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I genuinely appreciate those who have read my posts and hope you can make it through your wars. But I don’t think I will. I fought it twice and I don’t have the strength to do it again.
I’m sorry, You got such a fucked up child. You got someone that doesn’t care as much as you do. I’m sorry that I yell, and I roll my eyes, and that I can’t wait to leave.
I was awake this morning. I heard you pray for me before leaving at 4 am for work. I realized you did this every morning.
I’m sorry that I don’t get the best grades. I’m sorry that I’m not the prettiest or the fittest.
I’m sorry that I don’t appreciate this life. You try so hard to provide for me and I just ruin everything.
I’m sorry that you have to stay […]
thank you everyone for your support. i’m awake now and doing alright, feeling sick but hopefully that will pass soon. this community has been so nonjudgmental and kind throughout this all, i really appreciate it. thank you so much guys, love you all.
as far as feelings… i’m angry that i failed again, angry that i tried to begin with… when did things start getting so bad that it seems impossible that things will get better? my mind is scattered, i feel like a failure. i’m just glad i wasnt found while i was out… i might find my way into the psych ward again, but […]
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Dear friends,
This is the last one. I was held up until today, getting my will finalised. I do so appreciate it if any of you feel moved to pray for the repose of my soul. This is a great group of people, I wish I could have been more a part of it. Please continue to support and love one another. Be kind to yourselves and others. Keep the faith, in whatever way you see fit. Blessings to you all, Amy
I feel a bit sheepish, with this. I’m barely known here, I rarely post. But soon I’ll be following thru with my plan of many months’ standing. Please don’t try to talk me down, my mind is made up. I have severe cognitive challenges that have made me incompatible with life. But I do beleive in the eternality of the soul, and would so appreciate it if anyone would pray for me, in a couple days. My name is Amy. Thank you so much, anyone who feels moved to do so.
How can anyone identify their gender? I’ve actually asked a few people, but each answer seems so ridiculous.
“I’m a boy, because I have a dick,” completely disregards all transsexuals.
(My least favourite>) “I’m attracted to boys, so I’m a girl,” As a pansexual, that would mean I am all genders. It would disprove homosexuality, and just seems stupid in itself.
“I just relate more to girls. I can just tell,” Is only based off stereotypes. Girls relate to more typically feminine things, but if we switch it around, where makeup and shopping and dresses were all seen as masculine stereotypes, we would just switch […]
Thank you for your lovely comments about my posts. Here’s a bunch of my favourite Spring flowers just for you (but others are also welcome to appreciate them!)
Hello SP –
Looking for your help with a small project.
I need to know about any confirmed departed fellow members you can share.
I am putting together a tribute video (or trying to at this point) and would greatly appreciate your kind assistance.
Their member name is enough. I’ll search the site for their posts and quote highlights from their words.
Thank You!
HERE4UOK
My last post I thought I was crazy because I was hearing shit, but I went to the doctor and it turns out I’m just very sleep deprived and stressed as fuck so that’s good. And since I was feeling good and confident today I decided to finally come out over twitter I’m scared as fuck, but hopefully everything goes well fingers crossed. Oh and also thanks to Hazy Day Sunflower for giving me advice I really appreciate it.
People who talk about their will to attempt suicide and prevent others from suicide at the same time.
I’m not saying that if you feel suicidal, you should encourage everybody, but dammit, how could tell others that their lives are valuable when you can’t appreciate yours? Either stop bitching about how you want to throw your life away or stop lying about how life never should be thrown away.
Does it sound weird when I say that I feel beautiful on the inside but every time I look in the mirror I see someone who is ugly and worthless. That will not get anywhere in life. Does anyone know what I’m talking about? Any kind of helpful tips to not feel so down on myself. I would appreciate any kind of tips!
I live with parents trying to support the, by both my money and my attention. But they not only do not appreciate it but also do bad things to me. I do this because I think it’s a good thing and because of my religious beliefs. But God also seems to not appreciate it.
I work every day and the cycle continues again and again. I dream of living like a pirate – of doing what he want whenever he want. I am 31 years old.
Also recently I meet a woman who sad that she loved me, but she only was with me because of money. […]
i wanna die and i’m peeved cause i can’t get myself to kill myself and also i’m peeved cause if i’m dead i won’t be able to appreciate how nice it is to not have to be alive anymore. i just don’t know what’s happening because now dying sounds sketchy but i don’t want to be alive either. IM ANGRY AT EVERYTHING
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Hi, does anyone have any advices how to cope trough another day? I am collapsing and my chronical pains have encreased lately. Every day is harder than the previous one. I feel so tired.
If you just have any tips how to cheer up, even for a little bit, I would appreciate if you could share them.
Thank you. Hope you are feeling okay today.
thats it. im done!!!! i fucked up. im a fuck up. the voices wont be quiet. ive completly lost my mind. i appreciate everyone on here who was supportive and freindly to me. i just cant do it anymoere.
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