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Retail Hell

by WanderingDreamer91 7/27/2018

written by WanderingDreamer91

I’m so tired of my freaking job… Sigh…

It’s just so demanding…

I work at Goodwill and here everything is already used and donated so everything is priced by stickers that can easily come off. o.o Then it has to be updated weekly as much as possible while old stuff comes off…

It’s hard to explain, but this can be really hard and exhausting…

For me at least, it’s a one man job too and I often even run out of stuff! Then like, I had to take a week off to spend time with my family and it was nice to get away from everything… but then of […]

7/27/2018 8 comments

all day in bed.

by HopeinAnguish04 9/26/2013

written by HopeinAnguish04

I feel like crap. Im tired, and I am suicidal. Like anyone would care.

Wrote suicide notes last night. I go up n down. I can hardly relate to what I fell like or think when im in the opposite. I just dont give a fuck anymore. I wanna just get on with dying.

9/26/2013 1 comment

Just shut the **** up!

by Mustismile 8/29/2013

written by Mustismile

It is 2:08am and I’ve been in my bedroom listening to my wretched father having a conversation with another man who shall not be named. Every word out of his drunken mouth is like a kick over yet another bottomless cliff.

A little history lesson for all the readers:

Long version:

All my life this drunk has belittled, criticized, ridiculed and harassed his family. He cares only about himself and isn’t afraid to show it. Breath wreaking of cheap beer shouting everything I never needed to hear! My mother was and is too submissive to do anything and then beats herself up for it. My entire childhood was […]

8/29/2013 4 comments

WHY ME??????????

by mary ann jeannette 8/28/2013

written by mary ann jeannette

When a person is born … what is the purpose behind that birth??? What is the purpose behind mine???? Am I just born to nearly get everything one can want and have it snatched away from me in a second??? being born with calcium deficiency and convulsions… since then it has always been a struggle… I would have died then and there but mom sells her assets to save me… but for what ??? to torture me when i grow up… to prove that i am a mistake in her life… when i din’t have an issue with her marriage… why the sudden change from […]

8/28/2013 9 comments

by shayshay 8/14/2013

written by shayshay

Today was the first day of my senior year. It went okay better then what Â i expected. I don’t have Â many friends nor anyone Â i can trust. So here i go to another pointless year. About a year ago my ex boyfriend left the school because i broke up with him because he had cheated on me. I mean it was the right thing to do ? He got all depressed and tried to commit suicide. He got badly injured and ended up getting Â hospitalized for about three weeks. Â By that time everyone had known at school and i Â got blamed for it. i got […]

8/14/2013 1 comment

cant take it anymore

by tarko 8/10/2013

written by tarko

dont know how to start this so here we go:

(sory for spelling/grammar. english isnt my best language)

IM tired of living. dont know what to do anymore

it just feels like i shouldnt exist.

nobody likes me.

it feels like im a burden to my family.

i cant do fucking anything right

im a failure

(do have a couple of friends i met trough WOW. but havent met them IRL)

every night i pray to god(if he exist) that i dont want to wake up anymore as its pointless
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why cant i feel happy?
why cant i have friends?
why cant i have a girlfriend?
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why cant i simply wake up in the morning and not feel […]

8/10/2013 1 comment

small update..

by FTW0990 8/5/2013

written by FTW0990

update, I have things set up. I am drinking and thinking things over. Its funny because today my droid razr broke and then my xfinity cable box stopped working. So I am all alone with my thoughts! It is strange how things happen at the same time when I am about to do something. I hit my phone a lot but today it guess it had the final hit and then the screen broke. LOL. After all the times I beat the crap out of it for being slow and me being impatient and infuriated. This is the time it broke! My cable box won’t […]

8/5/2013 3 comments

Late night thoughts.

by Kyogirl 8/3/2013

written by Kyogirl

At this time of night all I can think about is I don’t fit in with this family. My dad got this girlfriend and she has three kids. I’m 21 and they rang from 10 to 12. I get I have to grow up but dam they talk me into these “family” trips. I am not the family type. I love my family but I can’t do the happy family crap. My family if broken and I am trying to keep the little family I have together.I cry a lot more then I use to and my friends have talked to me about how scared […]

8/3/2013 1 comment

I don’t know what to do anymore.

by Lime17 8/2/2013

written by Lime17

I have bulimia and two years ago I cut 3 little cuts on my stomach. I’m a 14 year old girl and on terms of being depressed, I’ve managed to keep my actions in check. Something change last night. I got into a fight with my best friend that I have told absolutely everything thing to and he’s been totally supportive but, he just full on changed and was against me and called everything what I did or what I think stupid. Â I know that I cut 3 cuts on my stomach 2 years ago but that’s nothing compared to how badly I cut my […]

8/2/2013 3 comments

my story

by sasha 7/31/2013

written by sasha

no, I dont cut. No, I wasnt abused. I’m sorry if you have been.

In 5th grade I started taking pills (amphetamine) and some for sleeping. I started getting really skinny, never eating, never hungry. I turned pale and gaunt, my parents thought I was anorexic. I couldnt explain to them that I just wasnt hungry (a side effect of amphetamine) so I lied. A lot. “yea I ate a sandwich when you were gone.” I hadnt. Ya this wasnt bad, i was a pretty happy kid, just really skinny. Then 6th grade rolled around and i weighed around 60 lb for the first half of […]

7/31/2013 8 comments

Life is not precious and it’s not a Gift.

by Kmoney2 7/26/2013

written by Kmoney2

Every day I wake up thinking that this day will better than the last, but it doesn’t work that way. Every day is the same crap. Hoping that someone will hire me, but it doesn’t work like that in today’s world. You have to wait and wait and wait hoping for someone to hire when you know they won’t. I have always wondered why interviewers want a hand shake after an interview. They always say they will give a call when they really don’t. To me right there, that is backstabbing. They always act so happy to see you, but never call if you have […]

7/26/2013 8 comments

Stop

by Sango131 6/26/2013

written by Sango131

I have always struggled with anxiety and depression.

It started when I was 10, I had just started middle school.

I was Bullied. Badly.

Everyday after school I would rush out of the school and try SPRINT home so that the bullies wouldn’t catch me.

They usually did, And I usually went home physically and mentally abused.

I was depressed… but I NEVER thought about committing suicide.

It took a while but my parents finally noticed how depressed I was.

I went to counseling.

It helped, but It didn’t stop the bullies.

That February we moved cities to get me away.

My new school was much better.

I made friends, True Friends. I had my first […]

6/26/2013 4 comments

Life Just Sucks

by Mr.Unknown 6/12/2013

written by Mr.Unknown

So before I start talking, I guess I’ll say a small bit about my self. I’m 15, a freshman in high school, going toward sophomore after the summer goes by like always. I’ll keep my name anon. though.

But anyways, I’ve been depressed. As a child I had a abusive father, my mother could never do anything about him hitting me or my siblings. He used to come home drunk, pretty much rape my mother and rampage when thing didn’t go his way. My brother used to touch me as a child, him being gay. I’ve never told my mother, I just forgotten about it and […]

6/12/2013 1 comment

The day my father killed himself

by dbg 6/12/2013

written by dbg

On July 26, 2013, I will be sad, depressed, and all kinds of crap will be going on in my mind. Why? That day will mark the 3rd year that I lost my father to suicide.

My father was the most kindest mad you would have ever met. He would give his shirt off his back to a stranger. He use to tell me and my siblings and friends that “there is nothing wrong with being yourself.”

How can a man with such a big heart want to end all of that? And where was I when it happened?

I was about to take my last exam of […]

6/12/2013 5 comments

Verbal diarrhea

by hankbaker64 6/9/2013

written by hankbaker64

I want to kill myself.

Awww why you have a perfectlyâ€¦ almost perfectly good life. Youâ€™re just going through a bit of a rough time hang in there, its going to get better.

Its not going to get better, Iâ€™ve been wanting and waiting for it get better for how many years nowâ€¦ I canâ€™t say I can predict the future but Iâ€™ve been understanding my feelings, my death wish, and I want to dies more than ever. I say more than ever, but I cant clearly remember all the reasoning, the beliefs, the crap that led to this point but I can say with confidence that […]

6/9/2013 2 comments

I’m sick of it…

by endingtheagony 6/6/2013

written by endingtheagony

I go day by day trying to act like everything is wonderful. I am forced by others to maintain a smile on my face because if at any point I am unhappy, a whirlwind of shit talking begins. I get crap from everyone around me, so there’s no way that I can try to talk to anyone and try to get better. But I’m not allowed to ever feel upset? If I had a gun, I would already be dead, no doubt in my mind. I am tired of living and I am tired of people telling me that things will get better when they […]

6/6/2013 3 comments

My parents

by dyingbutstillalive 6/5/2013

written by dyingbutstillalive

I honestly feel bad but assured about not telling my parents about my problems. I know I have problems and im a fuck up but I don’t want my parents to know that. My dad is trying to work as hard as possible to get his vacation leave and my mom is having problems at work. Both my parents are trying to keep the house we live in and they’re trying their best to pay for everything. My parents never even had a wedding like a full on wedding with the cake and the decorated themed church. And I want to give them that chance. […]

6/5/2013 0 comment

“Friends”

by Dreamer66 6/1/2013

written by Dreamer66

Last year me and my “best freind” became really close, for reasons that arent good but I’m happy they happened, we were the best of friends, I was there with her through a lot of crap. Then at the beginning of this year, she went back to her old friend, the one she got in a huge fight with, the one that ditched her for her boyfriend. Now, they are so close and I am just left behind. They never tell me anything, they leave me out of EVERYTHING. But I can’t let her go because if I did, I would have no one else. […]

6/1/2013 0 comment

i jst dont kno anymore…

by Cocobitzy1996 5/31/2013

written by Cocobitzy1996

This is the kinda crap tht get me…fck man ! i have no true friends, ill never have tht one special person who tells me they love me again .. ive lost it all …ill always be alone with no one to care…its jst me in my own little dark place..the only place ill ever feel safe. idk wht to do anymore..life suck right now theres only one way out i can think of..n ive been holding on so hard for it not to happen ik i have a long ‘happy’ life ahead for me bt we will tht being ?! ugh im jst tired..tired […]

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5/31/2013 1 comment

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Its not about me…its him (I’m just coming along for the ride)

by Soprano 5/21/2013

written by Soprano

First things first here in the UK its exam season.

So my friend had anÂ exam today: Biology and considering he wants to study medicine – well psychology,Â it was really important for him to do well. I asked him yesterday if he felt prepared for it and he said he “barely knew any of the content” – but he always says that and goes on toÂ get 90% on his papers and so I pushedÂ the commentÂ aside.
After his exam today I asked him how he thought it went and he said “SHIT”. Again its something he always says when he finishes exams and so I began to push […]

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