We all know that overdosing on today’s medicines doesn’t work and cutting your wrists isn’t likely to kill you.
You could jump off a bridge or shoot yourself but that doesn’t sound pleasant does it?

Euthanasia is what we are all looking for to releive pain and suffering not induce more of it before we die.
Back in ancient Roman times people would usually use a concotion of herbs one to induce death and the other to null the pain before it.

So how do we go about finding that? Do i have the answer? I Have part of it.. but to come up with a […]

It’s terrable, and I know that… really I do, but I just don’t care any more I don’t want to be here. I hate this damn school. I’m 18 and I don’t even know myself anymore. I’m sleeping with a guy I can’t stand, lying to my best friend about it, while stringing two other guys along (one of which is my TA) all while the man I’m actually in love with is on the other side of the country with a new happy life… and I still don’t have to guts to tell him that I lost his child, the whole reason we broke […]

I believe that everyone has their chance at hope, and when you’ve tried several times to hope and pray someone or something would be good in your life it falls, it gets crushed, or taken from you. its hard to believe that someone like me, a well brought up bubbly happy good grade getting girl who has all her family their if she wants it would have these thoughts, what you call suicidal thoughts for the past few hours i’ve been picturing ways to end this life i so live. And my story isnt because of parent abuse, loss of people to […]

point blank things keep getting worse…and life aint worth livin….i wanna die cause im not worthy of love and im nothing but a burdin…and everythings my fault…im ugly stupid and its pointless to live…should i take pills? probly not

everyday gets worse! im tired of ppl sayin have you taken your medicine and its gonna get better when it never does! i have thought about suicide for a long time and i have been through theoropy, support groups, and even medicine! everything that is offered but nothing helps! it all gets worse! they tell me im afraid of abandonment! maybe i am, i am a 22 yr old female, who was in a lesbian relationship! she told me she didnt want me anymore cause the controlling was too much to handle! all i asked from her was to love me and she only ignored […]

this is gonna take awhile… I can’t escape my past, and yet I’m terrified of my future. I suffered through 16 years of a severely abusive childhood, ending in my father committing suicide in 2000; it left me with a paralyzing fear of abandonment, making it next to impossible for me to connect with anyone. I met the girl that I would marry in march of 2000, just 2 weeks before my father died; we just had our first child in February of this year – and here’s where the future comes into play. I’ve been subconsciously pushing away from my wife for the last […]

in all reality when i try and think of the reason i am suicidal i can’t think of anything. im 19 years old, i still live with my parents, i dont have a job, and the love of my life is with someone else. to me none of this in context gives me any right to feel bad for myself or dare i say kill myself concidering the hardships majority of the people on here go though. i want to do it becasue i hurt her. i left her when she needed me and im never going to forgive myself for it. if it would take […]

My whole life has been a waste.  I have a lousy job, out of control debt, and a wife who doesn’t stop buying.  I have no future, no friends and no reason to live. I want my family to be better off and they will with me dead. But the only way that can happen is for me to die of natural causes or an accident so they can get my life insurance. I don’t want to live but can’t kill myself. I am in a loss-loss situation.

On occasion, my state of mind is regarded- commented upon- by persons that I know, and too my choices of literature and music find their way into the analysis of someone who is neither a doctor nor a psychologist, but merely somebody that I have known. I am told at these times that what I choose to read, watch, listen to ‘probably doesn’t help’ to lift my spirits or prevent me from contemplating what purpose I am serving by merely existing, or as to whether ending my life would grant me any more respite than the closeness of the dark does at the end of […]

I originally came to this site in hopes someone may know a means of commiting suicide due to circumstances that aren’t related to personal depression over events such as my mate left me, I’m failing at school, etc. I’ve noticed the vast majority are teenagers. I was a teenager 50 years ago. My problem is a brain that has malfunctioned. Doctors can’t find a remedy. It’s gone on for years and now it’s become unbearable. I’ve tried everything, therapy, my psychiatrist has tried everything available.Tried naturopathic, acupuncture, exercise, etc The list goes on. EVERYTHING. I know people are paranoid that the police are monitiring this […]

I was always the girl who was told how much potential she had. I feel like over the past year I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m 21 this should be the best times. not sitting at home wondering what the point in life is anymore the bad in my life is 2-1. it over powers any good iv had. I can’t even tell you the last time iv smiled. I’m so lost and hurt. iv told my family and friends but they brush it off like nothing. I know that physically I can’t do it anymore. I’m drained. I don’t see what’s […]

I say the word chicken but not meaning it at all because I know nothing about chickens! but what I do know about is pain not just any pain but full blown long term pain with very micro rays of light here and there but to far apart to create some type of long term happiness! So many ppl can’t talk and they run from what is eating away at them until it’s far too late for help some ask right away for help but the help comes at a super high price which the person can’t afford! I understand pain to the highest level […]

I’m young, but I’m not going to tell you just how young beause I’m ashamed of the thoughts I have been having. Ever since my father hit me I’ve had suicidal thoughts. I’ve even tried O.D with tylenol. Stupid right?
But I could’nt help it. I feel like no one knows I exist. I feel like I’m worthless and like I don’t have a place in this world. I never really fit in with anyone, I can’t say I’m an outsider but inside I feel like I am because no one knows the real me. They only know the side I let them see. No […]

I’ve been suicidal and depressed for years. But now I think I may have a way to start healing.

My mom just brought home a kitten, and we’re going to try and save it. It’s so tiny… I want to help it, to grow.

I think having this little kitten may be the thing I need, because it’s a purpose. I never had one before.

If you’re suicidal, maybe you should consider getting a pet and raising it. At least try it once.

why is the world the way it is? it makes you wonder how we really got here. I feel like im the only person with problems, in reality im not. my mind is my enemy, my worst enemy. everyday is a fucking struggle.im trapped inside my body, ive cut myslef off from my friends…family next. i hate this world, makes me wonder whats on the other side…but thats only when I actually give a shit about dying.

Dear Sir, do you see how tough I am?
I swallowed all these pills and was barely fazed.
Took a match to my skin and told myself it didn’t hurt.
I stopped being me, so I was wondering:
Do you love me yet?

Hello there, do you see how strong I am?
I’m strong like you now;
I learned to block out the cold.
I like to feel the freezing air on my bare arms.
I had no food today or yesterday or the day before,
Because I can be strong without it.
Are you proud?

Dear Sir, I always admired you.
I’m just like you now;

im 14, im adopted, ive tried to kill myself twice and i cut myself, i wake up everyday with a fake smile and ive thought alot of suicide b/c i just cant take everything anymore. my friend killed herself and so have a few others and i saw one of my friends die. My friends try and understand but they dont. ive also had a hard time beliving that god loves me. i guesse whatim trying to say is i trully hate myself

Hey, I’m a 15 year old boy and I used to think about suicide all the time. School was fine, but it was just my home life. My mother and father didn’t give a shit about anything I do. My sister was always the one they loved. The more things i did wrong the more i got scolded. It just hurts when they scold me . But what I’m here to tell you is that, if you need a friend or helping out with a problem, I’ll just let you know that i’m here for you. Every life is worth alot and i know it […]

for a long time now, ive found that everyday of my life is just something else to ‘get through’ i make little goals for my self and slowly but surely i get through my days, weeks, months. i think, “today, i have this and this and this, then i can sleep, and i have to wake up and do this and this and this… then it wil only be 3 days till the weekend, where i can hide away in my room, and be shit at life.”

i have mile stones, like holidays, or a long weekend, that i have even bigger count downs to… but […]

i posted awhile back, not much has changed.
i’m seriously considering calling the suicide hotline tonight, can’t decide tho, i’m nervous /;

i can sum up my problems in a nut shell: self injury, EXTREME anxiety, paranoia, haunted past, things i cant get over, depression that always lingers, and suicidal thoughts and tendancies.
just wanted to say i’m still alive…and i made it to my 17th bday, which was 3 days after my original post on Aug 24.