anyway, you can break the chains now, because there is no future, no longer to suffer the consequences, and it`s not only your fault. You sent constantly those “suicide warning signs”, but nothing changed in good, only worse. So you`re here, contemplating suicide and yet there are still some things you can do. Smash them in the […]

3/24/2016 3 comments

No real intent

by aspie 3/24/2016

written by aspie

I’m so sorry for being a terrible person.

I will never be a doctor.

I would make an awful husband and father.

I regent putting everyone though hell.

Thank you Mom for always being there for me, please forgive me.

I’m sorry Katie for all the harassment I inflicted upon you and your friends.

I’m a coward for doing this.

I deserve nothing more then to be Satin’s *****

God let my condemnation provide justice for all my victims

3/24/2016 3 comments

Protected: Goodbye, everyone.

by whiskered-fish 3/19/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

3/19/2016 61 comments

Tearful and confused

by Michael from dunmow 3/18/2016

written by Michael from dunmow

A few weeks back I was arrested for fraud and as I type this letter the Police are investigating me.

My life has collapse – I have lost my marriage, I will lose my house, no job and my dearest two boys particularly my youngest (14) does not want to know me but my oldest is autistic so he cannot comprehend the situation.

Our marriage has always been stressful – looking after our autistic son, my health problems and wife’s depression. Our youngest was always was protected – giving him a carefree life with a great education. With that protection he is now in a Royal Ballet […]

3/18/2016 7 comments

I love you

by betterlife 3/17/2016

written by betterlife

Forgive me

3/17/2016 6 comments

I’m new.

by xx 3/16/2016

written by xx

Hi everyone,

I used to visit this site frequently years ago, but I was content to just read everyone’s struggles and think of them and relate… but since then just reading has become insufficient.

But I don’t want to tell my life story or make a long post, because I talk too much lately and I also just took my sleeping pill, so I would like to end this post coherently hahaha.

I’ll just say that I’ve been depressed since I was a child, and I noticed how different I was from everyone else, and after being abused and molested by 3 separate “friends,” at three separate points in my […]

3/16/2016 54 comments

Bath Calls

by betterlife 3/16/2016

written by betterlife

When the bath’s drawn, the phone’s off, the house is empty… as it always will be… what do you do? When there’s no friend to call, no family in existence, no job to work, no place to attend, tomorrow, nor the next day, nor the day after, no car to drive, no health to live? What then? Cannot one simply slip into oblivion, forevermore? Isn’t that okay now? Finally?

I’m stalling. Why? Is there a man to stampede through the front door, thumping his chest with the almighty courage of one in love, to say, nay! Not tonight! This shall not be! Whisking me away in his arms, hair […]

3/16/2016 2 comments

I’m done with life

by N0Futur3 3/14/2016

written by N0Futur3

I’ve reached the very end upon which I will endure this existence. Preparations all set…… Going to end it with a drink. I’m done with this shitty world, i’m done dealing with parasitic, materialistic, deceptive people. I’m done dealing with “family” that lies, steals, and treats me like shit. Love does not exist in this ugly, putrid, infected world of racists, murderers, politicians, corruption, prostitutes, and abominations.
I rather be dead then live with the likes of you…. You who see the light in this world are the real freaks, psychopaths, and ones who need help. “chill out, think about the positive” that’s a pitiful […]

3/14/2016 24 comments

Note or no note

by struggling_to_survive 3/14/2016

written by struggling_to_survive

I want to die and the urge is so unbearably strong. Right now, I don’t know whether to leave a note, I have no idea what to write and I’m thinking whether it’s okay to just leave the world without a note. I don’t want people who care (if any) to hurt anymore than they should trying to cope with the loss.

3/14/2016 8 comments

I’m ready

by jmc22 3/13/2016

written by jmc22

I was having doubts about this, but now I’m ready. Do you know what finally set me off? My mom. It was a good day, my brother started teaching me how to drive, my dad was just in his room, and my mom was watching tv. And my dad came out to ask about what we should do about our insurance. I don’t know why, but my mom started yelling saying that that should be his responsibility and that other families have everything sorted out. My family isn’t the richest, and whenever my dad does something without my mom’s knowledge she rages and when my […]

3/13/2016 6 comments

Good night SP

by Drowning 3/12/2016

written by Drowning

i really wouldn’t mind sleeping forever it would take a miracle for them pills to do the trick because let’s face it life isn’t going to get much better we r just giving our self faults hopes but tomorrow another day for the battle to continue I guess good night guys

3/12/2016 2 comments

suicide note

by dhamrait 3/8/2016

written by dhamrait

i am fed up with my life. i loose everything in my lyf, i lost my 1st love he dumps me after that i lost my 2nd love u can say 4 years relationship break up. he dump me very badly cant tell u everything, but my 2nd love is my real love. i am tottaly break. and my brother left me. i am doing mca. but can’nt concentrate on my studies due to this i have lots of supplies. and now i lose my job. my mom alwyz teasing me because i am not inteligent and also that because i have bf, not bf he […]

3/8/2016 2 comments

goodbye & thank you

by 4beyondhelp 3/6/2016

written by 4beyondhelp

I decided last night to sleep on it and I’ve decided, I think today is the day. Thank you all for just being here; it was nice to be able to talk about my feelings somewhere.

I’m afraid but I know what I have to do. I’m only 15 and I know I am missing important things in my potential future but I can’t care anymore. I am most sorry about the scene this will cause and the people I’ll be hurting, but I just don’t want to live anymore and they’ve got to realize it’s for the best.

I hope all of you feel better, you […]

3/6/2016 13 comments

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