Suicidal Survivors

Well back when i was 2-10 (Age) i was raped threw out the ages of 2 – 10 by my uncle and he told me the only way for people to love me is by letting them touch me in places i dident wanna be touched in and he told me that is love well i grew up and told my mother witch was the hardest thing for me to do in my life i cried so hard i couldent breath and i was about 15 and i tried to kill myself by overdosing on shrooms until my sisters boyfriend sat next to me and […]

It was a Sunday night and I was in my bed and I was just trying to sleep but the voices came I was able to ignore them at first but every minute they kept getting louder and louder “Nobody loves you, you deserve to die” The voices said over and over and over again. I decided I couldn’t take it anymore and I went Upstairs Grabbed the sharpest knife in my house and shoved it 3 inches deep into my stomach.
I fell straight to the ground and tried to call out for help but I was in to much pain to scream, I […]

It was a Monday, there always rough so I decided it was the best time. I researched the most painless ways but I didn’t have any options other than a knife. I tried multiple times before but I didn’t have the courage, but I knew this time it was it. I secretly grabbed a knife and sliced my stomach, I realized that I should have done it on my heart afterwards and fell to the floor. It was so painful and I saw my family members all crying while I was lying down. Honestly, its not worth it unless you have no family because your […]