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Stories of Hope

Hey everybody its been a while .

by kupo95 6/15/2016

written by kupo95

Sooo a lot happened since I last posted first off I’m divorced……so yup.

But before that my family found out that I was suicidal and got very mad can’t blame them tho know if must hurt them. But in between that time I was aguring with them them I not staying home and to leave me alone .

Then I opened up to my husband tell him all the pain I feel and sadness. Then he told me he been turning down opportunities to come back home for the past three months . so for some reason I told him that I been cutting myself and were […]

6/15/2016 5 comments

My suicide project.

by OddBlueBoy 6/14/2016

written by OddBlueBoy

Hey, they call me Odd. It’s nice to share my story with you.

First off, im not killing myself… Yet. I’m trying to push for another 10 months of living. I’ll be 18, in April. I’ve decided to tell my story now, just incase i jump the gun a little early.

Where do I start? This is kind of like a “my moment” type of thing. So, how can I personally catch your attention, long enough, to hear me out?

I’ll start by asking; “have you ever been sad?”

6/14/2016 4 comments

My very first post

by SpiritualFire 6/12/2016

written by SpiritualFire

Hi, i am 19. I have been suicidal for about 2 and a half years now. I have been a cutter…the first time i ever cut myself was grade 9(15 years old).

It was actually an accident the first time because i got really angry and i happened to have a scizzors in my hand and when i get and i hit things, so without thinking i hit the open scizzors on my arm. I did this once, saw the blood, felt..wow.. And did it two more times… There are times when i still feel the urge to cut, but it doesnt control me anymore. […]

6/12/2016 5 comments

@Tristeza

by HERE4UOK 6/9/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Para Tristeza:
Você deve permitirnos para comentar seus posts.
Seu post intitulado “Um Grande Final” foi ótimo. Parabéns por seu livro!
Mas, principalmente, parabéns para a superação tanto em sua vida!
Eu sei. Nós sabemos. Há muito mais para a esquerda para caminhar, mas a estrada é interessante, se olharmos para ver além dos nossos egos.
Obrigado por compartilhar suas histórias aqui.

suesyd . nomore @ gmail . com
Kik: H4UOK

6/9/2016 4 comments

Afraid of hope

by kamidaka 6/9/2016

written by kamidaka

Has it happened to you? That things seem to be fine and promise that they’ll get better, but you’re afraid the hopes you’re building will make you suffer when everything finally crashes?

I’m trying to get an scholarship to Japan. But my biggest fears are the evaluation tests. Especially:

Math

I’m not going to study something related to science but they’ll still make me take that exam. And I’m so scared I even cowered from presenting my application.

Everybody keeps telling me that I’m so smart I shouldn’t worry. But THAT’S NOT TRUE. I’m the only one that knows it, I’m dumb as fuck. I’ve tried, god knows how […]

6/9/2016 4 comments

“You’re So Much Better Than That.” —Cassie, Suicide Survivor

by HERE4UOK 6/7/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Please reconsider. If you can’t find motivation, it’s not because there aren’t reasons out there, out here. It’s because your state of mind blocks your view and your spirit from seeing ahead. And it’s ok, remember: IT’S OK TO NOT BE OK, as long as you ask for help.

I, unfortunately, am no genie. But like most of us here, I have my past. I have my experiences, and with all due respect, unless you’re terminally ill, you have every chance at witnessing how things really DO get better, but you need to do your part too. Help others help you.

Things most likely didn’t get bad […]

6/7/2016 2 comments

Thats Rock Bottom… Depressed Badly…

by nobody312 6/7/2016

written by nobody312

Hi… I think that most of us here not because a good thing… Well, the same with me.

Before I’d start this post I would like point out few things:

First of all, I’m not a native English speaker, so please, if I have any grammar mistakes, feel free to correct me.

second, I was inspired to write this post thanks to a memeber who used to post here commonly 3 years ago, named ‘NotReallyHereAtAll‘. I remember… a year ago I was so depressed I looked online for people I can relate to who feel the same as me, and i somehow reached her post ‘I Want To Disappear‘. […]

6/7/2016 3 comments

“I Didn’t Want To Die, But I Felt That I Had To…” —Kevin Hines, Suicide Survivor

by HERE4UOK 6/6/2016

written by HERE4UOK

SeeSmith on another post here on SP said it well: “You are the LEAST qualified person to judge yourself [when you are in an ill state of mind]”.

Don’t make the mistake of thinking for others, don’t assume you’re a burden or that others are just too “busy with their own lives” to care for you, to help you.

Ask for help. It’s OK to not be OK! Life is not just about its sweet moments.

6/6/2016 0 comment

Don’t Be Sorry for Struggling. We All Do at Some Point. It’s NOT Wrong Asking for Help, Not Doing So Is..!

by HERE4UOK 6/6/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Ema il: suesyd . nomore at gma il . co m
Kik: H4UOK
Facebook: Suesyd Nomore

6/6/2016 2 comments

I will survive

by skysie 6/5/2016

written by skysie

I want to thank everyone on this site who has commented on my posts. Many of you will know that i set a suicide which was the 1st of June well its now the 5th and i am still here.I have decided to take my life back for my little nephew who is due in 4 months and also odd reason but for my ex. I promised my ex i will not give up and he will not lose me and i am not one to break promises. But also i want to fight for my life as i have a long life ahead of […]

6/5/2016 1 comment

emotional puke

by marellius 6/4/2016

written by marellius

heads up everyone, i ramble. i feel nothing and at the same time i have so many thoughts that i cant think, so this is basically emotional throw-up. read it. or dont. im mostly just putting my thoughts down so that i can understand them better myself.

i was angry and sad today, as i often am, and stumbled across this site. whoever started it, kudos to you, because its nice to talk to people who understand, rather than broken records saying ‘dont be depressed, be happy’. lovely, i will just do that then. oh wait, i dont know how. its not a simple thing, though it seems like […]

6/4/2016 6 comments

to my future self

by thedrowninggirl 6/3/2016

written by thedrowninggirl

….because I’m not going to die, however badly I want to.

….because I know I’ll come back here and read this one day.

I hope you feel better now. You MUST do- if there’s no ‘better’ than this (as I’m so afraid might be the case) it seems impossible I’m still alive.

I hope you got to feel happiness again. I wonder how? I’m in so much pain now, Even if something happens to make me happy, the pain taints it. I didn’t know that was a real thing- I thought people were ungrateful for saying that! So ignorant.

I miss him so much. I’m scared to ask if […]

6/3/2016 2 comments

Confessions of a Dead Angel

by Mexicanwhiteboy96 5/29/2016

written by Mexicanwhiteboy96

Hey everyone, just me- Im 19 right now and I really hate my life . I see people complaining back and forth about trivial things and the truth is I always believed they didn’t know what true pain was. But I know it isn’t right or fair because I’m just comparing their pain to mine andy oroblems aren’t anyone elses. I was molested by my cousin when I was about 8 in 4th grade. the earliest time I can honestly remember this, I was experimented on and I was penetrated my older cousin. Both my cousins fondled me though. That may not […]

5/29/2016 8 comments

I Don’t Quite Know How To Feel

by AKidWithAName 5/28/2016

written by AKidWithAName

Today was the first day in months that I have gone to bed with a calm conscience. I feel out of place and joyous and all these things that are both great and terrifyingly new. I can’t even remember what it was like to sleep with a clear conscience.

I am well aware and will be the first to say that I am undeserving of this clear conscience. I am terrible, but I suppose my underlying narcissism is here to aid me to sleep. I’m so ridiculously, even though I know tomorrow will be a living hell for me. I don’t […]

5/28/2016 2 comments

Forensic Cleaning Documentary – An Antagonizing Source for Strength

by HERE4UOK 5/26/2016

written by HERE4UOK

I like this documentary very much. Not in a morbid way. But in the way that where it becomes evident that there isn’t anything pretty about death, the main character in the documentary finds strength and positivism from her job: Forensic Cleaning, aka. Crime Scene Cleaning, aka. Bio-hazard Cleaning Specialists, etc.

She has gone through so much personally, and professionally, her job is so physically and emotionally intense, yet she keeps pushing through, it’s admirable.
I especially enjoy the interactions between husband and wife 😀

5/26/2016 1 comment

HELP or GET HELP… Talk to Someone.

by HERE4UOK 5/24/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Thinking about suicide? Ok! Now let’s talk about it. Help each other out.

España/Spain:
www.telefonodelaesperanza.org
Atención en Crisis: 902 500 002

USA
1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
En Español:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/spanish.aspx

UK
0800 068 41 41
PAPYRUS
www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Suicide/Pages/Getting-help.aspx

México
01800- 290- 00- 24
Línea de Intervención en crisis
suicidologia.org.mx/podemos-ayudarte/

Australia
13 11 14
Lifeline Australia
www.lifeline.org.au

5/24/2016 66 comments

Acceptance

by haileewantstobehappy 5/24/2016

written by haileewantstobehappy

Acceptance is crucial. Kind of. And it happens to be relatively difficult for me sometimes. But I’m getting there. I have to accept that no one cares, no one loves me, needs me, or wants me. I’m insignificant and unimportant to anyone but myself. It use to pain me so much and it’s still upsetting but I now realize that even though it’s not ideal, I’m all I have, and all I need. I didn’t get very many good things in this life, but the one’s I did get I am grateful for. I’ve been holding off on writing my suicide note because I want […]

5/24/2016 0 comment

The Masks We Wear

by HERE4UOK 5/23/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Anime fans? More specifically, any Attack on Titan / Shigeki no Kyojin fans..? 😉
This is Kay Pike (www.facebook.com/KayPikefashion/)

So why this video?
It reminds us of the beautiful, amazing, or cartoonesque masks we have to wear to function through our struggles. Don’t wear a mask. Seek help…
Contact me on Kik: H4UOK — Email: suesyd . nomore at gmail . co m — Facebook: Suesyd Nomore

US
1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
En Español:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/spanish.aspx

UK
0800 068 41 41
PAPYRUS
www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Suicide/Pages/Getting-help.aspx

MEX
01800- 290- 00- 24
Línea de Intervención en crisis
suicidologia.org.mx/podemos-ayudarte/

AUS
13 11 14
Lifeline Australia
www.lifeline.org.au

5/23/2016 2 comments

Suicide And Me (Documentary)

by HERE4UOK 5/23/2016

written by HERE4UOK

It’s no walk at the park for anybody. Life I mean.

We all have our good days, our not so good days, our bad days, and our wtf am I doing here?! days…

But you know what? At the end of the day- scratch that, at the of the call, text message, IM, or email, I wouldn’t change

the opportunity I have to be there for whoever needs me, at least in the form of emotional support, but just be there.

I’ve needed that same help in the past and I got it. So thank you.

5/23/2016 3 comments

Reality is boring , real life is boring , real world is boring , not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

by niki 5/22/2016

written by niki

Reality is boring
real-life is boring
real-world is boring
not like movies, comics, novels, anime manga, video games !

also,
I hate Humans , Humans suck
I hate Human , Human suck
I hate Humanity, Humanity suck
I hate people , people suck

Most humans / people only think about Money ,
and this reality is boring !
reallife is boring !
realworld is boring !

people / humans are so shallow, superficial, stupid, ignorant
Humanity is hopeless

if there is God , then God is boring !
even Science is boring too !
Science fiction (Sci-fi) is much more interesting than real Science facts !

why […]

5/22/2016 3 comments

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