It may not seem to urgernt at 13 but at secondary school life is really hard and if it is hard now it will get worse later.
At our school we have little groups, The gr
oup that picks on me called “pretty girls” basically they are sluts in very short skirts. Anyway I was sitting next to my best mate in English and the new girl and her mate walked in next thing I know new girl is sitting next to me, great, half way through the lesson,
” have you got a mirror”
me in obvious responce
” no”
new girl mate […]
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hi there , … i wanna tell you my story about depression, disullusion and solid twisted mind . when i was 20 , i realized that nothing has sence . well , at the beginning it was making me worry … worry about myself, about future, etc . … everyday my thoughts were telling me ”do something! find something!” … but i just didn’t know what . i was like waiting for a miracle ( that never really comes ) …. then i accept it , alright – nothing has sence , nothing is worth enough to give a shit about …. and on this […]
Insanity or schizophrenia is believed to be genes inherited and doomed to be mad for life.
But not knowing that there are at least a few bad genes in even everyone that prone to big diseases.
As long as you are balanced in mind and body, these bad genes stay dormant.
The terms for diseases like schizophrenia and cancers are just medical terms for the doctors to have a circumstantial excuse not able to cure you.
The inadequate capability of crisis control can snap one’s brain anytime if we are to let it happen.
Especially in girls, the love instilled and special care believed to deserve […]
Hey, I’m a 15 year old guy a sophmore in highschool and I used to think about suicide all the time. School was fine, but it was just my home life. My mother and father didn’t give a shit about anything I do. My sister was always the one they loved. The more things i did wrong the more i got scolded. It just hurts when they scold me . But what I’m here to tell you is that, if you need a friend or helping out with a problem, I’ll just let you know that i’m here for you. Every life is worth alot […]
Hello I’m new to this site.. haven’t even read other post but I really need to say something to anyone.
Today is a down day… I awoke 7 hours after I was suppose to and only because family member prodded me. Most days are like this. Suicidal thought. Crying fits, daydreams about anything other than my current life. It’s exhausting and I’m tired.
I sought help at the beginning of the month for my anxiety/depression and wonder if I should have told my doctor I have tried to kill myself before but quietly decided not to….until the next time…and the next.
Well now I’m at the end of […]
I’ve had a rough life, I’d say. I’m only a college sophomore, but I feel like I’ve been through enough and I don’t want to try anymore.
My dad was abusive my entire childhood. He called me awful names that resulted in me having absolutely zero self-confidence nowadays, yelled at me for absolutely nothing, criticized everything I did and made my accomplishments seem like dirt, and hit me several times, knocking me unconscious once.
My mom always promised my brother and I that she would do something about it, but she never did. She eventually stopped caring and now she sides solely with him and doesn’t see […]
Her eyes open and she sees the world for the first time. Flowers in bloom, children laughing – she is in a foreign place. Spinning around; lost in confusion. Beauty unfolds before her. Her heart soars as she reaches to the sun. Darkness suddenly washes over her as the fear sets in. Her head in her hands, tears stream down her face. A touch on her shoulder calms her trembling body. She is still a broken girl. She longs to feel the fire that once burned inside her. Nothing more than an empty vessel remains. All at once her world comes crashing down. No one […]
i am bi polar and also schizophrenic. I don’t know how long i have been Bi Polar But i have been Schizophrenic sense i was 4, And now i Am Almost 15. My mom has the same Disorders. But i have had it longer than she has. She got Bi Polar When my Step father Left her. Which was about 5 months ago. And I think she started to get Schizophrenic when she got out of the hospital For people the same shit. I thought it was not as important as it to dying, but i realized it’s the same shit. My mom and I […]
Hi, firstly this is no my first language, so I’ll may have mistakes, anyway; I’m feeling suicidal right now, but sadly I feel stupid trying to suicide, first thing: I have a very good life, and second thing: I don’t want to; so what I think that’s because I’m alone;but I have a lot of friends, so I’m sure you’re asking why I want to suicide, this is fun; I never tell everyone the truth, but I’m exploding; I’m a zoophile, and I feel quite bad because I got in-love with a animal that’s far away of me; far, far, really far; I only want […]
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DON’T DO IT! Call 1-800-SUICIDE IMMEDIATELY if you can’t afford counseling. Suicide is not a romantic thing to do. You do have choices and things can get better. I’ve had lifelong depression which finally I have found the cause of and the reasons behind what happens to the brain. Get into therapy, tell someone how down you are, focus on the things in life that will get you through like art and music. You can live with depression. My husband killed himself in 2006. It is horror, hell, torture for those left behind. There is nothing pretty or heroic about it, you are not put […]
everything seems trivial. My job, my life, my relationships, I feel like it’s all meaningless and trivial. I’m an excellent faker, at enjoying myself and being happy. What I really want to do is go and slit my wrists open again, hurt myself, end this empty life that I know isn’t going anywhere joyful. A philosopher once said “happiness is a small desk with a very large waste basket.” who the hell wants to live like that? Not me. I don’t care if most religions say my ass will burn in hell for eternity, I just want the fuck out of this place.
Which brings […]
Please take a look on the forum ” Surviving Suicide”
Reach out to someone and you’ll find out just how much people care about u. Often people aren’t aware of the dark place u are in. To lose someone to suicide is the most shattering, thing I have ever had to go through. The grief that we feel is beyond belief. Don’t let another family go through what we’re going through.
Okay… so not only am i new at this but i’ve never told anyone either. I dont really know how to say everything i feel i need to say so if it comes out weird please dont judge me. This probably isnt even what any of you want to hear but if i dont get it out soon im going to have a meltdown. I already feel it coming on and it scares me.
So… to start…. it’s easier if you actually know the whole story, right?  When i was in highschool there was this guy that… well i fell in love with… let’s just call him […]
I hate who I am. I have no friends. The only people that care about me is my family. The “friends” I have will say hi to me sometimes and what not, but im always by myself. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I’ll admit I am shy sometimes. I just hate who I am. I have felt this way ever since my family moved from the house I grew up in. We didn’t move far, but I just hated the fact that we moved and everything has seem to have been shit since then. Since we have moved, I have lost my grandma who used […]
Im getting bullied home and at school it very hard. I get hurt every time I go somewhere I do not fill safe. I am a kid and I will kill myself how I do not know but I will find away because I can not take it no more it’s really hurting me I am failing school because of the bullying I can’t take all of this pressure I’m just going to kill myself.
as i breathe oxygen i choke and my inner feelings gasp for a different brand of poison, one that would set me asleep for as long as i long for. don’t show me the way out. there isn’t any. don’t waste your time. just cut me deeply. think of me as someone forgotten. after all, i’m no one worth remembering. tell me mindless jokes. fill this night with a bore. for it shall be the last. don’t call my number. a voicemail is all that’d reach you. and no, in case you’re wondering, i am not here to tell you exactly how i got in […]
I suppose depression starting taking over my life very early. I was always being made fun of as a kid so of course I naturally felt withdrawn from everyone else. I have been very unsucessful in having one close  friend or someone I can talk to. Nowadays I mostly lose them because I’m depressed and complain alot, or I lose them becasue I’m too afraid to get close . I can’t stand  to get hurt anymore than I already have.  When I was 18 I was  taken to a mental health facility by a school counselor. I honestly thought  I could get some help by being there but after a week or so my mom was […]
This story is much funnier, if you pretend Tchaikovsky is playing in the background.