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Stories of Loss

For those who have passed on.

I Miss You N and Im So Sorry.

by vivian-secretaccount 11/23/2013

written by vivian-secretaccount

I dated a girl in secret during freshman year I remember she would look so sad and hurt when I would ignore her. After school she would sleep over my house and cuddle and hold me. We had the sweetest relationship I’ve ever seen or experienced. She left me though she was tired of me feeling embaressed. I damaged her self asteem without knowing. I was never embarrassed of her I was just scared of what others would say of her and me. My history of relationships weren’t the best. I want her now. I need her now. I miss her soft lips. The way […]

11/23/2013 4 comments

healthy happy and ready to die

by bidhead ANDY 11/22/2013

written by bidhead ANDY

i am 32 and intelligent and haveÂ accomplished allot ,i am very happy i exercise regularly and take natural vitamins and minerals and iodine, i fix and install ac/furnaces and make pretty good money, i got a great family which i love, im decent looking and got a descent size wang , i havenâ€™t felt better in my whole life. i am mentally physically emotionally and spiritually improving always and right now i am at my A game, i should want to live right? i think if you want to die because sadness or personal events or something petty ,i think thatâ€™s crap, time mostly heals […]

11/22/2013 13 comments

I need help…

by af620 11/22/2013

written by af620

I’ve never talked about my feelings about suicide to anyone, but, I think I should start now because I don’t know where to turn. I’ve gone through a shit of things in the past few months with the passing of most of my grandparents and other relatives. All within days apart, then there’s my parents going through their nasty divorce and all this other shit.. I just need some sort of guidance.. I’m 17 and had a big plan for my future but right now, that plan will never come true. I’m fucking up in school and I don’t know if its because i’m lazy […]

11/22/2013 11 comments

It’s like everyone is dissapearing

by Zinthias 11/19/2013

written by Zinthias

Lately I’ve been having hardships in school, low grades, bad teachers, lack of enthusiasim, etc. I feel like I’m starting to accept the death of my mother, who I was taken from at the age of three and died and the age of six, but everytime I feel the wound has been healed, another scab has been picked open. My boyfriend started working 1630-0000, which means I get only an hour to talk to him when I get home. I started setting an alarm to wake up at 0000 so I could talk to him when he gets home, but the late hours are taxing […]

11/19/2013 2 comments

love lost, gained a feeling like no other..

by hidinginplainsight 11/18/2013

written by hidinginplainsight

I have tried, I have failed.

Worthless.I will never be the same, not in your eyes.

You are… were.. all that I cared about… and here we are…

It was supposed to be easier. What happened to me. Why cant I do it as easily as it used to be.

Why me. Why cant we work things out.

Why does it hurt more than ever before.

11/18/2013 0 comment

Oh So Stupid

by naww 11/17/2013

written by naww

I fit in nowhere, not even here.

I will never have meaningful relationships, or maybe even a half-decent career or job.

A lot of people seem to like me, but nobody loves me. Is it because I’m ugly? Stupid? Indecisive? Depressed? It’s probably all those things. I am truly forever alone, incapable of forming bonds or living a happy and meaningful life. I’m useless.

11/17/2013 10 comments

I would love to fade.

by vivian-secretaccount 11/17/2013

written by vivian-secretaccount

I always think about the way I will die. when I was younger I would often imagine it would be fast and in my sleep. Now that I’ve grown older I imagine the way the blood will keep coming out on the sides of my hips. It would hurt but that would be the only solution. I would sit there and quietly sob while the last of the color drains from my face. While I die I will remember the boys who hurt me mentally and physically who kept touching when I said enough. I always think I can get better and my friends are […]

11/17/2013 5 comments

Hey There :)

by Blake SinBad 11/17/2013

written by Blake SinBad

Hey there 🙂

My name is Sara Johnson.

I just came to say, as a regular of this site, I’m in a really good mood, despite the shit I’m going through right now. I do have issues, but that’s not important. I want to talk about you. I know I don’t know you. Hell, you don’t even know me. But I think you’re beautiful. Not on the outside. Fuck that shit. Do whatever YOU think makes YOU beautiful on the outside. But I think you’re beautiful […]

11/17/2013 6 comments

Ein paar Worte auf Deutsch…

by GermanGuy 11/14/2013

written by GermanGuy

Please allow me to write some Words in German – because thats the only way I am sure, I can express myself in the most accurat way possible:

Egal wie alleine und einsam ich mir vorkomme. Wenn ich hier einige Gedanken von anderen Menschen lese, dann begreife ich, dass viele in Ã¤hnlicher Art und Weise leiden und das gleiche denken. Damit sind wir wenigstens gemeinsam einsam.

Es macht mich sehr traurig, dass es so viel Leid auf der Welt gibt. Leid ist eine subjektive Empfindung, so ist bereits auf Wikipedia zu lesen. Dennoch gibt es ArschlÃ¶cher, genannt “Freunde und Familie”, die einem sagen “Kopf hoch.” , “Leben […]

11/14/2013 10 comments

The urge

by nerevars 11/14/2013

written by nerevars

I have this weird urge to randomly smashing my head at random place and time

11/14/2013 12 comments

There is one thing in my life that I’m grateful for it

by nerevars 11/14/2013

written by nerevars

I am thankful for my misery when it is consistent, because I already do not feel I deserve what I have, and can only see my life getting worse.

11/14/2013 1 comment

A new breakup, a new love but old habits

by taylah 11/13/2013

written by taylah

I havent posted for a while and i thought i should start again. so I broke up with my boyfriend and I started self harming again. I stopped eating and cried a lot. One of my mates who I loved asked me out 3 weeks later. That was about a week ago. But I feel like I still have feelings for my ex which is hard because I really badly love my new bf. The stress and emotions are starting to take over me physically and mentally. During this week alone I have punched 2 students, threatened a teacher, punched the walls of the […]

11/13/2013 0 comment

He’s dead

by virtus 11/12/2013

written by virtus

I just found out my cousin was KIA in Iraq. I ran. I just ran for 9 miles before it sunk in. Even now, I don’t truly accept it. I just want to turn off my emotions.

11/12/2013 5 comments

My ending

by a77a 11/12/2013

written by a77a

I am in my last year of highschool and I have never been so alone and afraid in my entire life. During exams last year I went to a party and did something stupid that caused a bunch of girls to say hurtful things to me and it just pushed me over my limit. I’ve dealth with their cattiness for the past 2 years and I was done with it. I called my mom to pick me up and she couldn’t even tell I was breaking down. It wasn’t her fault because I am good at pretending I am okay. When we got home she […]

11/12/2013 6 comments

Life is just a cruel joke without a punchline

by nerevars 11/12/2013

written by nerevars

I keep thinking what am I suppose to do? What is the purpose of all of this? Where do I come from? What should I do? Am I just another insignificant entity? Is it true that this universe where made from nothing? If it true, then all of this is for nothing too? So everything in here is because an accident? Because there is a coincidence that my great great great great great great great great (go on) grand parents met so I’m here? Without a purpose? Without a goal? I’m just here (POOF) and then die eventually because that’s it, I can’t fail because […]

11/12/2013 0 comment

An Introduction

by MusicMystique 11/11/2013

written by MusicMystique

So my story. I guess I’ll be blunt about it.

My father committed suicide. I was a baby, the age of two. I have no memory of him. It haunts me daily.

It was the day after his birthday, a day that no one would expect anything to be wrong, and although I’m not completely clear on the story (no one will talk to me about it no matter how much I beg, i actually didn’t know he killed himself until sixth grade.) but from what I’ve gathered, he had had enough, he climbed to the top of our barn, tied a noose around his neck and […]

11/11/2013 5 comments

really thinking of suicide…

by Cri99 11/10/2013

written by Cri99

I’ve never had thoughts like these before. I guess it all started when i lost my girlfriend of 5 years. I always thought i had it good. I have a good job, im well respected by co-workers and friends, but i realised i had nothing when i lost her. I left University where i was studying psychology to work and travel abroad, which i did, happily for 2 years (this is before i met my ex) I lived in Rome, Amsterdam, and Strasbourg all thanks to my job. Now I just can’t cope. I get irritable around friends and family even if they ask me […]

11/10/2013 2 comments

Sissi

by Sissi 11/10/2013

written by Sissi

Two years before I was to be born the greatest dog of all time was born, she was beaten up by children so she hated children. My grandparents took her in when she was one year old from the pound. She is a full breed German shepherd with the perfect length tail, nose and perfect height. Perfect for a dog show. Then i was born at the same time as her first litter, only one of her two born puppies survived. I wasn’t barked at by her at all. When I learned to walk and was getting sleepy, I’d get a bottle of milk from […]

11/10/2013 10 comments

I see.

by wut ever 11/8/2013

written by wut ever

I see them. The little shadows that crawl around the corner. I see the weird shapes in windows. I see it all. Maybe they are here to keep me company. Maybe they are here to help me. Maybe they are here because they know what it’s like to feel alone when people are all around. They must understand what feeling empty is like. Maybe. Maybe I’m not alone. Or maybe I am. I don’t even know. I keep thinking I want someone, because “It will make it all better” ,but that doesn’t seem to be true. It is just don’t believe that people could actually […]

11/8/2013 2 comments

How to Die without pain and reborn again! [Tutorial]

by The Rising Guy :) 11/8/2013

written by The Rising Guy :)

Note: This is my personal experience and I tried to explain everything I could, I could explain better but I’m not a writer,I’ll write whatever comes in my mind and sorry for the English grammar mistakes 🙂 So, let me show you how to die without pain, it works 100% and I know it is going to be a long article (may be) but it worth reading. 🙂 I’m not here to waste your time or make you feel bad, I want to show you, […]

11/8/2013 49 comments

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