Poetry & Art

Welp a bit behind, this one I tried something very different…. not sure I even like it, or if I can even call this one a poem…. Since it wasn’t written down until after it was mostly together in this state…. -_- I can probably hit 100 in this year at least, even with last month sucking…. Technically still possible, maybe I should just count more things…. I hope somebody at least finds this enjoyable…. -_- It felt strange to do :/ But maybe different is good, maybe I can learn more from this than if I was sticking with-in my established style.

Smashing in your […]

Well I’m counting this…. This was written pre quickly and I had a shitty day today, but my friend came over which was good I kind of asked if he would as I was pre sure I was going to cut myself…. -_- I don’t really like this, but it may be okay I guess if I’m going for 100 per year I have to count everything right? at least it will help…. Guess it’s practice….

I watch life through these misty eyes

I blinked once but I missed it twice

I’m crying I need advice

That is what I realize

Nightly I initialize

Self-inflicted lacerations

Always losing hesitation

More and more until […]

Kind of loosely related to my 8th one  I was reading things I wrote because I wanted to write something but had no idea how to start, and sometimes looking at old things helps me do that…. So yeah I just kind of built off of the general feel of it because I liked it…. It’s a bit different than normal…. I’ve been sick for over a month now and this has pushed me way behind, I need 9 more this month so like one per day now…. no sleep either so yay will be tired for school and pathfinder today ^_^ -_- 🙁 :/

So […]

I’m behind, and I’m feeling too many things to write right now…. I can only really write when I’m not feeling that many things…. Feelings are overwhelming…. I have also been sick for the past 2ish weeks or so and I want to die…. I’ve lost about 10lbs it seems…. That makes me sad now…. I am now 130lbs (at about 5′ 10″) at least that’s what I was when I weighed last time…. Either way I can see all of my ribs now threw my skin that’s not good…. Onto this piece of shit that is written while I’m not exactly entirely all together […]