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Stories of Hope

I’m the saddest I’ve been in weeks

by NotReallyHereAtAll 9/2/2013

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

but I’m not suicidal sad.

For the first time since this whole shitty wanting to die thing began, I can honestly say that right now, despite the tears that have barely dried on my face, I have no inclination to kill myself. And that’s amazing.

I am sad at the moment, but I know that I am about to tidy my room and drink my cup of tea and dye my hair and have a bath and read a book and watch some TV and go to bed and that come tomorrow I will be okay. I am sad, but I know why I am sad (stressing […]

9/2/2013 4 comments

It was okay.

by sazzabrah 9/1/2013

written by sazzabrah

Today we had our first acting class since Sam died. It was okay. There was a lot of crying and discussion. We were all there for eachother it w great. Then at the end of the day we stood in a group huddle and we talked about how we and done Sam proud, how he would have wanted us to enjoy the day like we did. We feel closer now. Much closer and I love it. I think this sort of support is important and I never want ot lose it, the students in that class are the best friends ill ever have, we are […]

9/1/2013 0 comment

flashbacks

by tauntedbyfalsehope 9/1/2013

written by tauntedbyfalsehope

So in seventh grade, a good friend of mine was very very close to ending her own life. At the time, I was extremely close to her and that morning she texted me saying her goodbyes and for helping her through everything. This was all on the bus to school, and at that point I was panicking because I wouldn’t be able to see her as we went to different schools. In my rush, I came to the conclusion that I needed to find help so I found another friend of mine who is also her cousin. We went and talked to the school counselor, […]

9/1/2013 1 comment

Late At Night

by Blake SinBad 8/31/2013

written by Blake SinBad

I just spent the night at my guy friends house along with a couple of other so-so friends. It took me all night to realize that he was just as dark and alone as I was. He has been depressed for almost as long as I have. That’s a really long time. He carries the weight of everything on his shoulders. He’s constantly pressured and yelled at by everyone. That explains why he always looked so pissed in the hallways whenever I saw him. I can’t wait to see him on Tuesday (no school Monday) and see more of his point of view. I finally […]

8/31/2013 0 comment

Welcome back

by LastLove 8/30/2013

written by LastLove

Its been a year since I last posted on this announcing my final day on this god forsaken earth. But as you can see it didn’t go quiet as to plan. I took a large dosage of mixed pills, slit my wrists in a cold bath and awaiting my end, only to wake up a few days later in hospital.

That was a year and 2 days ago now. Surely I should have overcome all of it, but the same problems have snuck up to me and more. When I wrote on this first I was nothing but a teenage wreck, living in the bit of […]

8/30/2013 2 comments

Where we go after death?

by ManowarKill 8/29/2013

written by ManowarKill

8/29/2013 55 comments

hope for hope

by okdarrell 8/29/2013

written by okdarrell

every day i hope it will get better. i am an IV heroin user struggling with an addiction much stronger than i thought. i am in tons of trouble with the law. i just violated my probation. i hope that my next shot will be the last. or i hope that i can be strong enough to be the man i have to be and face the time i have over my head and stop running from my problems every day.

i lost the love of my life in march and ever since then my life has been all down hill. i’m a broken man, and […]

8/29/2013 0 comment

Hi my name is Brooke, I’m 15 with cancer.

by BrooklynBoxx 8/27/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

Abandoned by my mother
Raped by my grandpa
When i told abandoned by my grandmother
Raped by my brother
Abandoned by everyone in my family but my dad
Went to court
Diagnosed with Pseudo seizures
Struggling with depression, anxiety, ptsd, insomnia, cuttingÂ and other mental illness’s

You would thing my life wouldn’t get any worse.

About 3 month ago, I noticed a lump in my upper left abdomen, it hurt but i ignored it.

1 month ago the pain moved to my lower right abdomen.

In my right abdomen I had an ovarian cyst. Nothing bad right?

I told them about pain on my left side. They did a CT scan. And found a mass.

For the last […]

8/27/2013 10 comments

The battle is much harder to fight alone…

by BrooklynBoxx 8/26/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

Depression is surrounding me again, I wanna cut.

I wanna feel something, I feel so numb.

Today is mine and my boyfriends 7 months.

And he’s currently looking at 10-20+ years for dating me.

He’s 21, I’m 15.

I’ve lost my best friend, and haven’t talk to him for a month and a half.

He was my reason for living.. my happiness.

And like everything else in my life it was snatched away.

I need to talk to him.. I’m slipping again.

I might break tonight.. I know if/when he finds out he’ll […]

8/26/2013 2 comments

A video I made about my SURVIVAL

by fantasiaw 8/25/2013

written by fantasiaw

It took all i had to make this. I couldn’t be any more proud. Days are still hard but I’m happy I reached this point.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kry9R8TN4pQ

8/25/2013 0 comment

Cameron

by Blake SinBad 8/25/2013

written by Blake SinBad

I posted this here one day:

Cameron,

I fell in love with you the moment your eyes saw mine. Shivers played at me when you were close. Your beautiful black hair, and those dark grey blue eyes. Tall, freckles, always in my favorite color. Black. You were perfect. Perfect for me. Butâ€¦I apparently wasnâ€™t perfect for youâ€¦I know we talked onceâ€¦maybe twiceâ€¦but the sound of your voice made me want to cry tears of happinessâ€¦

Ugh, wow. Sounding like a total stalker now. Great.

Whatever. Not like you know who I am. You wouldnâ€™t remember me. Yknow, the girl always glancing at you. The shy girl wearing your favorite […]

8/25/2013 17 comments

We were happy

by BrooklynBoxx 8/25/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

January 25, 2013 I met the love of my life.

I’m 15, he’s 21. On January 26th we got together, knowing full well what could happen if we were to get caught. But we did research, we looked up laws. We were suppose to be okay as long as two things stood.

We didn’t have sex, and my parents consented..

On March 26th my dad found out the Nick was really 21. He told him he was never to see me again, telling me that even if he […]

8/25/2013 4 comments

If you support me , or need help please subscribe to my channel

by BrooklynBoxx 8/25/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C08Ini72mZw

8/25/2013 1 comment

Before you make a final decision

by BrooklynBoxx 8/25/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

To everyone who is thinking about killing them self tonight.

To everyone who is thinking about cutting them self tonight

To everyone who is thinking about throwing up tonight.

To everyone who is thinking about not eating tonight.

Please. Listen to me. I’m where you are. I’m young. I’m lost. I have no hope. No desire to keep going on.

But your reading this now aren’t you?

Please I know you see a light at the end of the tunnel, I’ve seen it my self for many years. I’m hear on this site because I’m trying to get closer to the light. I want to, deep down in side.

Live.

So please, fight […]

8/25/2013 0 comment

Poem

by sleeplessinSTL 8/22/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

Is it a society full of fuck ups,

Or a society full of hate,

A society full of villains,

Or a society with no faith,

I don’t know what they want me to do,

They see me as a delinquent,

But that’s what my record tells you,

I’ve grown since then,

You can just look at my health,

And easily see,

that I’m not my old self,

I may be still broken,

But I’ve gotten some will,

To stand up and say,

That what I’ve done takes skill,

Damn right I’m strange,

But who isn’t in this place,

They say I can change,

But it’s too late to save face,

I don’t care much either what you think of me,

If you really think my […]

8/22/2013 3 comments

Lyrics

by XxWhyxX 8/22/2013

written by XxWhyxX

Lyrics to a song have always been a huge deal for me, I like to always decipher them and hear the inner story… I came across a song I hadn’t heard in years. Hearing the familiar song made me cry, not the silent kind of tears, but the body shaking sobs that take you over for hours at a time… The kind of cry session that makes you think of every single event in your screwed up twisted life. The words to the song spinning in your head over and over again…

It was probably the most amazing thing I have ever felt… Finally […]

8/22/2013 8 comments

And I would have stayed up with you all night, Had I known you wanted to take your life…

by theforgottenfew 8/20/2013

written by theforgottenfew

My daughter’s father before he committed suicide.I was three months pregnant. This was while we were still happy.

This is Annabelle, our daughter. She was born 3 months after her father committed […]

8/20/2013 4 comments

Do You Believe In Ghosts?

by Worth 8/19/2013

written by Worth

“Hey did you hear about that bridge on road (insert address here)? Its apparently haunted. Yeah a girl committed suicide there. They say you can still hear the echo of her brain matter splatter when her head bounced off the pavement.”

Ok so i am dramatic but for the love of god I dont want to end up being that ONE place that all the drunken teenagers go to see “ghosts”.

8/19/2013 17 comments

Hypocrisy

by quaero 8/18/2013

written by quaero

I am so hollow inside. I always thought that I am doing something important, something that will make me perfect. but now i am realizing that that was all bullshit, hypocrisy, painting the circumference while inside was all empty. I don’t know when did i became such a hypocrite. maybe i always was. i always wanted to do something big, achieve something great. back then, when it all started, one of my fears was to have a difference between thought and action. and it seems that fear has now come true. and with what magnitude! I tried to be spiritual, i tried to be philosophical, […]

8/18/2013 1 comment

Lost

by .marie. 8/17/2013

written by .marie.

I have survived many things. But lately everything comes back as one big nightmare. I’ve lost my best friend and myself. I don’t know what to do with my life. It’s like it has no meaning, kinda seems that if I were to leave no one would notice. No one would care. I hate myself I can’t do anything fucking right. Life is a big pile of shit. They say we all have a purpose but if you can’t find your fucking “purpose” then what’s the point. Everyone tells me to kill myself anyways. I’m at the point that you just no longer know what […]

8/17/2013 4 comments

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