Feel it scraping at the back of my mind
Hear its screams from deep inside
Can you feel it?
Can you hear it?
I’m begging you, just look at me
Tell me it’s not happening
Creeping up inside my walls
Ripping, tearing, untill they fall
I can feel it (it wont leave)
I can hear it (untill I bleed)
It looks at you through bloodshot eyes
What was always loved, now despised
Take the hate and stab it dead
Silence the voices in my head
Can you feel it?
Can you hear it?
I’m grabbing you, now hod me tight
No, nothing is alright
Apathy […]

This is to anyone, anywhere, anytime – feel free to message me if you need to talk about anything – whether its help with your problems, if you want to confide in someone, or just a chat to keep your mind occupied – I’ll be here.

dan_33365@hotmail.co.uk

Hope to be hearing from you soon 🙂

Ok, I need to make sense of something here….”The suicide project, share your suicide story”. How the fuck are you supposed to share your pathetic “I rolled my ass off a cliff in a wheelchair” suicide story if your already fuckin dead! For fuck sake man..thats like saying “Dude..I woke up dead”…..”Yeah was there folders coffee in your cup and eggs en shit in hell…Fuckin dumb asses…haha. Oh the btw..my life rocks, I am a millionaire! I drive a Ferrari and everyday is nothing but fuuuun! Go kill your self..JUST DO IT!

So what do you do when you like a friend who likes someone else? The correct answer, you leave them be. Even though your heart bleeds and you cry yourself to sleep every night. The correct thing to do is to be happy for him and to encourage him to pursue her, especially when she appears to like him too. But what if it’s just too hard? What if you find yourself thinking about him every single day. You cry and you cry and you ask why, God why? What do you do then? Do you put on a brave face or do you crumble […]

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God. so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and yourself better, you need Him, and you need Him more than just an hour a week.

if you’d like to talk about Him or […]

I want to die.  I have wanted to die for a long time, years in fact.  I think about it everyday, I even have a way I want to go, in a fiery car crash, problem is there is no guarantee that I will die, and everytime I am ready, all I can think about is my kids, and how disappointed and sad they would be if I were gone.  Its gotten worse in the last year.  When I was 30 I thought I met my knight in shining armor, only to find out 8 years later that he sexually abused my girls while telling […]

Sometimes I don’t even see the point of trying, life is so fucked up. I want to die, get away from everything, but I know if I do it will hurt alot of people, im now sitting on the side of the road, tryng to find the courage to get up and lie in the middle of it, as I sit here I can here familys in there houses, dishes banging, people laughing. I see the cars that drive towards me, and suddenly turnning not noticing that im sitting here the dark, I have no idea what’s stopping me from lying on the road, I […]

When I went to my professor after class today, I was going to ask for advice. Out of the five classes I’m taking this semester, I’m only passing one. I knew I made some mistakes or I wouldn’t have been asking for help. Well, instead of getting advice, I got lectured. It wasn’t a nasty lecture, but it was one of those that comes from a really sweet teacher, but has a stern voice, so you know she’s upset with you. And it was along the lines of being told that I’m blaming my son and everyone else for my problems. And to add insult […]

Hello,

 

I am here because I am an attempte,  I am currently in remission from severe depression& (hypomania&), PSTD, and am working very hard on keeping on top of life without the help of pharmaceuticals. My goal is to learn to live with Bipolar Disorder and not only survive the traumas that have happened in my life but excel, and be the best I can be, and help others achieve there ideal self-actualization. I am working towards my goals of being a Psychologist, Author and Artist.  If anyone is interested I can post more about what I have been though to give you more of a […]

I tried to commit suicide about 4 months ago, twice. It was a long time planning it and finally decided, i had read a lot of information from internet to find effective methods. My first choice was the exit bag, I drank an entire bottle of wine and took 40 sleeping pills, then I put a plastic bag on my head and waited to fall asleep and die from hypoxia. To my very surprise, I woke up after 12 hours with the plastic bag out and all that I had in my stomatch in the floor at my side, with a terrible headache and without […]

life is full of shit no 1 cares about me im over it goodbye

this ativan they put me on is making me feel really weird.

I’m out of options I’d rather leave then continue being a joke, consistently failing every obstacle every challenge

I have been ready to give up my life. I was ready to run my car off a bridge near a beach -so that I could die somewhere pretty. But for some reason I didn’t. And I am so very glad.

I’ve felt the hurt and I’ve been through all the pain. I know exactly where you are now.

Please visit this site, you are already on the internet, and its very simple to put the address in your address bar. Please do it – http://www.gotquestions.org/why-not-commit-suicide.html

Emma.

Hi there. My name is Kyla and I am 16 years old. I’m not even going to bother giving you a backround. Why would you care about my life? Why do I deserve to live more then anyone else? I want to die and then donate my organs and save some real lives. I want to save people that really make a difference in the world. In my death, I could save as many as 10 lives in organ transplant alone. I want all of my belongings to be sold and the money from said belonging donated […]

im trying to do the calculations for how long it will take my car to fill the garage to a lethal level of co but im not sure how much the catalytic converter removes from the reaction. i know the burning of 1 mole of gas creates 1/4 mole of co. which through the ideal gas law comes out to say it will take about 400 moles to raise the level to something around 12,000ppm. anyone want to give me the last part of this so i can finally get out of this thing that some call life. thanks.

I’ll let you know my current state:

I’m 21 pushing close to 22. I have very few friends…I feel most people hate me (I mean, maybe they don’t…ask them) and I have a bad knack for just not getting anything done right. I am a virgin and have only been on two dates in my life. I guess I’m not very attractive or something.

Anyway, at one point I drank about a case of beer and a fifth of liquor per week. At 18 I stopped drinking heavily and switched to smoking pot. That stops the major feelings of hopelessness and allows me to function in some […]

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God. so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and yourself better, you need Him, and you need Him more than just an hour a week.

if you’d like to talk about Him or […]

What’s left for me I seem to do nothing right. Everytime I think I’ve hit rock bottom the hole somehow gets deeper. I don’t do well in school, I can’t do anything right at home, I suck at my job and now I made the choir suck and emberessed my director in front of other directors. I don’t understand why she let me in the choir in the frist place. I hate myself for it. There’s nothing I’m good at and I know it. What’s the point of being here if I can’t do anything right in the first place. Everyone says I’m a good […]

Depression has been haunting me for the past 1 year and I have been trying every single way to pull myself out of this rut. Instead, I find myself falling deeper into this hole.

I honestly don’t know how much more I can take. I’m just so tired of fighting. Every morning when I open my eyes, I’m hoping that I will rid this feeling once and for all.

I don’t know what to do next. Life is hanging by a thread.